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we're halfway through week 10 of school as i'm typing this!! i've survived the past nine and a half weeks of the semester without my close friends in school, having to go to classes alone and making friends with other people, although there are still many times that i feel out of place and regret not going to exchange this semester instead of the last semester.

i'm pretty sure i'm supposed to be studying or doing some revision instead of being here but.. i really don't know where to start. but the good thing as of this moment is that i've finished my korean homework (though i still have to revise and practice and memorise for my speech test next week) and my multimedia project pitch for creative writing class got the green light! yes! i've got like three and a half weeks of school left for the semester and i foresee a lot of hustling during this period of time as final terms are coming and project deadlines are nearing as well.

this week has and is only going to be draining as we gear up for sptc! today is the only day i do not have dance practice. apart from normal mj class on thursday, i have sptc pracs every day of the week! it makes me so nervous thinking about how close sptc is already. our group was only formed like what, one and a half months ago? and from then till now we've came up with concepts and choreography and got our costumes and we'll be cleaning (ooooh) for our upcoming pracs. i'm excited but highkey scared because this will be my first mj-related performance since i joined mj last year. as i went on exchange last semester, i wasn't able to participate in jdc nor dtt so at this point of time i'm pretty much still a loner in mj but!! we slowly make some new friends yeah.

okay i'll either have to do something productive now or sleep early tonight.

till next time x (which is probably after the semester ends)

school weeks never pass as quickly as recess week does. i am ending my fourth recess week in my university life and i can say for sure this is true. okay, maybe i feel it even more this semester because of my circumstance which i shared before in my previous post. but recess week is ending and it's another six weeks of school to go before the semester ends. the end is near, the end is near.

i would say i did get a little bit of rest this recess week. academic wise, most of the time was spent catching up on revision which i missed out on in previous weeks and rushing assignments to meet deadlines this week, so i did not get to study in advance and there were some modules that i barely touched as well (yikes).

i also went on company visits on two days this past week organised by the school. i decided that i had to adult and start being decisive of what i want to do in the future. the company visit really opened my eyes to the job scopes in an agency and it's not easy man. gotta work hard!

with respect to cca, we actually have an internal choreography-based competition at the end of the month and we are trying our best to come up with concepts and costumes and choreography and even though everyone in our team has clashing schedules and we have not had any full-strength practice yet, hopefully things will progress slowly! (hello melissa and jing my friends please appear)

one of my closest friends whom i met on exchange, wendy, texted me today and i teared up in the train. i miss her so much. i miss my close friends whom i made and spent so much time with during my four months in busan. exchange may not have been all smooth-sailing at all, but my friends were really the greatest takeaway from exchange.

i'm gonna keep this post short (nothing much happened, anyway) because i actually have an assignment due tonight. soo, good luck all the best for the last six weeks of school! hopefully the rest of the semester will go well and that i will be able to get other things done as much as possible too.

till next time x