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no because school tomorrow
no because there is no holiday this week
no because i am not ready for school
no because time is flying past too damn quickly
no because mid years is coming soon
no because i am not prepared for a whole week of school

ugh. i just wasted my whole weekend away, no kidding. i literally did nothing yesterday, what even. the fact that i do not have my phone with me doesn't help me to focus on my work. i myself know how much readings i have to do and how lacking i am in class and how shitty i am but what am i doing? nothing. i freaking need to get my shit together dang it. if i keep procrastinating i do not know what will be the end of me. ugh. ok school aside, today was bev's baptism and almost the whole jc ministry was in maroon or red top or bottom or jacket or whatever. yes, #squadgoals. and we had jc lunch discussing for the next bibletalk and the brothers' conversations are so funny HAHAHA. so yea i still got a pile of things to do and pw and newsroom is not helping either.

i don't even know my schedules now that is how disorganised i am. i cannot even stand myself sometimes. so i have gala dinner rehearsals till 8pm this wednesday, next wednesday and next friday and finally gala dinner next saturday itself. and on 5th june i'll be going back to cchy to help out for the student leaders camp um. and then we may or may not be going to indonesia on the last weekend of may. (yes we got another cousin there) sooooo long since i saw my cousins in indonesia. so yea things are probably gonna get busier so goodluck to me if i remain this lazy and disorganised and if i continue procrastinating like nothing is happening. ugh. oh my goodness joween you are in junior college already MIND YOU!!!!!!

okay 2 international history tests/quizes this week and consultations and gala dinner rehearsal (i pray v hard my feet can live with the court shoes) and i'd probably be dead by the end of this week. i need to brace myself for the week ahead and get my homework done ok byE.

till next time. x

p.s. happy mother's day to motherrrrr and all the mumsies out there thank you mom for being the best best bestest mom on earth and taking care of us and loving us unconditionally i know im a stubborn arrogant lazy lil shit and i never say this but i love you very very much and appreciate all the things you have done for me and er and juan. i will try to be a good girl love u!!!