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Thursday, 29 January 2015 || 5:10 pm

helloooooooo this will probably be my last post for the next few months because yup, i've been posted to PJC arts stream and all the CCHY people we know who are going to PJC are in the science stream so i'm like !!!!!!!! and days will get busier, i will get older and tire easily and probably lazier too. oh wells.

tuesday 27/1 met up with alice at town for an impromptu dinner!!!! met at orchard, went to somerset and walked all the way back to orchard again!!! we had ewf and lucky for me, i didn't see anyone i know because i was in my lazy attire that day HAHAHA and even though we only window shopped and met for 3-4 hours, it was still a good time because days with alice are daBomb HAHAH okay she's gonna say that this is so gay but i do not care the next time i see you will probably be 5 years later already SO. and also. we talked about plans for tomorrow which will be here below hahaha.

wednesday 28/1 adventure cove with half the dogs i don't even know why!!! okay so we were supposed to meet at 10.40 at vivo city and me being me, was the earliest. HAHAHA and yuting was early too so we went to have mac breakfast together. and the rest were late. like alice came on the dot and minray was late probably because she was putting make up or something. HAHAH. damien and kaien are trollers they said they have to go chinatown to collect the tickets because the place at dhoby ghaut was not valid and if cannot collect at chinatown, have to go all the way back to angmokio. but actually they have already collected the tickets HAHAHAH what in the world. and they were late. so we went to temt because alice said there was a sale there. and then we went to the tram thingy to meet the guys. we literally went into the tram when the doors were almost closing HAHAHA. so apparently neither of us knew which stop to alight at so we alighted at the first stop. and damien and kaien were trollers once again, they said that they only collected 4 tickets so we had to buy another 2 at the place itself. we actually got ourselves lost because we only saw uss and the sea aquarium HAHAHA. and outside the ticket counter of adventure cove, damien gave all of us our tickets and we were like !!!!!! HAHAH because these 2 trolls happened in less than an hour. and they also pretended to get mad at nicholas by saying that they bought his ticket. HAHAHA. so yay most of our virgin trip to adventure cove!! we went to the lazy pool first and the water was only a bit cold and damien and kaien were scared of the cold HAHAHA and then we went for a ride which was something like a roller coaster ride. we queued for very long, even my hair was dry and i (think) i saw celine's friends which turned to be celine's friends hahaha. the ride was so fun and thrilling it moved super quickly and as always, i laughed at yuting's scream. nothing was scarier and more thrilling than that ride HAHAHA. and went for other rides too one which went steep down at first and then out in the open air, it went two rounds before going down a tunnel again it was sO COOL!! and then we went artifical snorkelling which was super cool too like there were so many schools of fishes!and we also went to the slide, and i think i drank a litre of water at the end!!! we also went to this obstacle course where the depth of water was 3.5m and 4m. for the 3.5m one, i jumped down from a platform. IT WAS SO FREAKING SCARY looking down was scary enough but then there was a queue behind us so i just. jumped. that was hella insane man. HAHAHA and i also did an obstacle course at the 4m pool i dont know how to describe it, but it was tIRING!!! and we also went to the tsunami which was super shiok. in between one of the above mentioned rides, we met nicholas. sooo he woke up at like 11.45am, said morning guys in the group (but we all left our phones in the locker), cabbed down from home, and bought his own ticket HAHAHA. then there was this point of time all of us were feeling so lazy that we actually went two rounds in the lazy river and all of us were in floats so we held to each others' floats like damien was in front then alice held to his float and i held to alice and then nicholas and yuting and minray and kaien. and poor damien was dragging all of us in the water HAHAHA. so we decided to leave at close to 5 and us girls took a pretty long time to shower HAHAHA whoops and we took a mandatory picture at the entrance before going for dinner. we went to astons, but got lost halfway because apparently damien didn't know sentosa that well. we walked the boardwalk back to vivo when we split guys and girls to go SHOPPING HAHAHA also went to meet bantzu and celine for awhile while minray yuting and alice were trying and buying clothes at temt and apparently kelvin and his ncc fiends were at vivo too outside temt. and joey saw xuan rui coincidentally so i asked ada for his number and i called him for fun HAHAHA and i went back to find minray alice and yuting and we went to factorie and we bought stuff there yEY!!!! then we went to find the guys who were at cotton on and then nicholas went to find clothes from superdry and were just saying how rich he was hahaha and damien was just being annoying oH WELL. we left vivo at 9+ and we took the train together and damien was tall so he disturb me aGAIN I CANNOT STAND THEM ZZZ. so we left slowly like nicholas then minray then alice then damie then yuting then left me and kaien in the train so he disturb me and i disturb him HAHAHA. it was a good and tiring day and i will miss cchy friends a lot!!!!!!!!

registeration tomorrow. say goodbyE to sleep and i am so nervous weeeeeeee~ goodbye forever ok no jk until i am free. i just hope i will have the motivation to studY!!!

flashback 2014

Monday, 26 January 2015 || 6:22 pm

that was the theme of our church year end party for 2014 and soooooo everyone dressed retro like 1970s kind of thing. ((i shall skip the work part and meeting up with tricia part of the day HAHA)). ain't nobody got time to dress up i just wore a dress and a pair of shoes both bought from indonesia. AND SOMEHOW. FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER. OR NO REASON AT ALL. I FELT awkward. and i actually had goosebumps HAHAHAHAH so yeah the theme of last year's year end party got the adults putting on wigs and wearing bling bling it was so funny and everyone was so dressed up unlike any other sunday service or midweek hahaha. so we started off with the campus band (+teens) singing a few songs. cheered reaaaaally loudly for celine and kyla!!!! yay for future superstars okk. and the whole thing officially started. there were games and performances and videos which got aLL of us laughing really hard and then at 11pm sharp we made a toast for 2014 which had been a great year. and as always, we had a time for prayer and at around 11.30 or something, we had a mass dance WHICH WAS SUPER FUN AND FUNNY. a few of the singles were on stage teaching us and leading us and we were there just like learning and having fun. so actually i was beside nick and then nathan was like "eh switch place i want to disturb her" <PSSH> and at the corner of my eyes i saw other people HA HA HA NATHAN HA HA HA HAHAHAHAHA. yeah i kept disturbing him basically because ((yah its just funny)) ((and i cant really describe what happened here if not he'll probably get mad)) HAHAHAHA yah it was super funny and it was cool like everybody dancing there in the main hall!!!!! and soon, we were counting down to 2015. holy crap how did time fly that fast. so yeah at midnight i was literally at loss of what to do and before i know it i was going around hugging everybody wishing everyone happy new year and close to tears, shouting "NO MORE O LEVEL YEAR" hahahaha. K. there was confetti everywhere, some even stuck into my hair, i think. hahaha anddddddddddd this year we didnt take much photos but we took a twin-cousin pic like since 2013 you can literally see the physical changes HAHAHA. as always, the after midnight part was the most fun and craziest part!!! random songs played and we just danced randomly in the straits hall (well, mostly campus and teens) and even if you feel really tired, you'll still want to dance if not you'll feel like you're missing out on a lot of fun HAHAHA it was really really fun jumping around really. and we ended at like 1.15 even though we only partied for like 1 hour 15 minutes it felt more than that prolly because i was super tired. afterwards, most people went to the back of the straits hall to play card games and i just stayed at the front where some people were watching a movie and i just stayed there and talk to nick. well, nick is a very very hilarious person, like he doesn't even need to try! HAHAH so it's pretty fun talking to him almost the whole night even though i kinda forgot what we talked about hahaha. first food of the year, macs. again. HAHAHA church gates were unlocked at 6am and slowly we streamed out of the church building. us, crish, nick, bantzu, jay and tricia initially wanted to have breakfast together but we were too tired cos most of us stayed up the whole night so we just decided to go home instead. so guys, that was how i spent the last few hours of 2014 and last few hors of 2015, with the spiritual family.

did significant events happen in 2014? i think i have stm i kinda forgot what happened last year, the most i remember is studying for //ahem// O's. so i shall try my best to list down events or things that made me happy last year alright, let's go!!!!

1) S1OC'15
my last s1oc in cchy and i am very very proud of the excos to have made this camp possible, from planning, to executing this camp, especially since we didn't know what to expect. being a facil and being in the planning comm was totally different (and kinda stressful) but i'm glad i have gained new experiences and this camp with my fellow councillors and juniors, was a success. :)

2) DANCE FAREWELL
so in my whole secondary school life in dance, i have attended like, 3 dance farewell parties, all for our seniors. and this particular year, we were not involved, because we would be stepping down. if you are very very close to me, you will know that dance clique have been a very very important part of my secondary school life especially since they always make my dance days and they're just a group of people i really enjoy being with. so during farewell, no thanks to hengjie, i cried twice. reading letters that our juniors wrote to us really touched me, even letters from the sec1s because we barely know them at all but they still wrote to me, i am very very touched. thank you juniors.

3) SC FAREWELL
it was held during the council camp, which we again were sadly not involved. but some of us arrived a couple of hours earlier to join our juniors for the games. and even though the farewell was brief, i am thankful for our juniors for putting in the effort to organise this farewell for us. and council was also the place where i got to make many many new friends, and i got the chance to go overseas three with the student council in cchy, so i am thankful for the experiences i have gained and friendships i have formed in the council, especially saikang warriors. :)

4) GRADUATION
i never ever thought this day will come so soon. 4 years in high school over in a flash. the last few days of school was literally a time for us to take pictures with everybody and so it was pretty fun and i suddenly felt overwhelmed during graduation, as i have gone through so many events in cchy, which have taught me a lot. all the overseas camps i've been to with my batchmates, all the memories created in class, pranking our teachers, getting scolded together, we have gone through a lot as a batch and i guess, we're a pretty cool batch.

5) JAKARTA TRIP
so for two weeks in december i went to jakarta, and there was when my friendship with elysia became stronger and i got to make new friends too whom i miss very very much right now. also, learning how to speak bahasa and eating all the good food there, causing me to have stomachaches during the last few days and even on the flight back to singapore. also got to reunite with chanel and joshua in church and i will never ever ever forget josh's experience when he saw us HAHAHAH. i really hope that hopeng grp jr can stay close and we will meet very very soon guys, very soon. its a bummer that i missed out on retreat because i was in jakarta, but oh well, i had my fair bit of fun too.

6) JUNE RETREAT
well well even though this retreat was only 2d1n i would say it was a time where the teens ministry became closer. and even though i had a headache and wasn't feeling very well during the two days, i would like to say thank you to my group members, especially nick for talking to me and not getting annoyed because of my moodswings whatsoever. xie xie ni men hen duo hen duo. :)))) i love the teens ministry yaY!

and so we're almost done with the first month of 2015 and i have made a couple of resolutions which are weird. I REALLY HOPE I CAN ACHIEVE MY RESOLUTIONS if you want to know what they are come and ask me personally. hahaha/

thoughts

Sunday, 25 January 2015 || 10:58 pm

i have no idea what to put for the title really but i'm probably gonna spill out what i'm currently feeling now, and just random thoughts because my mind is currently in a mess right now and i don't even know why too okay.

today, the teens had bibletalk in their respective groups. and this is probably gonna be my last bibletalk in the west group because we'd be knowing our posting results on thursday and then afterwards i'd go to the jc ministry or campus, depending on where i'm posted to. and this will be another part okay. so bibletalk today was at serangoon for the first time cos we'd usually have our bibletalk at the west or north so, first time. we had it at uncle edmund's place and amber and kelsey are so cute ok hahaha. first we played pictionary and it was quite funny and epic i guess i can't explain how because it's just like that okay. HAHAHA. and then we had the bible discussion and i was pleasantly surprised because the sec3s were actually quite spontaneous and it was totally different compared to the last bibletalk we had. then we had some food and it was a short fellowship time and i was kinda awkward (i hate myself for that) and then we had 3 games of mafia with close to 20 people it was so funny because joseph and chelsia kept wanting people to kill them so that they can "use their phones" and joseph is just funny. and bibletalk ended at 6.30 instead of 6 hahaha.

posting results on thursday and i'm feeling a tad bit nervous i don't even know why. (by the way, last day of work was yesterday yay) and then from next week onwards i'd move on to a different ministry. 2 years in the teens is over in a blink of an eye, literally. i don't know what i feel about moving on from the teens ministry, because the past 2 years had been quite fun, got to make new friendships, and i also made Jesus the Lord of my life back in 2013. also, my batch would be splitting up, some will go to the JC ministry and the rest, to the campus. it's so so hard to split up with this amazing group of people whom i grew up with. especially since we got close only quite recently when we had a weekly spurs devo before our major exams, then the spurs bbq and spurs camp even!!! and our batch is filled with many different kind of people, there's funny people, hardworking people, lazy people all of different heights. :) the last few months of 2014 have made me love my batch so much i am definitely gonna miss this group of people so very much when we split. :(
((okay this was supposed to be posted on 24/1/15 saturday so))

sunday 25/1/15 sermon by will archer which was kind of similar to the lesson he gave us on friday. and he really inspires me so much because he desires to be a great disciple sigh joween time to change. anyways eunice, a sec3 teen whom i said hi to on friday(HAHA) got baptised today!!! and went to lunch at kfc with crish dayna celine kyla bantzu joey nathan nick jared (and tricia and clement and ray and cedric who sat at another table cos there was not enough seats). this would be like my last lunch with them before school starts. sIGH OMG. then some of us walked back to church because i dont know who's brilliant idea was it to do so and we played board games. we played saboteur (me joey nick nathan crish bantzu agnes eunice and one/two more people) and i still do not know how to play that game so ummmm...... me joey crish nathan and nick played until like 5++++ HAHAHA and it was so funny in a way that cannot be explained, like the game got us all so agitated because we trusted the wrong people HAHAHA. and nick kept singing blank space cos he said it was addictive and then i caught myself singing too omg nick please!!! yeah it was an awkward yet fun day today!! ps brianna is in singapore!!!!!!!!!!!

so now........ i have no idea what to do. i do not want school to start like can i rewind back to the week when O's just ended and i literally went out the whole week and i didn't really have to care about results or anything else. i'm probably gonna be spending tomorrow catching up on my sleep (because i am such a pig really) and clearing up my secondary school stuff and prep myself for the year. and on wednesday, i'll finally be going out with the school friends HAHAHA but we do not know where we are going yet um so. and on friday (after reg if i go to jc) i'll be meeting up with the ku!!! i really want to see her with short hair though HAHAHA. so basically if i'm posted to a junior college, this is the last week of holidays. and afterwards, i am married to books ok. i really can't be lazy anymore like the past 4 years omg.

i miss chung cheng. in a way. ok this post is so messed up but i dont care ok no one really reads it anyways. like the people i met there. i have met a few groups of friends whom i can be myself with and i truly miss them all so much. dance clique and saikang warriors and the class clique. i miss saikang warriors aka sc clique aka retards because we have literally gone through a lot together? from malaysia camp to guangzhou to sumatra to most of us being in EXCO. these few camps have made us closer together and i really really like this group of people because they are funny and they can make me laugh a lot HAHAHA. dance clique just make my dance days really. it probably started out from syf and we just got really close and we don't always have group outings because confirm will have people pangseh one hmmmmm and it's really cool how 5 of us are older and 4 of us are younger like we just click this well hehe miss dancing with ya'll and all the lame jokes!!! and the class clique basically yuting alice and minray!!! i am so truly grateful for the three of you especially during the last year in cchy when i felt kinda left out in class and stuff and somehow the four of us ended up together and we always always always talk and laugh a lot and alice always cause me to get scolded by teachers because she's my entertainer HAHAH. the last year in cchy had definitely been the best especially in class because of the 3 of you. :)

okay let's talk hyc. as most of my friends would know, i went to hyc chennai back in 2013 and it was truly the best two weeks of my life especially in that year. and in 2014 i would probably have annoyed many of my friends by talking about hyc so i am so sorry my friends!!!! there will be a hyc in june in jakarta and i really really want to go to that hyc because i may have fallen in love with indonesia?!?!?!? yeah we have friends there who may go to hyc too and i just really want my life to get impacted again like back in 2013. i want to make new friends and get inspired by their faith. i want to serve the less fortunate along with like-minded people. there have been many testimonies of people's life being changed after a hyc and i know my life has changed in 2013 and i want to change more now. or maybe i can just save up a few years and go to a hyc in the US hehe.

and talking about how 2013 is two years ago?? time flies. i'm physically turning 17 in a few months'time and it's gonna be 2 years since i was baptised!!! i would say from 2013 till now, many many things have changed. both in school and at church. one thing in common that has changed, i should say is my friendship with people. okay, i know my grades in high school has been consistently bad, but i have made friends with people that make me laugh naturally. and in church too during the two years in teens i have made new friends and formed new friendships with the teens both one year older and one year younger than me hahaha. //appreciation post for my church friends// tricia and dayna and crish for being the funny and weird people that you are!! being a form of entertainment and just your presence can make me feel at ease most times. :) hopefully we'll stay in the teens ministry this year and that our friendship can grow even stronger and i hope that tricia and crish can grow as tall as dayna one day yay!! elysia, my childhood friend and also one of my best friends. i admire how disciplined you are and you're gonna go to the campus. :( i will miss you so so much i truly enjoyed most of the two weeks spent with you in jakarta last december and even though we are not as close as before, i'm sure that our friendship can continue forever in the kingdom!! the west, my bibletalk group. probably the only few people who have seen the wild side of me especially when i laugh hahaha but i am so glad that the people in cloud9 are really friendly and easy to talk to. i will miss you small kids so much!!! and hmm nathan? well our friendship has come a looooong way since 2012 when we were actually self-claimed bffs hahaha and i don't know what happened in between till now, but today we have a pretty weird and unique friendship hahah. i guess so far nathan's the only one who can stand my excited and nervous feels especially when i spam and when i'm annoying but he doesn't think so which is good hahaha and now he's also one of my bestfriends in church and i'm just really really grateful for this weird and awkward and unique friendship that we have!!! hopefully we'll still be close when i'm out of the teens ministry ya!! i feel so blessed with the friends i have in church.

so there's a 68.301% chance that i'm going jc so i really need to get those studying feels back again because i really really can't be lazy anymore sigh joween pls buck up ya ok i am currently finding ways to motivate myself to study hard hahaha. and i'm really thinking of joining a cca which is not very tiring and stuff idk la omg decisions, decisions.

i guess i'll just stop here for today. typing most things out have helped me feel a little better i guess, but i can't just reveal everything here hahaha oh well, until something interesting happens again!

a great weekend!!

Monday, 19 January 2015 || 12:59 pm

hello friends and family and no one who reads this i'mjust gonna blog about this past weekend which had been pretty interesting even though, i know, that i haven't blogged about 2013 year end retreat, hyc2013 and many many many other things HAHAHA.

before the weekend was a pretty stressful week. got my results on monday and it got me pretty emotional especially since i learnt that i passed all my subjects, including higher chinese. HAHAHA yeah and we only had 5 days to decide where we wanna go which will affect our future sigh. ((went to yj and pj open house on tuesday with crish and we saw a couple of seniors whom we dint recognise but they recognised us and we bumped into davis at pj too))

on friday we split in our family groups and played games and just got to know each other and west have become soooo big but we're gonna leave already!! D: butttt i hope i'll talk to some during bibletalk next week HAHAHA i just hope i wont be the awkward person i always am.

saturday highlight of the day was JAYESSLEE ASIA WORLD TOUR IN SINGAPORE. their first stop. ok. we know most of the songs they sang and *happy sigh* so so so glad that we finally got to catch them live here and their whole family its so cute ok. and they're pretty funny too. updated on 11/8: basically the afternoon was great jamming to covers with the talented pair of twins. they sang songs like happy, she looks so perfect, blank space, and even oceans! they brought their families on stage too, it was so cute! how janice asked sonia "sonia, what can your son do?" and we sang ABC, then janice asked shane "shane, what can you do? nothing!" HAHAH yeah it was so funny and adorable. and also, their jokes were on point. i'm so glad that they have 3 shows in Singapore this year and i got to catch them for their last show. if i'm not wrong, singapore was their first stop, and they said that they didn't expect a huge response such that they had to have three shows!!!! jayesslee asia tour in Singapore made my weekend!!! but siannnnn i lost my concert ticket now :(

sunday was a normal sunday but the weirdest thing was that we stayed at kfc for 3 hours talking about the theme studies. yah. so after church, 10 of us (me, joey, tricia, dayna, celine, cheryl, nathan, nick, sean and jared) went to kfc for lunch i dont even know how that happened i just know that i wanted to try the kfc curry rice bucket HAHAHA. and we were saying how we would have a good life in the future as we will have someone to fix our teeth in the future, someone to plan our wedding, and probably get free plane tickets for having our weddings overseas because we were talking about courses and ambitions. HAHAHA. and celine's impersonation of dayna if dayna was a lawyer was so funny i was laughing like i was on vibrate mode shaking so hard ok. like the judge will be like "WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY" and 'dayna' will go "ahh i dont know what to say, just arrest her, i dont know anything, she did it she did it, i just want to be a dentist" HAHAHAHA and after that, dayna was like "aiya applied drama la applied drama".  afterwards at around 2.30 or 3 there was left with me joey cheryl nick nathan and sean and we talked about school and O levels and tons of other things which i have long forgotten. all regarding school. we were saying how a lot of topics (mostly difficult topics) didnt come out for all the subjects and so this year would be harder, and talking about formulas for emf/pd or whatever which got my mind like ???¿????¿???¿ hahaha but oh reminiscing secondary school education :') and we talked all the way till 4.20 so we talked about this for like 2 hours or something..... so grotty.

buT YAY LAST WEEK OF WORK AND WE GO PARTY. no just kidding bYE.

saturday

Saturday, 10 January 2015 || 11:08 pm

in the morning, met with yuting and alice who was very very late to go to npoh. wanted to meet at 10, then push back to 10.30 and i was late too HAHAHAH but i met yuting first and we had breakfast at kfc where we caught up a bit because the last time we met was two months ago. alice came afterwards and we just talked and flipped through the book of courses for np and sp hahaha. the busstop was super crowded but we managed to squeeze onto the second available bus ((yay)) and the awkwardest thing was that i was the first person who alighted the bus and there was this student ambassador who was like "hi welcome to ngee ann poly are you here for the open house" i was shocked HAHAHAH. and yeah we went in and i saw a few familiar faces like danny, ivy (!!!!!!) and yini!!!!!! :) we went to a convention hall ((where the ballet perforrmance a couple of years back was held in)) and talked to a few of the directors/lecturers from school of engineering, information technology and hospitality. tbh i think i actually gained some interest but anything with math and science is still a no. HAHAHA. and then it was 1.50 already so i quickly left np and went to church for the workshop!!!!! so i coincidentlly (or not) met joey in the train at bishan and ya we were ((late)) and arrived church at 3.20+ or something when the service just started. it was a continuation from yesterday about our church mission statement "we gather here to know God and make God known". so first two hours we were all in the joint service. and nathan who was late and went to the m floor came down and sat at the third floor for like less than 45 minutes hahahah. after wards at the last hour, the men and women were split and lucky for us, the sisters all stayed in the main hall where aunty karen addressed us and it was really really interesting. :) and then at 6 we just split up. and i wanted to go have dinner with the teens, and then decided to go home instead, and at the busstop, decided to have dinner with the teens again so i walked back to church alone HAHAHAHA. and at the third floor the last few people were the teens and campus because i guess there was so much to fellowship about???? and i was there going like "guys can we go" "like now" "helloooooooooo lets go" omg i was like so idk hahahaha. and at the end when me and bantzu were fed up already we just went out of the church building and (magic) everyone came out HAHAHAH. and then we stopped outside the church building to discuss where to eat and then at the busstop AGAIN to discuss where to eat AGAIN. we are a group of indecisive people. conclusion made. and so in the end, after an hour or so, we (me tricia crish bantzu duncan nathan caleb tianyi jay cedric) decided to go to serangoon to eat. on the train it was just talking and talking and basically non stop talking la. and at serangoon we were joined by nick and venessa :) AND THERE, WE COULDNT DECIDE WHAT TO EAT HAHAHAHAHA. so me bantzu venessa nathan and nick left the rest to decide where to eat while we went to find some atm to withdraw some cash. and they decided on foodcourt HAHAHAH and we went to find them all the way from the basement level. ((just saying but nex is really big i still dont know the place well)) they found their own table and so the five of us found our own table too ((yay)). and yes, dinner after 1 hour of deciding where to eat HAHAHAHA. and its dinner with the church peeps after so long. and i was super lame probably because i was super tired and said i was having pepper dinner ha ha ha. we talked about random things like courses and subjects and what i want to do with life and i am sensitive to the word "results" HAHAHAHA omg im weird but yeah. crish left after she ate and then soon after, the other table left too. and we just stayed and finished eating up and talking abit more and something happened but i shan't say it and then waiting for us at the gantry of serangoon mrt were jay and duncan and they were actually SITTING THERE HAHAHAHA. and then we talked for awhile. about random things, really. and then we tap in and talked for awhile again. before we split ways just saying bye and then me and bantzu took the circle line while the rest took the purple line. talked to bantzu in the train otw to bishan and it was a short catchup session. :) and even though i was really really tired and not in the best of my moods to talk and was just stoning away most of the time tonight, i would like to thank especially nathan nick venessa and bantzu for not making me feel awkward around you guys and just talking to me❤

//not ready for ((the word im sensitive to)) on monday im so nervous i may just freak out anytime and all but ok i just have to trust God and keep really cool ya

yay the pictures from today (sent by tricia and bantzu hah)