let the good times roll

Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
d-crunch daydream video call fansign 4/6/21
d-crunch addiction video call fansign 8/4/22 16/4/22
tan 2tan we ver video call fansign 31/7/22 13/8/22 14/8/22
tan dream & deurim video call fansign 28/10/22
nine.i i(part 1) video call fansign 22/12/22
tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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singapore. '98. aries. infj. dance.

i'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams.

wrps '05-'10
cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
& a slave of capitalism for the rest of my life

make it sound so sweet when you lie to me.

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holiday thus far
Wednesday, 16 December 2015 || 3:28 pm

so we're into the first two/three weeks of december, and i have really treated it like a holiday so far... if i'm not busy, i'll be lying in bed watching youtube videos. laziness at best. anyway, this post is kinda random and i think it's gonna be a bit messy... so bear with me please?

9/12/15 and 10/12/15 were kinda spent baking? went to the airport on tuesday night (8/12/15) to fetch our aunt who was arriving in the evening and we ate dinner like at 9.45pm okay that was crazy but it was so good cos it was astons yay and airport quality is usually good HAHA. well on wednesday me and joey went to poon huat and ntuc to buy ingredients for baking brownies because we were gonna bake for the teens christmas party on friday. so we did a trial bake on wednesday and did the actual baking on thursday but we thought thursday's batch was a flop (turns out it was actually still good) so at 10.30pm we went out to buy more ingredients that were about to run out. yay i love baking!!! (kinda)

on 11/12/15 friday, teens had our annual christmas party. and this is actually the first time that i'm attending a teens christmas party since i've been overseas over christmas for the past 2 years wow. and this holidays, it's gonna be me, my bed and my phone. just kidding gotta do homework and revision. anyway, in the morning me and joey totally rearranged our room. like we moved and rearranged every single furniture we had and could possibly move except for our wardrobe, and that rearranging made us clean our room even more even though i already cleaned it on thursday. well. went to orchard topshop with joey and i saw this really nice dress at the "last chance to buy" section but there wasn't my size. :( and joey got a romper!! we were in church early to study with crish and we talked about a lot if things instead, like A's, post-A's plans, hyc india and a lot of things!! also, cheryl got baptised tonight yay i'm so happy for her!!!

12/12/15 saturday we finally went out!! the parents went to melaka, leaving me and my two sisters in singapore for four days. i wonder how i'm going to survive. so yeah. we went to town with hengjie today. wanted to go to topshop at knightsbridge, but it was closed!! so we went to h&m and scape and i got two dresses from scape!! then we walked to orchard since the rain had stopped and then we went to the topshop there but they didn't have the dress that i liked anymore (from yesterday). like the dress is legit gone except for the blue colour :( then we went to h&m there HAHA (and we saw a senior) and i got a pull over and a shirt because of the sale!! and yeah we walked around and my feet were sore and then we headed to ssc for dinner and were joined by ku!!! yas i love insulting her. anyway after dinner it was raining again, and so we went to chong pang cc macs to wait for jia juan's ballet to finish and ku was trying to figure her life out cos she was so close yet so far to her house ahahahahahaahahah loser by3. (thanks for the lil thingy from thailand) xoxo.

14/12/15 monday woke up at 5.30am for work. and like i switched on the small light in my room and i wasn't wearing my specs when suddenly the room door opened and jiajuan's head popped in which totally gave me a fright and i was like "omg you wake up so early for what" and she didnt reply and disappear and when i went to her room 5 minutes later, she was in bed. HAHA. turns out she was awake to watch the live stream of x factor because one direction!!!!!!!!!!! (:( okay well i was lucky enough to get a seat in the train yayyyyyy!! and raffles city in the morning is so empty like okay. saw ke xin cos she was going home and yeah workkkk. i think i'm gonna have backache and muscle ache tomorrow first thing in the morning. so i got the sisters to travel all the way to suntec for lunch ( i had mine at starbucks while they kept me company) hohoho. hahah then i went back to work which ended two hours earlier than the expected timing so i was like YAZZZZZ. then i met joey for something and then met jiajuan who was chilling at starbucks at a ulu place (she doesnt even know) and we went to the topshop at raffles city. me and joey tried looking for the v nice dress from last friday but we couldn't find it (more like she couldnt find it) then i was looking through some clothes when i suddenly saw the dress and i was like "i see it. i see THE DRESS." HAHAH. and yeah got the dress yay. :) then we were done and we went to woodlands factorie just for fun before packing dinner home.

16/12/15
ogl games trial!! back to school again after a month and i'm just having mixed feelings ya know -- about going back to school and stuff omg. so i coincidentally met yuting in the train on the way to school so she told me ambass-shanghai stories because well i didnt go for the ambass trip hahah. so anyway, managed to find lisa in school and she like knows everybody?!?!?!? and we sat in our groups in the lt, thank goodness i had lisa. she was the only person i knew in my group. we tried out 4 station games which were relatively okay, but i enjoyed the sing-off and grab bag charades. hahah there was this sc gamemaster who was really nice and came to talk to us after the games since we ended early. i didnt talk much to others in my group, only some casual conversations hahah. well, we only spent less than 5 hours in our groups playing games and so we were quite quiet and awkward and it would have been better if we had more time/days ya know. hahaha. but well most of us have upgraded from strangers to acquaintances i guess HAHAH.

nothing planned for the next few days of the week and i guess it's really time for me to catch up on my studies... this is what i tell myself everytime but honestly i don't do anything. before the J2 busyness gets to meet with ogl stuff and more assignments, i should really up my study game. or we'll just see how ya.

anyway, it's been one year since we went to jakarta for the first time, meeting hopeng group junior and having so much fun with the gang!!! and also it's been two years since hyc india. i really miss india, its people, and the friends i made there. the memories made during the two trips are definitely memorable and unforgettable. well.

till next time x