Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
d-crunch daydream video call fansign 4/6/21
d-crunch addiction video call fansign 8/4/22 16/4/22
tan 2tan we ver video call fansign 31/7/22 13/8/22 14/8/22
tan dream & deurim video call fansign 28/10/22
nine.i i(part 1) video call fansign 22/12/22
tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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singapore. '98. aries. infj. dance.

wrps '05-'10
cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
& a slave of capitalism for the rest of my life

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1) be disciplined
this has been something that i wanted to work on so badly because i know how ill-disciplined and lazy i am. i am such a procrastinator and i figured that this has to change especially for next year when i'll be taking my big A's. i also need to prioritize everything. like my studies, friends, family, social life and relationship with God. so yeah i really really have to work on my discipline for next year. please help.

2) work on my relationship with God
i admit, my relationship with God have not been the best, but i want to work on it in 2016. i want to be convicted just as i was before i got baptised. especially since next year is definitely gonna be a stressful, hectic and busy year, i want to set my priorities straight and be right with God, not because i feel like it's the right thing to do, but because i want to. i want my spiritual journey with God next year to be a great one, despite anything that's going to happen. with God all things are possible yes? even working on my relationship with Him.

3) be more open/ less socially awkward
being the socially awkward person that i am, i usually avoid crowds or any social gatherings and avoid talking to people. it's terrible i know, especially since we HAVE to interact with people no matter what. i won't ever be the first to initiate conversations and when i have to, i get extremely nervous. making new friends scare me so much. but then again, making friends is part and parcel of life and i have to, have to, have to make new friends. so hopefully in the new year, i won't shy away from events and stuff and maybe start talking to new people? so my aim is to either 1) initiate a conversation with someone or 2) have a conversation with someone. kinda like the same thing but number 1 is more stressful to me. also, i guess i tend to keep some things to myself. i don't know, sometimes i'd rather not say things because it feels a lot easier, if you get me. so this new year, i think i should be more open with my feelings and whatnot, so many things are going to happen in 2016, and if i keep everything to myself, i would probably go insane. so yeah maybe i'll share some stuff here, or maybe i'll keep a diary in 2016 (and try to maintain it unlike my 2012 diary which i stopped writing in august and totally regret) or maybe i'll share with someone. so.... i'll have to work on this even though it's gonna be a little hard for me.

so there you go, my new years resolutions for 2016. i guess i have some sub-resolutions too like, not my main resolutions but i'll just not say it here because it's more personal hahah. anyway, friends, if you are reading this, please help me in any way? i really want to change in 2016, for the better. and that's also the end of my somewhat planned posts for the month (if you read a couple of previous posts earlier you will know what i mean). i've summed up the lessons learnt, things i'm grateful for, and the year and here's my resolution to end off the year/ start off the year haha.

i honestly don't know what to feel about the end of 2015 and the coming of 2016. so many things are going to happen. i'd be turning 18?! and 3 years as a disciple?! on the first week of january, i already have an ogl camp and i have yet to pack (i need to find a whistle and torchlight omg), and throughout the month of january there will probably be more ogl stuff (i'm gonna be awkward, but 2016 resolution okay). there will also be open house to prepare for so i'd probably have to be in court shoes for i-don't-know-how-long and then i'll step down from the ambassadors. i'm still trying to think what i have done in ambass haha. and in june, i'd be going to bali for 10 days and i'm so excited!! it's for the asian discipleship summit and i am so pumped to be reuniting with some overseas disciples!! we've booked our flights and registered like last month? and after the summit, we'll be staying in bali for a couple more days just to have fun with my mum's friends aka hopeng and of course their kids. good luck to me because i'll have mid years right after the june holidays, but who could say no to a couple of days of extra fun in paradise island?! bali is gonna be a time for me to relax and de-stress before coming back to singapore and turning my mugger mode on. then there'll be the big A's and i'll probably start working after A's to save up hahah. so yeah that's my plan so far for 2016 haha.

i hope 2015 had been a great year for everyone!! even if it sucked, don't worry, a new year awaits. start things afresh and spread some positive vibes. to anyone who reads this at all, i hope 2016 would be an amazing year, or at least 2016 will start off great. let go of the past and move forward, new things to come, more experiences to go through, more lessons to learn, and cheers to the new year. happy new year! bring it on 2016.

till next time x