this is everything i didn't say

October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 December 2012 January 2013 February 2013 March 2013 April 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 August 2013 September 2013 October 2013 November 2013 December 2013 January 2014 February 2014 March 2014 April 2014 May 2014 June 2014 July 2014 August 2014 September 2014 November 2014 December 2014 January 2015 February 2015 March 2015 April 2015 May 2015 June 2015 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 October 2015 November 2015 December 2015 January 2016 February 2016 March 2016 April 2016 May 2016 June 2016 September 2016 November 2016 December 2016 January 2017 February 2017 March 2017 April 2017 May 2017 June 2017 July 2017 September 2017 October 2017 November 2017 December 2017 January 2018 February 2018 March 2018 April 2018 May 2018 June 2018 July 2018 November 2018 December 2018 January 2019 February 2019 March 2019 April 2019 May 2019 July 2019 August 2019 October 2019 November 2019 December 2019 February 2020 March 2020 April 2020 September 2020 October 2020 November 2020 January 2021 February 2021 March 2021 April 2021 May 2021 July 2021 September 2021 October 2021 January 2022 April 2022 May 2023 February 2025 May 2025

soooooo we're into november already, which means that christmas is just next year and that we'll be welcoming 2016 in 2 months time! holey what?! i thought 2015 just started a few days ago. i thought i just welcomed my no-O levels year a few days ago. i thought i just turned 17 a few days ago. well, time does fly when you're having fun. except that i don't really know if i actually did have fun or not HAH well.

literally went back to school the whole week for op practice. we needed to be flawless and stuff, and i felt so stressed omg.

29 october thursday had school, but met julie for a lil birthday lunch with dayna at amk hub 18 chef. :) it was the first time we met outside of church days and it was only a short time of talking about o's, op and stuff, but it was good. :) happy birthday julie!

31 october saturday was flag day! but in the morning, we went to school to practice op and rtq... for 5 hours. that was how i spent my saturday morning. not a very nice way but oh well, a level grades matter in today's society. met tricia first and she was surprisingly early to meet. for the first time. impressive. i was shocked. we had early dinner at ewf before meeting dayna and going to collect our tins. we were at 313, but we walked over to cine side and there were a lot of campus people omg. hahahah but yah well. as always, took me some time to gather my courage to ask for donations but managed to do it in the end. especially after our short self-declared break i got more motivated. it was only 3 hours of flag day, i usually do 4 hours, and i was very very tired already i'm weak la ok. as i mentioned earlier, saw a LOT of campus people, no joke. to all those who donated to us people in blue, thank you so much! your donations go a loooong way! x

1 november sunday we were late ha ha ha and we sat at the m floor which feels very very weird HAHA. but oh well okay. we were gonna go home and dayna wanted to go to her friend's stuff and she went opposite to take the bus. and when the 85 finally came, dayna texted and said that she would have lunch with us, and so we missed an 85 for her HAHAH. we had lunch at yishun starbucks yaaaay!! and i was craving for shaker fries so we had that afterwards... and then i got two chicken on sticks because dayna was having that earlier and it was so so good!! i had to get it. then, we went to sembawang for dessert story..... fat day. don't judge me. i was feeling stressed for op this was comfort and encouragement food okay!!!! but yeah well it was a good day of eating lunch till like 4 and for a moment my mind wasn't on op. :-) s/n saw dayna for 4 days in a row!!

2 november monday. D-DAY. OP DAY. i was freaking out the whole morning like nobody's business. my hands were cold since the minute i woke up or something. and yeah i was so so nervous i think i almost pooped in my pants. went to school at 6.45ish because joey's group was meeting early. the j2s were also in school as they had their first a level paper today which is gp. and when i passed by yanhao in the canteen in the morning we wished each other luck hahah!! at 7.30, we went to lt3 which was the reporting venue and the atmosphere was kinda tensed like people trying to memorise their script or feeling nervous or something. and i was definitely one of those feeling tensed HAHAH. i was like trying to memorise my script and then ms jane suddenly came in and i messed up HAHAH oh well. ms jane wished us goodluck and she said that she's more nervous for us than we are HAHAHA and yesterday she actually like sent individual messages to us in the whatsapp group? so sweet pls!! okay so after some briefing, we went to the exam venue for a tech run before the actual presentation at 8.30. i was still freaking out then. the s07 group was the first to present. and i couldn't help but feel super cold because i was super nervous. i tried to smile at them so as to encourage them when they made eye contact but hopefully it wasn't a kind of distraction AHAHA. and when the group ended i was like holy what and then they had rtq section and afterwards my hands just got really cold. we all had to leave the classroom first so i went to the washroom to like idk man prep myself HAHAH. and then it was our group's turn! i think we did not bad! the countless op practices we had with ms jane were worth it and the critics she gave us definitely helped. i had one minor slip and i don't know if i talked too fast or not. also, i saw vanessa passing by my classroom when i was presenting, and she did the thumbs up sign, luckily i wasn't distracted HAHA. and i was so relieved when i heard my rtq question which was something about the problems of implementing findaway. i was hoping for that question so much as last week we had a practice and ms jane actually gave me the question of challenged when implementing findaway so i was realy really relieved i think i sounded a little too happy when i was asking for time to think?? but yeah you have no idea how much i was jumping internally because i have done this question before omg!! and before you know it, it was the end of PJ019!!!!! :) then we watched an S24 group present. audrey was super scared and i just kept telling her that it was okay and smiled at her and give her the thumbs up sign whenever we made eye contact. and yes!!!! before 11.30, we were done with op!!!! we went back to class and jasmine's group was there having their practice and i went in to disturb her. (i think i disturbed her group mate as well oops sorry friends) but yeah we took a mandatory pw group photo!! and headed to woodlands with xintien and we just talked about how happy we are now that pw was over. phew. went to the library to find faith who was studying for her mcq and then we got llaollao for lunch and we sat at one corner behind cold storage and then faith say that cold storage have one cute cashier.... what on earth HAHAHA. we walked around a little, then went home. our class was like thanking ms jane on whatsapp as though it was our last lesson with her already when in fact we still have i&r! rip me for i&r because still have to think of gi omg. nonetheless, today was a rather happy day because, one, op is over, two, rtq was manageable. HAHA.

o level students, you're nearing the end. a level seniors, it's the start, ya'll can do it!!!

next monday we get our promos status........

till next time x