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it's finally saturday.
finally.
this week had been a really really tiring and draining week, i don't know. but i just felt really really tired last night. even though i slept quite early this week. oh well. managed to sleep in this morning and i tried doing some homework but suddenly all the homework look so foreign to me. and i have literature and gp ca this coming week and me not knowing what is happening in class basically means i'm screwed.

anyway on wednesday after school i went to watch insurgent with joeyer, ku and faith!! school ended at 1.30 and me and joey went to yewtee to have lunch and meet joeyer and she just told us everything about poly. then we headed to junction 8 and bought the tickets first, and we managed to get the student price tickets even though faith and xueqi were not there yet hahah. then we went to yakun cos joeyer suddenly felt hungry, and bought food and pezzo and we did the self checkout thing which failed so badly hahah. and by the time it was 3.45 already and we headed to outside gv and faith came!!! and then we waited for burden ku whose school ended at 3.30. hahahah and when she came all of us were like "EH TIFFANEH" omg such an old inside joke hahaha. she did a very bif risk of coming to watch a movie with us hahaha. the movie theatre was VERY empty. i think there was like less than 20 there??? and we were being a nuisance before the movie started like talking about a lot of crap and taking pictures hahah. the movie was good!!!! (anyway still remember last year around this time we watched divergent hahah) and faith cried???? HAHAH after the movie we went to an area outside the toilet and we took pictures and polaroids there and yes, we got judged. then we headed to woodlands and in the train me and xueqi were being retarded i don't even know!!! if you saw my snapchat you would know HAHAH and xueqi went home and we went woodlands to get llaollao, met with yini and hengjie but yini left early cos she had sea games stuff. we walked around, took more pictures, and then headed home. it was an afternoon well spent, so glad to have met with the people whom i spent thursdays with. :) full strength next time!!

no other interesting things happened this week.

but the passing of our first prime minister, mr lee kuan yew. and as i watched tv programmes which showed about the life and some rallies of mr lee, i am so grateful to be living here in singapore. mr lee dedicated his whole life building singapore. from the merger to separation, and from a third world to first world country, he had sacrificed a lot transforming a fishing village into a cosmopolitan city. even though i am born many years after singapore had developed. and mr lee was already the minister mentor and even stepped down from being a political leader, i have been told at a young age, how mr lee had changed singapore. every national day, all singaporeans looked forward to seeing mr lee, including myself. and i am so glad that i had a chance to perform for ndp once when he was still living. this year marks the fiftieth year of singapore's independence, and mr lee won;t be here to witness this milestone of singapore. he won't be able to see this country which he transformed, turn 50. but i am sure he will be very proud of his work. singapore is his work. and mr lee will be remembered for a very long time. thank you, mr lee.

and zayn is no longer in one direction.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, don't even talk to me about this. :( one direction will always be 5/5 to me okay and i am so lucky to have seen 5 of them earlier this month.

i'm gonna get some work done now if not i'm so screwed for the rest of the year. ugh i really need to stop procrastinating and get some consultation if needed. i need some motivation. i can't afford to be lazy. i have to work hard. i am no longer in secondary school.

"shit happens. suck it up and deal with it." a constant reminder to myself this past few days.