Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
d-crunch daydream video call fansign 4/6/21
d-crunch addiction video call fansign 8/4/22 16/4/22
tan 2tan we ver video call fansign 31/7/22 13/8/22 14/8/22
tan dream & deurim video call fansign 28/10/22
nine.i i(part 1) video call fansign 22/12/22
tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
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it's pretty scary thinking about it. the amount of content that i have to revise and learn, the essay writing skills that i have to work on, the practices i need to do to prepare myself. it's becoming more real to me as time passes and honestly, it freaks me out. i'm so scared that i won't be able to cope with everything. i'm so scared that the stress will get to me. i'm so scared of not doing well and disappointing the people around me. i'm so scared of not living up to my (and others') expectations. it scares me to think about what's in store for me for the next 6 months (dang). i can't help to worry about the upcoming tests and exams. and the fact that i will be overseas for 10 days before mid years actually do make me feel slightly uncomfortable. but i just gotta learn to let go and let God, do my best and let God do the rest. continue working on my relationship with God. i've been starting to re-read my lit texts because i really need to do some close-reading and analysis and find quotes (but to no avail so far lol), and i've been submitting sea history essays for the past two weeks and gonna have weekly consults for math. but there's still so much to do sigh. :(((((((((((((((((((((((((( a levels is coming. 

anyway, on monday 18 april we (finally) received our pw results!! in an unofficial way lol cos it's like posted on lms instead of going to the hall which is really really really weird and odd if you ask me. but i got an A and i'm legit so happy because i was so scared of getting a B, like i would legitimately cry if i got a B lol. our whole class got an A too and we're like omg what yay kinda thing HAHAH but yeah there is finally something that our class have achieved together, and all thanks to ms jane for pushing us and making us do work until we get an A-standard wr/pi/i&r/eom and even op practice. :-) also, this year's cohort got 100% A/B and of which 56.3% As, an improvement from last year and i was secretly hoping for another self-declared holiday but oh well ok. 

and on wednesday we got back our gp mock paper 2 which we did last friday and i was pleasantly surprised with my marks, especially aq and sq because i passed them for the first time in my whole jc life so far? maybe it's because i kinda liked the topic and i just wrote whatever but ok i was really really surprised with my marks because i finally got more than 30 ot of 50?????? but ok, wait till the next test and teacher's gonna be disappointed hahah. 

i don't really have much to update about i just wanted to express how scared i felt about A levels soooooooooo 

till next time x