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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
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in2it in sg 2/2/18
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term 2 week 2
Friday, 3 April 2015 || 9:33 pm

hello!!!!! it's the end of term 2 week 2 and i am so so glad i survived the week!!!! 8 more weeks till the term break aka mid years. oh the joy!!!!! but anyways this week was pretty okay for me except that i probably look tired most of the time because i AM tired most of the time, except when i'm laughing and well that's an exception. HAHAHA. like even though i sleep at 10.30 or earlier or slightly later, i still am very tired. but this post is gonna be a gist of how my week went so......

monday 30/3/15
idk school?????? J2s not in school because it's their marking day. but well. all is well except that kelvin is such a retard. like cos we had econs tutorial and he was sitting in front of me. and well i put my table under my table. then he actually took out my foolscap pad from my bag and drew on it and i didnt even notice him doing that HAHAHA then he also scared me in the cafe and i literally screamed but luckily not many people were in the cafe at that time. hahaha and i think its a monday morning thing, but xintien was super high during the breaks.😂😂

wednesday 1/4/15
happy april fools!!!!! no pranks today though. today we had our very very first cca session!!! like finally in the second week of term 2!!!! and before that i was freaking nervous and scared and i didn't really want to go cca but. yeah i went in the end. and there were like 44 J1s!!?!?!?!?!???!!! out of the 44 i only know like joey audrey yuting and skyxis HAHAHA so first was the teacher talking..... and then admin stuff and while we were paying ambass fund, one senior was sitting beside the treasurer shaking hands with us and welcoming us to ambass HAHAH. then we watched a video of ambass events last year. am i excited yet idk HAHAHA. then we went one round around the room introducing ourselves. then we split into groups of 5 and ya i was with yuting audrey joey and vionna (marcus' girlfriend) and then some j2s joined us. they were cecilia, xinpei and joyce. apparently joyce is from 14A06 and our class bonded but i.... don't remember. HAHA. and xinpei is supposed to be our ogl!!!! and cecilia is vvvvv funny. so we just laughed and talked. and we tried our blazer sizes. and then we laughed and talked again i think our group was the noisiest group omg. afterwards, we shifted to outside the hall area to have our bonding session instead. and then this other big group one senior had to do a forfeit and i like volunteered myself to go and i had to stand in the middle of the circle while the senior said a pick up line????? its so funny cos he didn't know how to say the menu joke like he didnt know how to say it the right way ok HAHAHAH. and then we talked some more until around 5, we had pizza!!! pizza on our first cca session yo!!!! HAHAHAH and then we talked with marcus until like 5.40 and we were dismissed yay.

thursday 2/4/15
i shall skip the school part!!!! anyway today is the last day of school for the week because tomorrow is good friday and on good friday there is no school!!! so we went back to cchy today. wanted to collect our O level cert, but then testimonials wasn't ready yet, and they said we should collect both together so💁💁 and then we went up. to the ava room. to dance. we waited outside for awhile because laoshi was at the door explaining things to them. so when we went it was omg the dance feels la ok!!! got greeted as seniors omg. and we talked to laoshi for a bit, about liming and adrian and other dancers. and yini made us say hi to a  random sec1 junior who is actually quite cute hahaha. anyways danny suddenly grew super tall, and zheng teck too, and zerong only grew a little little bit. hahaha. took a lotttttt of selfies, and of course with laoshi too. :) they were doing the somersaults and all la and i couldn't do, but then i could do a bridge and i am so proud of myself HAHAHA. and afterwards, they kept the mattress and we danced!!!! yeah x3, handsup, live our story AND THE DEADLY SYF DANCE. HAHAHAHA i could only remember some steps but STILL. and the current batch of sec4s will be the last batch of dancers who know how to dance these dances which we learnt throughout the years. :') and when laoshi was speaking to dancers he just called us as "lao de" and "ex students" HAHAHAH as usual. and danny was talking to us asking if jc was stress and stuff, and he was so funny because he said "wah eh i greet you as senior leh" HAHAHAH my old friend omg. and then we left at 6. saw xueqi on the way to khatib mrt. omg i wanna go back dance againnnnn!!! and today was the sl investiture, couldn't go back because of school, and i am so proud of the student council. :') i miss dance and council so much!!!!!!!!!

friday 3/2/15
goooooood friday holiday!!! which means a chance to sleep in!!! but i woke up at 9 which was considered an okay timing la. met dayna at admiralty mrt station like she was at the front end and we were at the back end and we headed to jurong together for bibletalk!!!! we were early, actually only 5 minutes early, but everyone was late, so we went to get koi first (okay, just me) and then went back to the meeting place where suddenly 6/7 people reached HAHAHA. we had lunch at the foodcourt beside wendy's, and we occupied like 4 tables in total??? our table had 10 people. there was theo caryl violet xuanqi crish xueyi joey dayna me and perry's friend. HAHAHA. and the other people who went were jiaying eugene davis joel tianyi ivan perry beverly and vanessa. i think i missed out some people idk hahahah. my skate boots were size 35 HAHAHAHAHAH dont judge the size of my feet please and for the next two hours, we ice skated, took pictures, talked, selfied, had fun. :) i rested for like 5 minutes because my feet hurt like mad. and then continued going in circles and i am so happy that this time, my second time ice skating, i did not fall!!! HAHAHA because the last time i did, i fell syraight on my butt. but well there were at least 5 times i ALMOST fell, and my heart skipped a beat HAHAHA. but it was pretty cool. i mean it was literally cool. STORY OF MY LIFE AND YOU & I PLAYED OK I AM NOT OKAY :-) :-) afterwards me joey and dayna rushed to church for midweek service which started at 4pm today. we coincidentally met julia in the train HAHAHAHA and we had pretty funny conversations like how julia was baking rock buns and dayna said make it sound atas only, and how julia brought her whole kitchen out HAHAHAHA and we arrived 15 minutes late though!!! so for midweek today we watched a part of the passion and i got emotional just not as much as the first time i watched it. there were some oarts i couldn't bring myself to watch though. then uncle wee keong did a short lesson. and fellowshipppppppppppp. we fellowshipped for like around half an hour and i got stuck with jiajuan. but then nick was like "eh where you going" and im like "uhhhhhhhhh i dont know me and my sister very lonely now" and he invited us to join them so yay hahahaha. nathan invited too before that. and then me and jiajuan and nick and jeremy and jonathan and justin headed to compass point. and while we were waiting for nathan and jared to finish their follow up study, we walked around. from cotton to metro to popular to a random music shop where nick played to piano to kiddy palace. and so funny cos jiajuan thought that the super small shirts for guys were crop tops HAHAHAHA and when amnesia played it was omg moment for me HAHAHAH i was judging them man. (and sorry, i spammed snapchat today) HAHAHA. and and and nick waxed his hair i tried messing it. i TRIED. and after 45 minutes, they were done, and we went to have subway to eat. so it was jiajuan me nathan nick justin jeremy jonathan and jared HAHAHA. and jiajuan actually ordered ALL the vegetables i'm like whatttttttttt. and idk, but hearing their convo was quite funny HAHAHA and we ate and talked and i snapchatted for around half an hour to 45 minutes and we went. home. so tired.