JOWEEEEEN

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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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this is everything i didn't say

ALMOST DONE

Saturday, 8 November 2014 || 3:47 pm

HELLO THERE EVERYBODY (if anyone actually reads, actually) ((otherwise its actually fine HAHAHAH)) (((BUT IM BACK)))

so I finally managed to squeeze in some time today to blog about random stuff because its been a month or so? but actually.... nothing much has happened. just O's. AND I AM ALMOST DONE WITH O'S I LEFT ONE MORE PAPER ON MONDAY!!! thinking about it, time actually passed pretty quickly during this exam period. like i'm already almost done with o's and its unbelievably fast i myself cant believe it?!?! the intense week aka "hell week"where all the papers were cramped together were actually QUITE okay I guess.. just that i probably have 10000 careless mistakes so im hoping that the bellcurve will be good.

okay this photo was taken at the end of hell week and apparently there was a lightning which struck 0.0001 second before this picture was taken and surprisingly the lightning did not scare minray and yuting hahaha

So I would like to apologise first because i think that this blogpost will be a bit messy cos my brain is a bit jumbled up right now and I've got no specific thing to blog about and im just typing away anyway hahaha. OH WELL. Just some random thoughts. if you cant handle it then there's the red "x"button on the top right hand corner you can click it. otherwise, its pretty much random things about my boring life HAHAHA. I think i just lost my train of thoughts...

So yesterday I finally got Physics over and done with! It was physics paper1. Andddddddd the morning was a blur for me cos I don't even know what happened to me. It's just a really really weird, funny, and scary incident at the same time HAHAH. Glad I'm fine now hahah I seriously thought I was going to die man... The one hour paper passed quite quickly and slowly at the same time. AND I MADE A THOUSAND CARELESS MISTAKES. I can cry like now, but I'd rather forget about the paper and try to forget about O's existence until results day. So yeah after my paper I went to meet the sister, Tricia and Crish who joined us at the last minute. I coincidentally took the same bus as Joey, and I was with Alice and Minray who had a lot of time to spare apparently. hahaha. So it had been a really really long time since we met up with Tricia before midweek!! And I'm so glad we finally did! And we were at starbucks waiting for Crish to come. She took like 1 hour to come I'm not even kidding! And when we saw her we ran away from her HAHAHA and she didn't chase us so we literally wasted our breaths trying to run away from her. Yeah and she found us outside KOI and then we went to get our dinner, subway, which Crish suggested because she's on diet HA HA. We packed to church and we went to the second floor to eat. We ate on stage and we talked A LOT which was super funny hahaha talked about our future and stuffs which was super funny I cannot even. And we spent like 2-3 hours in church just talking and slacking and waiting for service to start. I asked Nick some of the physics questions cos I had the paper with me and most of his answers are just like "It depends". BRO, SERIOUSLY HAHAHA. And yeah service was a sharing by David and it was super convicting! TGIF!!!

Okay. I'm just watching random youtube videos now when I'm actually supposed to be studying for my chem bio mcq paper on monday aka last paper but whatever.

And on a serious note though, I really have no idea where I want to head to after secondary school. like 0 idea, I'm serious. I'm pretty worried about my results but that's another story. And another thing is I am a very lazy person, but I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up. Which could be kind if weird because people my age already have ambitions and I'm here just like .___. #storyofmylife I really need some goals in life man.

And speaking of end of O's, it's almost the end of the year already. I don't even know what had happened in 2014!! We're already one week into November which means we have less than 2 months and 2015 is here. It's kinda overwhelming for me because I'd be out of secondary school and it's literally like a new chapter of my life already.

And a lot of things will change and I'm just not prepared okay. And wait, I'm gonna be 17?!?!?! THAT'S TOO OLD THAT'S TOO FAST.

So yeah that was some random thoughts of mine for the time being. hahah for those who bothered reading, thank you. :) I just realised I haven't updated my blog about LAST YEAR'S retreat, June retreat, hyc and a lot more whoops but i will soon, when I have the time HAHAHA I AM SUCH A PROCRASTINATOR //major facepalm// ENJOY THE RANDOM PICTURES AND SELFIES BELOW I APOLOGISE IF YOUR EYES BURNED BUT YEAH UNTIL NEXT TIME!!!

ps i know my tongue is sharp la ok dont judge pls

ok im too lazy already byE!!!!