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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
d-crunch daydream video call fansign 4/6/21
d-crunch addiction video call fansign 8/4/22 16/4/22
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nine.i i(part 1) video call fansign 22/12/22
tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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i'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams.

wrps '05-'10
cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
& a slave of capitalism for the rest of my life

make it sound so sweet when you lie to me.

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to a levels
Thursday, 21 April 2016 || 8:17 pm

d-200 to A levels. 

it's pretty scary thinking about it. the amount of content that i have to revise and learn, the essay writing skills that i have to work on, the practices i need to do to prepare myself. it's becoming more real to me as time passes and honestly, it freaks me out. i'm so scared that i won't be able to cope with everything. i'm so scared that the stress will get to me. i'm so scared of not doing well and disappointing the people around me. i'm so scared of not living up to my (and others') expectations. it scares me to think about what's in store for me for the next 6 months (dang). i can't help to worry about the upcoming tests and exams. and the fact that i will be overseas for 10 days before mid years actually do make me feel slightly uncomfortable. but i just gotta learn to let go and let God, do my best and let God do the rest. continue working on my relationship with God. i've been starting to re-read my lit texts because i really need to do some close-reading and analysis and find quotes (but to no avail so far lol), and i've been submitting sea history essays for the past two weeks and gonna have weekly consults for math. but there's still so much to do sigh. :(((((((((((((((((((((((((( a levels is coming. 

anyway, on monday 18 april we (finally) received our pw results!! in an unofficial way lol cos it's like posted on lms instead of going to the hall which is really really really weird and odd if you ask me. but i got an A and i'm legit so happy because i was so scared of getting a B, like i would legitimately cry if i got a B lol. our whole class got an A too and we're like omg what yay kinda thing HAHAH but yeah there is finally something that our class have achieved together, and all thanks to ms jane for pushing us and making us do work until we get an A-standard wr/pi/i&r/eom and even op practice. :-) also, this year's cohort got 100% A/B and of which 56.3% As, an improvement from last year and i was secretly hoping for another self-declared holiday but oh well ok. 

and on wednesday we got back our gp mock paper 2 which we did last friday and i was pleasantly surprised with my marks, especially aq and sq because i passed them for the first time in my whole jc life so far? maybe it's because i kinda liked the topic and i just wrote whatever but ok i was really really surprised with my marks because i finally got more than 30 ot of 50?????? but ok, wait till the next test and teacher's gonna be disappointed hahah. 

i don't really have much to update about i just wanted to express how scared i felt about A levels soooooooooo 

till next time x 

what
Tuesday, 5 April 2016 || 6:40 pm

dang it. time flies. its april and its the third week of term 2. and i have a confession to make: i did not study this past weekend and it goes all the way back to the 6 days holiday i had.... when joey recommended me to watch seventeen one fine day and i kinda like their song and kinda spent my weekend and free time learning their dances instead of studying but ok more of this later.

on 1st april we had our bithes yearly affair aka insurgent series so allegiant this year. not full strength but all the love. we had lunch with hengjie and faith after school at 18 chefs first while waiting for ku and like we were so embarrassing in 18 chef because we danced to chain up and laughed like crazy HAHAH and its such a small world that the person who worked at the cathay (who was q friendly) knows julie!! so we had a super good lunch and afterwards we went to ntuc to buy some snacks and talk and laugh and went back upstairs to take pictures lol. the movie was so-so i guess some intense part and stuff but it wasn't very good nor as good as the book. but the company was great!! after the movie we asked a couple of people to help us take pictures because the pictures are super bad lol and we talked some more before we headed home. short catch up but it was a really really great time with the (ex) dancers hahah.

and on 3rd april, we got surprised by crish dayna and tricia (WHAT). so okay the five of us planned to have lunch together on the first week of april because tricia was a busy girl in the campus. but then when dayna asked for lunch crish said she had a lot of work to do so "lunch next time" and on tricia was like "bye im going home". so it was left with us and dayna who lived in the north so im like "let's go to woodlands to eat" because y not but dayna was like "noo waterway i need to buy something from waterway only there have" so okay we went to waterway (with julie who was gonna meet her mum) and we took a shuttle bus which we saw on the way, saving $1.50 for her HAHAHA and we took a super long time to decide what to eat so we finally settled with subway. so basically the three of us were eating and then suddenly someone (tricia) appeared with 3 helium balloons and a melon with an unglam face of joey then crish came over beside me with another 3 helium balloons and a melon with a very fetus photo of me and that was when i realised that we were actually tricked!! but vv thankful for crish and dayna being a pillar of support in djc and tricia for being a grown woman :') thank you you three!! so yeah we had lunch YAY and tricia told us campus stories and we just kept teasing her HAHAH. we had mochi (recommended by tricia because) and we went to the outside area to take pictures but it started raining after a few shots. then the rain stopped and we went out again but then it rained again HAHAH. afterwards we walked around waterway point from times to yishion until 4pm before bidding farewell hahah. thank you tricia and dayna and crish again!!!

so yeah back to school and since last week i've known my ct results. i managed to pass every subject except econs (ugh) but the pass wasn't a very good pass except for math (B) which was a surprise to me HAHAHA. yeah. i was hoping to pass my history and lit and gp and kinda expected to fail econs (lol) i guess i really needa start preparing gotta improve for midyears!!! really need to get myself into the mugging mode especially since we'll be away for 10-ish days during the june holidays right before midyears!! but then as i mentioned earlier (haha) i kinda got into seventeen ahhhhhhhhhh!!! i shan't say much but it's been distracting me this past one week or so (i'm actually self learning mansae and adore u rn) and i really hope to get control over myself asap. but i heard from my sister that seventeen will be coming to singapore this august which makes me really really really really really really really really really really sad. :( and it's honestly a bad timing to get into celebrities now hahah.

but ok this is just a short post sorry no pictures lol maybe next time and i know this post is rather messy but i just wanted to update about the bithes yearly affair and the 2-weeks belated surprise so..........

till next time x