let the good times roll

Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
onlyoneof dot point jump fansign 29/6/19
kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
onlyoneof produced by part [1] video call fansign 7/6/20
e'last awake video call fansign 5/12/20 12/12/20
ntx full of lovescapes video call fansign 26/4/21 15/5/21
d-crunch daydream video call fansign 4/6/21
d-crunch addiction video call fansign 8/4/22 16/4/22
tan 2tan we ver video call fansign 31/7/22 13/8/22 14/8/22
tan dream & deurim video call fansign 28/10/22
nine.i i(part 1) video call fansign 22/12/22
tan essege video call fansign 25/3/23
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something to prove, nothing to lose.

singapore. '98. aries. infj. dance.

i'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams.

wrps '05-'10
cchy '11-'14
pjc '15-'16
ntu wkwsci '17-'21
& a slave of capitalism for the rest of my life

make it sound so sweet when you lie to me.

joey joeyer xueqi jiahui tricia faith venessa (old) venessa eugina (old) eugina cindy clara clara

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saturday
Saturday, 10 January 2015 || 11:08 pm

in the morning, met with yuting and alice who was very very late to go to npoh. wanted to meet at 10, then push back to 10.30 and i was late too HAHAHAH but i met yuting first and we had breakfast at kfc where we caught up a bit because the last time we met was two months ago. alice came afterwards and we just talked and flipped through the book of courses for np and sp hahaha. the busstop was super crowded but we managed to squeeze onto the second available bus ((yay)) and the awkwardest thing was that i was the first person who alighted the bus and there was this student ambassador who was like "hi welcome to ngee ann poly are you here for the open house" i was shocked HAHAHAH. and yeah we went in and i saw a few familiar faces like danny, ivy (!!!!!!) and yini!!!!!! :) we went to a convention hall ((where the ballet perforrmance a couple of years back was held in)) and talked to a few of the directors/lecturers from school of engineering, information technology and hospitality. tbh i think i actually gained some interest but anything with math and science is still a no. HAHAHA. and then it was 1.50 already so i quickly left np and went to church for the workshop!!!!! so i coincidentlly (or not) met joey in the train at bishan and ya we were ((late)) and arrived church at 3.20+ or something when the service just started. it was a continuation from yesterday about our church mission statement "we gather here to know God and make God known". so first two hours we were all in the joint service. and nathan who was late and went to the m floor came down and sat at the third floor for like less than 45 minutes hahahah. after wards at the last hour, the men and women were split and lucky for us, the sisters all stayed in the main hall where aunty karen addressed us and it was really really interesting. :) and then at 6 we just split up. and i wanted to go have dinner with the teens, and then decided to go home instead, and at the busstop, decided to have dinner with the teens again so i walked back to church alone HAHAHAHA. and at the third floor the last few people were the teens and campus because i guess there was so much to fellowship about???? and i was there going like "guys can we go" "like now" "helloooooooooo lets go" omg i was like so idk hahahaha. and at the end when me and bantzu were fed up already we just went out of the church building and (magic) everyone came out HAHAHAH. and then we stopped outside the church building to discuss where to eat and then at the busstop AGAIN to discuss where to eat AGAIN. we are a group of indecisive people. conclusion made. and so in the end, after an hour or so, we (me tricia crish bantzu duncan nathan caleb tianyi jay cedric) decided to go to serangoon to eat. on the train it was just talking and talking and basically non stop talking la. and at serangoon we were joined by nick and venessa :) AND THERE, WE COULDNT DECIDE WHAT TO EAT HAHAHAHAHA. so me bantzu venessa nathan and nick left the rest to decide where to eat while we went to find some atm to withdraw some cash. and they decided on foodcourt HAHAHAH and we went to find them all the way from the basement level. ((just saying but nex is really big i still dont know the place well)) they found their own table and so the five of us found our own table too ((yay)). and yes, dinner after 1 hour of deciding where to eat HAHAHAHA. and its dinner with the church peeps after so long. and i was super lame probably because i was super tired and said i was having pepper dinner ha ha ha. we talked about random things like courses and subjects and what i want to do with life and i am sensitive to the word "results" HAHAHAHA omg im weird but yeah. crish left after she ate and then soon after, the other table left too. and we just stayed and finished eating up and talking abit more and something happened but i shan't say it and then waiting for us at the gantry of serangoon mrt were jay and duncan and they were actually SITTING THERE HAHAHAHA. and then we talked for awhile. about random things, really. and then we tap in and talked for awhile again. before we split ways just saying bye and then me and bantzu took the circle line while the rest took the purple line. talked to bantzu in the train otw to bishan and it was a short catchup session. :) and even though i was really really tired and not in the best of my moods to talk and was just stoning away most of the time tonight, i would like to thank especially nathan nick venessa and bantzu for not making me feel awkward around you guys and just talking to me❤

//not ready for ((the word im sensitive to)) on monday im so nervous i may just freak out anytime and all but ok i just have to trust God and keep really cool ya

yay the pictures from today (sent by tricia and bantzu hah)