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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

jayesslee asia world tour 17/1/15
otrasg (omg i still can't believe it) 11/3/15
echosmith live in singapore + shopping 11/8/15
JTR @ asian tv awards 3/12/15
malfie @ dmu 5/12/15
slflsg (omg it was lit) 3/3/16
pentagon in sg 3/6/17
sf9 in sg 30/6/17
vixx in sg 2/12/17
jbj in sg 30/12/17
in2it in sg 2/2/18
jbj exid b1a4 in sg 21/2/18
5sos3 singapore 2/5/18
mxm in sg 4/5/18
wanna one in sg 13/7/18
hallyu pop fest 7/9/18-9/9/18
astro aroha festival in seoul 2/3/19
sbs super concert in gwangju 28/4/19
dream concert 2019 in seoul 18/5/19
w24 concert @ clubff 22/6/19
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kamp singapore 10/11/19
onlyoneof hit the line tour in malaysia 22/11/19
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make it sound so sweet when you lie to me.

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Holidays..... not
Sunday, 22 June 2014 || 3:39 pm

2 weeks of holidays, more like 2 weeks of catch-up-on-you-homework days. Because this June was literally spent studying zzz.

Week 1.
Went out to study almost everyday. On monday, went to the library to study with yini and faith and people told us to shut up. HAHAHA because we were making a lot of noise but what to do so long never see them already. Tuesday went to study with Yuting and Minray. Wanted to go to the library but seats were already taken. And so we went cbtl and we got chased out at lunchtime, so afterwards we went for lunch and headed to mimray's house to study where I did quite a bit of physics notes yay. And we also took happy little Seuss out for a walk. Hahah. And on Wednesday, went to study with Crish and we last minute asked Tricia too at bishan library haha. Crish was late (as always) and I went to meet Tricia and we had lunch at mos burger where we saw uncle Anthony with some RI Water Polo guys omg hahaha. And yeah it was quite productive there. :) and on Thursday I went to study by myself at woodlands library butttt then I went to find yini at starbucks at lunch time hahaha. Yeah and that was when I completed all my physics notes omg finally [BUT STILL GOT LIKE WAY A LOT MORE TO GO] kill me now. And friday to saturday was retreat!!!!!!!!!! :D

Week 2.
Went out to study everyday againnnnnnnnnnnnn. Preparing for prelims but mainly O's. So from Monday to Wednesday I went to study with Crish at Bishan library. And Crish was only early on Monday....... rare enough hahaha. Monday was the most productive day. We had macs for lunch ( #studytraditionswithjandc , yes, we had macs for lunch for 3 days straight), studied till 6, and had an icecream cone and we talked a lot and laughed a lot and yeah feels like last time when we had the same mentor & were close. :) Tuesday was the least productive hahaha we both were very sian and stuff so I went to find the sisters and Xueqi at yishun starbucks they had the 1-4-1 and then Hengjie came and said hi too hehehe. And on Wednesday, Nathan and Nick joined us and it was okay I guess hahaha. It was fun "stalking" the guys from NTUC and telling them that we saw them in guardian HAHAHAHA and trying to hide ourselves but failed in the end. Oh well. And then also played hide and seek ok no jk jk jk jk ok yah and saw Nicholas Tan and Cindy and Deborah and yeah hahaha. Then on Thursday went to starbucks to study...... we told Faith to come, and she did! HAHAHA and we coincidentally met Xinru and Yini! And in the afternoon we called Xueqi to come also HAHAHA so in a day I saw 4 dancers!!! Hahaha what a small world indeed. LOL WAT. And on Friday went to study at woodlands library with Joeyer and we saw Kairui and Jiahui *sighsighsigh* hahahah yeap and we could ALMOST meet Yini and Faith during lunch as they were going to Nanhua. PS HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAITH. Hahaha.

So I did not wake up later than 9 for the past two weeks and now I am so so so tired. Today was the first day of school and I was reallyyyyyy sleepy. But I am so glad that lessons end pretty early this semester (well, because most of the time we wont follow the timetable due to prelims and mocks and prelims and mocks) oh well. AND I FEEL SO TIRED ALREADY I NEED MOTIVATION TO STAY ALIVE HELP. Prelims start this friday I am pretty pretty pretty nervous cos I feel that I'm unprepared having procrastinated since 1998 but ah well.

PS HAPPY BAPTISM ((YESTERDAY)) TO NICK AND JUSTIN TADA ANOTHER PAIR OF JUNE SPIRITUAL TWINS HEHE.

HAVE A GOOD WEEK GUYS. Until I blog again (about LAST YEAR'S retreat, BAD, retreat and everything else)


ECP
Sunday, 15 June 2014 || 7:02 pm

I can wish for a million years that the title stands for fun at east coast park but that will not happen because it stands for two weeks of extra curriculum programme. So that means 2 weeks of the supposed one month holidays taken up and we're left with 2 weeks. And soon semester 2 will be here again....... zzzz the thought of time flying so quickly is very sian but it scares me too.

At least ecp ended latest at 1.35 everyday..... except that Mr Sree once extended until lik almost 2?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!? And so I had a lot of time to study so I literally went out everyday after school to study because recently I have found my love for studying. Haha. No really just kidding because prelims on term 3 week 1 and a hundred plus plus plus days to O's. [I CAN'T STAND THE THOUGHT OF TIME FLYING SO QUICKLY AND HOW SOON WE'LL BE TAKING O'S AND GRADUATING AND MOVING ON WITH LIFE BUT OH WELL] t i m e f l i e s . I know I have said it a million times before that I need to study because O's, O's, O's, and I have procrastinated this long to finally realise that I really need to study. (Omg Joween).

And this post is just gonna be a short one about how my two weeks of ecp went. (Not ecp, just what happened after school and stuffs)

Week 1
On monday HCL peeps had no school because it was mother tongue O's. Andddddd I don't know whether to laugh or cry LOL. Ok but I still woke up quite early and went to meet Xueqi to study. And Joey met Joeyer and Dennis. We went to the library first, a few tables away from them, and then I went stalking Xueqi on instagram and she got scared/pissed idk and we migrated to starbucks HAHAHAHA. And we spent the rest of the day studying there (and judging people maybe). On Tuesday we had oral exam which started in the afternoon but I met Chinyee in the morning to study and Yuting joined us later. Met Minray and Alice and Pinfeng for lunch and we WALKED to school from northpoint hahahaha. My examiner was Ms Carmen Tham and I think I messed up. (LOL WHY JOWEEN WHY) Ah whatever. Wednesday was the official start of ECP lessons which was quitea draggggg but it ended quite quickly too cos the day was like, short. Hahahha. Went to study with Minray Alice and Yuting at Yuting's house which was a super neat and clean mansionette which looked like a showroom I'm not even exaggerating how clean it is?????? Hahaha they cooked I laughed and slacked like typical Joween. HAHAHA. Yup good time, good time. On thursday, went to study with Minray and we both did math which was a burden and we had a good talk (?) Hehehehehehehehehhh ok and lastly on Friday. Mr Sree released us so late. And we went to buy starbucks for starbucks delivery for Tricia and Nathan and yep studied with them plus Crish and Nick. Okay what a week. Hahaha.

Week 2.
Omg my turn to say pledge.
on monday it was just me and Yuting at a corner of starbucks hahaha with the sis and xueqi and hengjie at another table of starbucks and me and yuting talked a lot of crap but we were quite productive too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it felt like a long time since I last saw Hengjie man :') hahaha. On Tuesday, we were almost late hahahah. went to have lunch at macs with Minray and Yuting and Alice then Yuting went tuition and Alice went home so I kinda studied with Minray. And then for some reason we went to civics and I was an awkward turtle I don't even want to say anymore HAHAHAH. Wednesday was the awkwardest day full stop. Only HCL peeps went to school T.T Supposed to study with Minray and Alice then they went POP and a lot of things happened (i can crei) and then I ended up studying with Chinyee and I was V E R Y P R O D U C T I V E which is very surprising because I did AMATH. Omg. Hahahah. And on Thursday, went to the library to study with Yuting and I was quite productive again omg I am surprised at myself. Hahahah. Trigo. Bla whatever. And on Friday, first I went to Yuting's house to study. Quite productive and we had h2ht just kidding no we listened to songs and I judged her and she judged me HAHAHAH AND SHE PLAYED THE PIANO WHY SO TALENTED GURLLLLL then afterwards went to study with Theo and Nick and Nathan that's like bffs and bffs hahaha what. We started at like 4 and two hours later, we were sitting on the floor telling lame jokes and playing mind games. And I was so happy that I could get a joke first before Nick and Theo but I took like 1000000 years to get the fuzzy wuzzy joke!!!!! (No just kidding after 2 long years) hahaha. I think it was quite a good time of fellowship yay hahahah. And it was also the first time in a very long time I laughed so much in a day. MY FRIDAY THE 13TH WAS GOODDDDD. Hahaha and on Saturday, after tuition went to study with Yuting. The least productive day because I ended up reading 64 pages of a book, Pretty Sly. Hahhaha. :-)

WHAT A STUDY-2-WEEKS OMG and for the rest of the holidays, which is another two weeks, I still need to study and I have a lot to catch up on. *Major sigh*