Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
d-crunch daydream video call fansign 4/6/21
d-crunch addiction video call fansign 8/4/22 16/4/22
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nine.i i(part 1) video call fansign 22/12/22
tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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pjc '15-'16
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doors opened at like 7 but we went in at around 7.40-ish or something idk and i had the chills just being in the theatre because i obviously can't believe that i was finally gonna see 5sos in flesh!!! so from then all the way till 8.20-ish (i think they were late for around 20 minutes), they played random songs which got the crowd hyped and also when the crew members got on stage, everyone screamed like crazy. and the lights dimmed. 

AND 5SOS CAME ONSTAGE. 

they started with carry on as the intro and obviously there was plenty of screaming???? michael was playing the keyboard and we also sang la. then after carry on it was straightaway through the next song which was hey everybody which got everyone jumping like crazy. me included. i mean duh i was screaming out the lyrics i think the people in front and beside me were judging me. but i can't help it, it's 5sos and i had to enjoy the concert!! the next song was also quite a hype song - money and then it was disconnected!!! i was so glad i got to hear disconnected live because i love love love this song so much!! and also during the last part where everyone sang "oh oh ohhhh oh oh oh ohhhh oh ohhhh" that part (yeah you know), luke raised his mic in the air. :) then they talked for awhile and they intro-ed don't stop as the song where "we wore super hero costumes in" and yeah don't stop was also really really fun!!! afterwards they talked again about the sgfg album, and it was heartache on the big screen!! loved that song too. afterwards it was waste the night where the first fan project took place. i actually cried halfway during the song because i think i still can't believe they're real????? and during castaway, they also got us to sing the "oh oh oh" part. after castaway, the lights dimmed a little and everyone went offstage except michael. the spotlight was on him and he started singing jet black heart!! this was when the second fan project took place and i think we sang quite loudly too during the chorus. afterwards, luke and calum talked about what happened backstage. luke said he went backstage to pee and when he came back onstage he was just in time for his verse. and calum said "i went in and i sat in a box. not in a box on a box because i thought it was closed. and i actually fell inside the box" HAHAHA CALUM PLS. and michael said "i wished someone recorded that" and when michael asked "you know what i did backstage?" luke replied "you didn't go backstage" "oh" HAHAHAH I CANNOT THAT ONE I LEGIT LAUGH. then calum thanked everyone for attending their first show in singapore. he said something like "thank you to every single one of you for coming out to our first ever singapore show that we've ever played. this is.. i wish i could say that words out i'm thinking in my head but i can't" and luke finished the sentence with "this is amazing"!! and before they played amnesia, calum asked to "have the lights switched on so that i can see all my friends" and i think he asked to read the signs and told everyone told hold up their signs or hold up a peace sign if they haven't got a sign HAHAH and yeah amnesia was so beautiful because everyone were shining their lights and singing too. then it was beside you (another of my favourite song) and like the last part was literally so so beautiful when everybody sang the last part together it was just the audience and michael and calum clapped afterwards!!!! then luke introduced vapour as his "favourite song off the album" before ashton talked to us. he talked a whole lot about how he had thought for 55 to an hour to think of what to say and he asked if we can sing, dance, jump etc and he said "if you're having a good time, we're having a good time, we'll come right back asap" something along those lines. and he also told us to jump like crazy for the next few songs which were end up here, voodoo doll and good girls. calum also said "sorry it took 4 and a half years" and i think luke asked "how many of yall have seen us before" and it was just a few hands and ashton said "that's only like 15 of you. and how many of yall haven't" and the whole went crazy and he said "that's all that matters" and i thinkk michael also said "i did the most australian thing today. i ate a vegemite burger before coming onstage" it was crazy i legit loved end up here and i think it was the most hyped song of the entire night? literally everyone was jumping during the chorus!!! and during good girls there was a part when calum sang "and if you ask her she'll say" and michael replied "I SPEAK SINGLISH" which got the crowd screaminggggg. and afterwards before permanent vacation, michael came up with a song for us. he kept changing the tune and lyrics and it finally became like "sing sing singapore singapore singaporeeeee" and when luke tried to join, michael would change the lyrics. but yeah it was super cool when they added in the beats and stuff!!! and the next song was permanent vacation which was another hype song!! before the song, michael got us to say "1, 2, 1 2 3 4" and calum was jumping around while luke pointed out the numbers. and from the last sentence of michael's part all the way to the end, michael just kept repeating "singapore" and we're just like hauischsihcifw in the audience cos!!!! then it was their last song, what i like about you before the encore and everyone was jumping too. then during the encore when all of them went backstage everyone started screaming again. my ears felt like they were blocked and i felt like i couldn't hear myself and i also actually cried again bc emotional!!!!1!! and for the encore, when they reappeared again, i cried again and it was she's kinda hot and we all jumped like crazy again and for the last song of the night, they sang their debut single - she looks so perfect. i was just immersed in the atmosphere during that song because i don't know when i'll see them ever again and just jumping and singing and screaming when the song ended. they did their final bow, calum said "YES SINGAPORE", michael said something else and then they went offstage and i just teared a little then because it was an amazing night.

so yeah that was my slflsingapore experience it was such an awesome night just jamming to my favourite band live!!!! we took a couple of (shaky videos) because i was jumping around while video-ing. we got some really special moments in the video too and yeah this experience was like no other and it was such an amazing night basically. i wanted to jump and sing and look at them on stage at the same time. and unless it was because i was really tired/ to take a break, i would be found shouting and jumping around. but basically, 3/3/16 8.20-9.50pm was a memorable night. 

i might have missed out some stuff from the concert but izok i had fun!!! 

----A LEVELS RESULT RELEASE----

so being J2s, we had to go and see our seniors receive their A levels results on 4/3/16. the thought of me being the one to collect my results next year this time really scares me. but yeah the school presented the most improved students who entered pj with average L1R5 scores who scored well for A's, all-rounder students, and special mentions. it took a whole hour i think. and we saw the percentage passes and A/B. for lit, it was 100% pass, 84% A/B. for history, it was 100% pass, 80% A/B. and i actually feel really scared right now. there were quite a number of seniors from our combi who went up onstage for getting good grades for A's and me joey and safura were like "yeah we can do this we can do this". and i didn't really see many seniors. i couldn't recognise yanhao at first HAHAHA and joey saw dexuan who was wearing a cap lol and i talked to darren for a while cos we passed by each other at the ramp. :) anyway congrats seniors on your results!!! basically this year's cohort performed the best in a decade since the syllabus changed... and our batch will be the last batch taking this syllabus so....... idk i'm so scared and stressed and confused rn i really don't know what to do. common test gp starts this friday and i think i'm more or less screwed for common test. i don't want to meet the principal/vice principal........... sigh. i need to be disciplined and have more self control. for goodness sake, it's already march omg. ok. 

till next time x

p.s. i really wanna upload some videos and photos but.... L A Z Y