and the semester has ended. but it doesn't feel like it because there's still fyp which is a lot of work ongoing and also to do if you ask me. we are still in the planning stage, due to launch next month and with a tight timeline to adhere to, it will be a lie to say that i'm not stressed about it. 

but i have officially ended the three modules that i have taken in my seventh semester of uni with the submission of my essay this past Tuesday! the modules i took were rather fun and interesting, or should i say the module was interesting because of the lecturer. i finally got the are you ok? mental health module after being on the waitlist for n number of semesters and failing to get it. but i got it this year and it was an online module with three quizzes and an essay, exactly 25% for each assessment. i think i did rather not bad for the modules but the mean for the assessments are really high to it scares me. another module i took was popular cinema and we watched movies every single week! this module exposed me to different kinds of Western films, films that i honestly would not watch voluntarily so i learnt a lot from this module. there are three tests and an essay for this module but the percentages differ. class participation counts too so you gotta be physically present. not gonna lie sometimes i almost fell asleep watching the 2-hour long films in the comfy seat of lflt after lunch time... and the most stressful module of the semester other than fyp is korean level 4... its just really new grammar and vocabulary every single lesson with different practices. i cannot emphasise how important it is to remember what we learnt in level 3... because my class forgot it at the beginning of the semester and then my tutor looked worried for us. well. it's good revision. i always tell myself to revise what i learnt from previous levels before going to the next level but sometimes the content just doesn't stick! 

so yes that was my semester. at this point of time, i'm used to travelling from home to ntu, though i gotta say i miss the convenience of hall and the company of my hall friends every time i take the 179... and pass by hall 1... 

i've got one more semester to go and one more module to take. i had initially saved the module for korean level 5 but honestly i'm still not sure what i will eventually take. maybe japanese or spanish level 1? who knows. the higher level of korean really scares me and i am having second thoughts about pursuing a minor in korean but we'll see how it goes!! 

winter break isn't actually a break but ok let's chiong for fyp! gotta use fyp to (try to) pull my gpa up! 

all the love and till next time x 

and here we are, at the start of week 13 aka the last week of school for the semester. i don't remember time flying this quickly back as a freshman. the thought of having one last semester in university scares me. but what's on my mind right now is pretty much a lot of fyp. 

senior year had been a pretty stressful one, i should say, even though i have very few modules that i'm taking. most of my classes are still in real life, so it's not a lot of zoom classes for me which is a good thing, because i doubt that i will be able to concentrate during online classes. i had been dancing a little bit this semester as well, going for mj classes, and joining amethyx and doing my own covers with the little time that i have. mel finally went for mj halloween class (read: last class of the sem) and i think the last time i saw her was actually during last year's halloween class as well??? help??? what happened to full attendance for dtt!! 

apart from school, there have been other things on mind as well, but i gotta get a grip on myself as i take three tests this week. major yikes. i really can't wait for this week to be over even though i don't know why the weekend passed so quickly. i've got korean listening test on monday, korean written test on wednesday, mental health test on thursday, and a pop cine essay due next week and i will be done for the semester! but i feel super unprepared for these last four assessments so all the best to me. 

also!!! no one asked but amethyx are preparing for a new dance cover after months of hiatus due to cb so yas!!! let's geddit!!! and!! during prac on saturday, i coincidentally met jolene who was at scape with her cca for dance! HAHAH small world, and it reminded me of our convo during chinese new year about dance.

okay let's get it week 13! 

all the love and till next time x 

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