Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
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tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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singapore. '98. aries. infj. dance.

wrps '05-'10
cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
& a slave of capitalism for the rest of my life

joey joeyer xueqi jiahui tricia faith venessa (old) venessa eugina (old) eugina cindy clara clara

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on friday morning, the JC ministry had a devo at macritchie reservoir. dad brought us along with dayna and hence we were super early. there was quite an attendance, me joey dayna theo vanessa davis ivan perry violet regine joel bev marissa tianyi tianyi'sfriend janelle xueyi (and crish who was late) and so we started off with the JC singing tradition, where we had to stand in a circle, and in one round, we have to lead a song each, without repetition and it had to be simultaneous. it was so scary ok!!! like when people sang the song you wanted to sing!!!! especially for the second song when i wanted to lead reign in me (i even googled the lyrics cos i kinda forgot) but then janelle, who was two persons in front of me started singing that song i literally like freaked out. and then it was theo's turn and i was next and i legit started freaking out. but just in time crish called me OMG CRISH I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SAYING THIS BUT YOU ARE MY SAVIOr!!!! and yes that was how late crish was, like 50 minutes late and when we're into the second round of this singing thing HAHAH. afterwards we found a spot and janelle vanessa tianyi and joel prayed, closed up with uncle danny. afterwards we split up into pairs for prayer and i had some time with janelle. tbh it's been a long time since i had spend time with her and the short 15 minutes or so catch up with janelle about school, family, friends and spiritual life, was great. i'm so grateful for janelle because we used to be so close back in our primary school days and despite us being not close anymore, she's still someone i feel comfortable with one on one. and after the catchup time, we had prayer and then we headed back to join the crew. we discussed about our new edition of djc tee, and outing for the SG50 public holiday (HAHA) at the same time, it was a great time of food and fellowship as i watched some people play frisbee as well as card games. we left at around 1.30 - 2 ish and me and joey accompanied crish and vanessa to bishan where they got their koi and we bade farewell to vanessa, and then we headed to serangoon where me and joey got sogurt and the three of us hung around the nex rooftop as we had a lot of time to spare. and we talked for around 1 hour plus about teachers and crashing each others' school hahah then around 3.15ish, me and joey headed to church while crish went home. we came to church for julie and tricia ya ok. and in the end tricia came late zzz so done with xiao lianzxc. but yeah, service started a little later than 4 today and so we caught up with ban tzu. it's been so so long, even though it's only been 2/3 months. and then service started and it was a small group of people and this shows that the presence and absence of JC people makes a difference. HAHA. before lesson, we played a game and it was a pretty funny real life version of spot the difference. i was so mean but it was so funny to tell nick to open his eyes to make the difference, and to guess that the difference was nick's eye size. omg i'm so sorry nick i still love you!!!!!!!! but it was so funny ok HAHAHA. yeah so basically me and joey were the only JC people in the teens service but it's fiiiiiiine and i literally surrounded myself with church people for almost the whole day today.

saturday was a stay home day. me and joey and jiajuan ate like 5 packs of pocky or something no joke. only completed 1/4 of my homework. it was a slack lazy and unproductive day. need i say more? yes. ever since the first day i stepped into JC i told myself that i need to be hardworking and stop being such a lazy bum but i guess that's not working and that sucks a lot. ugh.

sunday morning, had breakfast with a few JC sisters, just me joey vanessa violet renee and elaine. elaine told us about her trip to japan, and we talked about university and stuff and tbh i am so scared for uni HAHAHA let's just stay with the short term goals of promos and then A's first before moving on to uni yeah? even though it was only a few of us, i truly am grateful for renee for planning this breakfast! especially since she'll be going off to new jersey for her university next month! and i had really bad cramps halfway through service today it sucked so much i almost wanted to cry ok pssh. anyways, had lunch with crish tricia dayna julie alicia and joey at compass yoshinoya!!!! it was a good good time since i feel that it's been so long since i had a meal with tricia crish and daynz. :) we took 85 and walked from opposite the kopitiam square and in the bus we kept laughing as daynz could not have a say in where we wanted to eat HAHAH we talked and laughed a lot although i forgot what we talked about. then crish's friend peng soon came hahah and we tried to talk to him a little. singapore is so small, he knows kelvin and faith. :) yeah and we left compass at around 3pm. it was a good morning and afternoon :)

one week down to prepare myself for promos. let's do this!!!!!!!!! i hate telling myself to stay motivated and end up slacking during the weekends urgh. the struggle is real. but then again it's probably because of the arts subjects that i'm taking that makes me laze around as it's mostly reading for the content while the science subjects is more of practicing the formulas. (yes i know we need the skills for essay writing but then we need the content first before we can move on to writing essays!!!) anyways hopefully this week will be good. even though i already have a feeling that it won't be too pleasant sigh, i don't even know why. press on, Joween. study. quiet time. priorities. needs vs wants.

//to give up or to persevere. to hold on or to let it go. people say that if we get stuck in the past, we won't be able to move on. but there's this hope in me that things will get back to normal. that everything will be okay. but then other times i doubt that things will ever be the same again. it's confusing me so much.

till next time x