Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
d-crunch daydream video call fansign 4/6/21
d-crunch addiction video call fansign 8/4/22 16/4/22
tan 2tan we ver video call fansign 31/7/22 13/8/22 14/8/22
tan dream & deurim video call fansign 28/10/22
nine.i i(part 1) video call fansign 22/12/22
tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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singapore. '98. aries. infj. dance.

wrps '05-'10
cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
& a slave of capitalism for the rest of my life

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1) Farewell Mizuho 

6 months is a long time, and if you've seen my instagram post, you would know that i spent 6 months out of my 8-month long holiday working as a temp staff in a bank, in the cbd area. this meant waking up before 6am and squeezing on public transports during the peak hours. it was my first time actually working in the cbd area so i was nervous of what to expect. the fact that it would be my first time working without my twin didn't help either. (yeah you now know how much i depend on my YOUNGER twin). i was actually scared for nothing, because the people in my department, the people i met are a young, funny and friendly bunch. i've learnt a lot working in the bank, some things i've never known before, so it was pretty interesting. the workload was manageable, and i had two pairs of temps come help me during my 6-months stay as well so all is well. as my sis worked in another bank in a similar department, we would exchange stories about our work but mostly it's me talking about the treats i had or the funny stories shared by my colleagues and she would lowkey get jealous HAHAHA. yup the thing i miss most would be the friendly people i met there-- bosses and colleagues. i've been awkward, but that's just me. //and after i left i got to meet some people three times-- bbq at jeehyon's place, weilong's lunch treat and haresh's lunch treat woohoo!!!! thanks yall pls jio me again soon!!

2) Uni Retreat 

23-25 June was uni retreat and i went. without my sister. for the first time in literally forever. you could probably guess how awkward and scared i felt having to go by myself as some campus activities still do overwhelm me. but yeah we gathered at changi village hawker centre, i was one hour late, but we waited for another two hours before finally heading to the chalet!! it was opposite the chalet we used to have our preteens/young teens retreat at so #memories and it was also opposite changi hospital omg spooks. yep we introduced ourselves first before playing a game of who did it which was pretty hilarious. then we were split into our teams, of which our names were inspired by the three something idk what it was but it was chinese. we created a group identity, sisters got our own bungalow and we headed to changi village hawker centre again for dinner. managed to get a ride back to the chalet afterwards (thanks fiona)!!! then we had worship which tbh, sent chills down my spine because we were 30-50 people just singing in one bungalow house so it was pretty loud but i really loved the worship, before we had lessons and were split for dgroup!! really glad for my dgroup members for the encouragement :') i wasn't able to take part in day2's activities as i had to leave halfway through devo for ndp practice, but i managed to join my dgroup who were still having dgroup even when i reached the chalet at like 11 so yay! on the third day i managed to get a ride to the place we were gonna have service (yay thanks again fiona!!) and we had worship and lesson at some park or something. like we reached around the same time as those who walked (and who also left like 15 minutes before we left). we ended off the lesson with communion and then it started raining so we all chiong-ed to the hawker centre to have lunch and fellowship. and i went home while some others went to catch transformers. 

3) #SF9inSG 

call me crazy, but i finally saw SF9 in flesh with my own two eyes with the aid of my spectacles. (ahaha) wow. just wow. i can't believe it actually happened. i saw a group that i have been supporting since predebut, live. it was insane but it was lit. it was a last minute thing, and i was the only one shouting the fanchants at my section, but i enjoyed every single moment there. okay i actually got to fetch sf9 at the airport on the previous day and there were no barricades, i was shookt and it was chaotic. well security was telling everyone no running, but who actually listens when you can get the attention of your oppas, am i right? LOL i am guilty of running, but i managed to get some eye contact and reaction ok so like i was dead at the end of the trip to the airport and also couldn't concentrate at dance that day. the security at the showcase wasn't as strict as that of pentagon's so i got to take quite a bit of fancams, except i'm really far away and the person in front of me was leaning her head to my side so i was just like struggling to try to adjust BUT YES. i don't know what else to say but i was awed by their performances live. being able to hear them sing their debut song, being able to shout the freaking fanchants, being able to witness their amazing choreography, it definitely was two days i can not forget. 29 june-30 june 2017 

4) um, uni? 

it still overwhelms me to think that uni will be starting so so soon. i'll be studying communications in ntu, and will be staying in hall 1. i've heard of school experiences from church people and colleagues and i am just... really really scared to start school. how did the 8 month long break pass so quickly? i will literally be moving into hall this friday, but i am nowhere near packed. and as for courses registration, i am very confused about it. i used to be excited for uni to start, but not anymore. i am now a ball of nerves, for uni and camps alike. i will only be attending hall camp and faculty camp so i hope all will be well. the thought of socializing really scares me, but i really hope i can go to camps with an open mind. a brand new start with 4 years to go GOD BE WITH ME PLEASE. 

5) dance, ndp 

as you know i am a very lazy person who hates sports so my only form of exercise is dance- when i actually have the motivation to do so. so i joined the sct de dance cover project with jing, got to make new friends and also got to sweat a lot every tuesdays and thursdays, but this will only last until september. i hope i can really cope when uni starts as well //internal screaming// also, ndp have also allowed me to sweat a lot so i feel quite satisfied about it except that.................. ameerul looks so good and smart in his uniform as compared to us so in our picture...... wah really............... and also i only left one more day to exercise in ndp cos the next time i'll be going is d-day!!!!