JOWEEEEEN

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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
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i'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams.

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cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
& a slave of capitalism for the rest of my life

make it sound so sweet when you lie to me.

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Sunday, 22 March 2015 || 9:21 pm

on 21 march 2015 i turned 17. wow it's such an awkward age and i feel.... old??? and i suddenly thought of the saying "now will be the oldest you've ever been and the youngest you'll ever be" #deep hahah okay well. i didn't really expect much texts and wishes because well i felt that the older you get the lesser the number of people who remember your birthday. but then altogether there were quite a number of wishes and texts from mg, class and even overseas friends and i would like to thank everybody who wished me via texts (some unexpected texts omg) or posts on instagram or even facebook. thanks ya'll!!! (( there was even a text at 11.59pm from ian HAHAHAH)) and also thank you to those who gave me cards too i really really appreciate it!!

anyways. went to have dinner with alice yuting and minray and they got like this really really big helium balloon which caused me to move around with trouble and get judged but thanks ya'll!! satisfied my cravings of everything with fries hehehe and we talked about life, or more of hearing nanyang jc and sji stories because i didn't really have much stories to tell hahaha. after eating until we were very very full, we went to h&m to walk walk and waited for minray to try clothes and then we went to cotton on and i waited for the three of them to try clothes hahah. afterwards we took a lot of selfies outside zara and i swear people were glancing weirdly in our direction ahaha. but whatever. before long, it was 10pm. and i took the train with the huge ass balloon which kept hitting random strangers omg sorry hahaha. and i reached home around 11?? overall even though i felt really tired cos my back was aching and i don't really know what we did except for talking, it was a good time catching up with the secondary school friends yay!!! and after today, i don't think i have to be scared if people judging me already because i have been judged in public, in TOWN, with that huge balloon HAHAHA.

i admit the past 16 years or so i have been annoying and retarded and a pain in the ass and when i turn 17 some things will still stay the same so hah. i'm sorry to anyone i've hurt and i'll try my best to mend my ways.

really really grateful for all those who remembered my birthday and especially the three whom i spent my evening with yesterday. all the texts and cards make me feel so loved and i am so thankful for everyone in my life this past 17 years. for those who have stuck with me (whether by choice or not HAHA) through thick and thin, thank you. and to everyone whom i have interacted with, whether it was 10 years ago or just recently, ya'll have played a big big part in my life and i am really grateful for our friendship, aye. once again, thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes!! x

p.s happy birthday aaron and jasleen!!

p.p.s happy spiritual birthday nathan!!

and school reopens yay i am so excited.