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better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

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Charity bazaar 2014
Thursday, 29 May 2014 || 7:38 pm

28/5/14 Wednesday, CCHY Charity Bazaar, my last one. Yet another event that will be my last in CCHY. Oh well, but it was indeed a very fun and tiring day!!

So anyways. It was raining and we went to class [SAW BRANDON AND JESSICA] , only to be told that assembly was in the mph so we went to the mph and assembled and we waited like very very long for everyone to assemble. And we had our flag raising there and as expected, a whole lot of announcements. They played a video of the sec3 Bintan camp a few weeks ago (WHICH THEY DID NOT DO LAST YEAR), and a video of the UG camp at Hong Kong with the song live while were young and so I sang that song to Alice ( I was with Alice, Min ray and Yu Ting) to express my love for her but them I refused to continue afterwards HAHAHA. And all them publicity talks by classes from sec1-3 classes and quite a number of people we know went up so yay Ze Rong so cutezxc. And, after all those, somemore announcements about idk what because honestly, I was paying more attention to what Alice was doing with my phone and what pictures Min Ray was taking and laughing at one picture of Yuting because her neck was very long HAHAHAH. And then the bazaar started just like that??????????????????????

I went around finding food and drinks with the 3. We walked around like dont know how many rounds. This year bazaar doesn't have much feels though hahaha. Idk how to say but yeah after approximately one hour of looking around, we went back to class ((to do work but failed)). Hahaha. So i just talked and take pictures and do nothing I don't even know how you do work on a supposedly work-free-day????? I just cannot. Hahaha.

And Faith came to fetch me from classroom (major aww) (not) and I walked around the school with her and Hengjie, going around taking pictures and being her camerawoman ((i love using her camera to take pictures)) hehe very nice ok I felt like a professional photographer. JUST KIDDING. Saw a bunch of AYW people quite a number familiar faces! And I took pictures with Brandon and Kheng Quan!!!! Long time no see brudders. And then we went classroom block and take pictures with (mostly) juniors. Took with Ze Rong who is so so cute omg???? And Chloe and here  classmate ZOMG FINALLY HAHAHAH and of course Faith, the juniors and a lot of otber people. Sadly, I couldn't find my camera charger the night before bazaar if not I would have taken picture with ever single person I know HAHAHAH. Not kidding. And then afterwards when Faith and Hengjie went for their shifts, I went back to class. Somehow. Cos 10 minutes later I went back down again with Alice and Yuting where halfway we met Min Ray and we took a polaroid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And my fave polaroid is the one with Xueqi yay!!!! And yeah we walked a few more rounds again and went back up to class where we took more polaroids (and pictures) with Chin Yee and Pin feng and I don't know how we ended up having a picture and polaroid with the guys.

And after that picture I chionged down to find the dance clique and we met outside ava room the staircase cos them kids be purchasing tickets for CCHY got talent auditions. When the full clique gathered, we took a polaroid! yay yay yay! Hengjie's polaroid isr the nicest cos all of us were doing flower hahaha. And then since my class guys was there, we got Yini and Damien to take an (awkward) picture but hey their first picture siolzxczxc with a gap on between and apparently I got dragged in too. so yeah got a picture and afterwards everyone went to watch the CCHY got talent auditions while me and Faith and Hengjie went to class and then we passed by Jason who knew about it LIKE WHAT SO FAST ONLY??? Bla and we slacked in class. Camwhored cos girls hahaha and then we got bored again. And so we went to the CCHY got talent auditions it was almost ending andddddd I don't know what to say hahahaha.

Andddddddd went to have lunch with the dance clique!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Very very tired we went searching for 3 cafes but either no seat, too expensive, or moved out. And so we settled for new york new york at heartland mall where we talked and laughed about anything and everything. It's always a good time with them dancers.❤ so grateful for them for making life in dance and even cchy much more fun!

GREAT GREAT MIDWEEK!
((Enjoy the few pics below!!!))


Chinese intensives week 1
Sunday, 25 May 2014 || 5:17 pm

Hello! Okay just an update about this past week. It was really really tiring because school ended at 4.40 E V E R Y S I N G L E D A Y. Sec4 CCHY-ians feel my pain ya. The week was literally filled with chinese because chinese every single day. If it isn't mock paper, then its extra chinese lesson. And I was totally drained out by Friday already. And I am currently preparing myself for another week of chinese intensives again. This week should be better cos on friday, we end lessons at 1.05 (HOPEFULLY WE DON'T HAVE TO STAY BACK LOR).

So we had an experience of how O's is gonna be like cos we did mocks in the mph with aircon!!!!! Very shuang but my pen have all run out of ink and my fingers are getting stiffer already. For HCL students we're just -sian- Ll the way because we thought that we could slack during this two weeks of chinese intensives BUT NO we have our own chinese programmes and stuffs planned. Sad life us (or just me) whose chinese is weak and still taking higher chinese. Oh.

Went back to dance on Thursday with Joeyer and Jiajun and they were practicing for their performance at some function which is on Monday. Lucky juniors, get to have external performance. We didn't even have any performance last year. (Wat) yup. And on Friday after a whole day of lessons -pe we played hockey and i just talked during english and mrs raja said im a queen what ok im literally royalty ok and chinese teacher didnt come and camwhored with Cindy and brought brownies to share and Yini shared some popcorns yay-, went back to dance again this time with Joeyer and Xueqi! Our dancers had a combined practice with Anderson primary dancers and their dance is just so cute????? The little kids can do cartwheels and qianfans and houfans and in primary school, I could do nothing at all. Oh well. And my juniors were wearing their costumes like yesterday so chio and cute okkkkkk. [You see down there the pictures] yah. And we just spazzed. While the primary school kids were dancing, laoshi told us to sit on the seats in front at the kids felt nervous hahahah so cute ok. Yup. Then afterwards we sec4s went to have dinner at buddy hoagies woooohooooo. Saw Jingyi, our dance senior. And while we were eating halfway, we were joined by Yini, Faith, Keting and Hengjie! Actually only Yini, the other 3 were lik poof just appear. Omg. Almost a full dance clique dinner, except we're missing Jiajun. It's been a really long time mannnnn I miss them loads.❤❤so yeah we talked a bit and then went to church. Saw laoshi at the bus stop! Hahaha. And yeah normal service, great fellowship to end off the week. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYDE! I MISS YOU A LOT A LOT❤❤

So this morning we were on the same bus as Wesley. And coincidentally, we were in the same bus as him when going back home HAHAHAHA ok. Anyways I loved the lighting for today's band heheh preparations for ILC! I am so excited for ILC I really really hope to see some familiar faces from last December. Hahah and yeah anyways the service ended off with three baptisms and of which, two of them are teens and one of them is a fellow cloud9-ner, Isaac! HAHAHA YAY! So after service we had group lunch at punggol plaza and all the guys were there. There was me, Joey and Theo who were the only girls and and the guys were Isaac Lude Thaddaeus Joseph James Cedric Perry and somemore. Hahaha. And laughed quite a bit with Joseph going like "eh how to go home ah?" HAHAHA. And afterwards went to kfc there to find Cheryl Celine Tricia Dayna who had lunch together cos Cheryl's birthday. Happy birthday Cheryl stay chio 10ever!! ❤

And yesterday was Ada's birthday so happy belated birthday Ada! ❤

I AM PREPARED FOR THE WEEK AHEAD. NOT. OKAY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, GOODBYE.


Bloop
Sunday, 18 May 2014 || 4:34 pm

Okay hello!!!!!!!! The reason why the title of this post is bloop is because................ I have no other idea what title to put. So here's a little update of what has happened recently and to me, the recent things that happened have been really...... interesting. Hahaha okay.

15/5 Thursday was marking day. Yup it was supposed to be a stay-home kind of day but NO WE HAD PHYSICS SO WE HAD TO GO TO SCHOOL. We were the only sec4 class so Met Alice and Minray and (coincidentally) Chinyee and yay we walked to school together which made the morning better. Yeah whatever the supp class lasted for more than the duration stated in the consent form and I was like um hello. And afterwards was 3 plus hours of awkwardness. Um. So there's this group of people going to Minray's house and the girls were outnumbered like 5 girls (me, Yuting, Minray, Chinyee, Pinfeng) (plus Alice who took the train with us) and 6 guys (Kaien, Damien, Kelvin, Terry, Hafiz, Nicholas) or something andddddd I was just being an awkward turtle texting Nathan the whole time THANK GOD FOR TEXTING BUDDIES but he didn't reply after awhile HAHAHA. Yeah we went to get groceries and stuff first and I heaved very huge sighs of relief whenever we were separated from the guys (YES I AM AWKWARD WITH GUYS). HAHAHA and I got koi after a very very very long time yay. It was so hot but the guys wanted to walk to her house and I almost died ok HAHAHA. And yeah it was a 10 plus minus minuted walk to her house and when we reached, everyone started playing with Seuss, Min ray's dog. I just sat on the sofa and watched everybody play [DAMIEN WAS SO FUNNY] and hear everybody talk and the whole time, Chinyee was avoiding the dog HAHAHA. And yeah the guys stayed from idk what time to 1.45 or something and lots of funny things happened and typical me just laughs. HAHAHA. Damien says he is a dog whisperer ((and whispers into Seuss)) and Seuss really likes him and I took photos of him and Seuss to show Yini HAHAH and I even called Yini who just ended dance but Damien shy-ed away HAHAHA. And the guys were in the kitchen the whole time cooking bacon and pancake and they said it was nice. HAHHAHA. Yeah I was super quiet the whole time and the only noise I produced was laughter. When the guys left, I became my normal self (YAY) and Yuting said I was very quiet hahaha. And we mugged. Seuss scares me like when I'm sitting and she will brush past me and I'm just like omg yeah. Hahah yeap its a good time with them girls. And the autistic moment of my life was probably trying to play a beat on the drum sets and teaching Seuss to play the piano. And studied too!!!!!!!!!! :) this day doesn't feel like marking day at all.

16/5 TGIF!!!!!!!!!! 2.4 in the morning and it was not good I literally almost died I'm not exaggerating. My face had no colour according to mr and I just felt like crying la omg. So yeah bad timing. :( lessons were boring as usual andddddddddddddd english supp was in itr room. Went to church early to study and stuffs hahahah yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

17/5 4.5 hours of amath in the morning to afternoon I almost died. Like. Really. Almost. Died. Okay. And then we reached civics at 4 and met the ku. Yay studied with her for the second consecutive saturday. We were at starbucks, found a seat for 2, and we waited and got a seat that would allow us to study haaha. We were not productive at first, finishing two large fries in less than 15 minutes, and Ku even finished her venti drink HAHAHA and then afterwards we became productive. Went to walk around in the library with ku and I only saw H class muggers hahahah didn't see any classmates though. Finished Ms Kaur's homework today!!!!

18/5 had morning class and we were almost late hahaha. I LOVED LOVED LOVED today's band and lightings its so nice ok hahaha. And random Nick was behind me I was like asdfghjkl. Hahahah. Yeah lunched @ kfc with Robbie Kyla Tricia Celine Cheryl Steffanie and studied with Tricia afterwards. We were being high and hacking Tricia's snapchat and instagram hahaha. YES GUYS GO AND LIKE THAT  PICTURE SHE POSTED ON INSTAGRAM AT LIKE 3 SOMETHING PM HAHAHA and I snapchat Nathan to go like the pic and he did HAHAHAH. And we saw Wesley at khatib AND admiralty and saw Nigel in the train HAHAHAH ok.

Chinese intensives for the next two weeks. ECP fo another two weeks. So its like one month before the june holidays. HOPE I CAN SURVIVE OMG.


MAY
Saturday, 10 May 2014 || 9:52 am

HELLO READERS! ((if there are any)) first 10 plus plus plus days of May have passed and I've been really busy. Well kinda. HAHAHA. School and one-day holidays and stuff. And this post is just the HIGHLIGHTS of May so far la. Hahaha.

1 MAY. LABOUR DAY HOLIDAY! So it's a Thursday lesson we missed. And we went to study with Robbie, Theo, Kyla and Gabriel at khatib mac. It was productive OKAY because Kyla seemed so motivated and everyone was just studying for MYE. Except us. HAHAHAH. We studied from like 12-6. Kyla and Theo left at 5 though. And obviously we also talked and stuffs so yeah. :)

2MAY. CHINESE PAPER. It was totally not understandable okay the whole paper I was like struggling to understand the passages and yeah. Plus I wrote off topic for my zuowen but hey at least I understood the meaning of "人外有人 , 天外有天" HAHAHA. Screwed up paper anyways HAHAH. And we were dismissed earlier cos express chinese students have listening compre we're like YAY HAHAHA. After our paper we went to meet Robbie at teh tarik and we went to northpoint together to have lunch. We got starbucks first before going to ishi mura for lunch yay. And we eat until damn full hahaha. Afterwards we headed to church to study! Robbie went home first and joined us later and we met Crish at the busstop outside church. We thought nobody was in church at like 3+ but Nathan and Nick were already there! I WAS SHOCKED HAHAHAH cos Nathan said they will go at like 4 or something. And yup we studied. The guys stopped studying after two hours and we DANCED ALL NIGHT TO THE BEST SONG EVER literally okay I don't make sense hahaha. Yup and they brought some food for us from the nearby pasar malam because sharing is caring. HAHAHA continued studying when they came back and we just talked and I got Nick whose math is very good to help me whose math is very weak to complete the square. HAHAHA. Yeah all the way till 7 and Nathan went for follow up study and the rest of us went pasar malam HAHAHA. Sweat and laughed and talked like crazy only la HAHAHA. And we went back and fellowshipped and normal service yay!

3MAY. AJC FUNFAIR 2014. We jio-ed Faith in the last minute and we wore triplet tee ((white cid tee)) HAHAHA and I swear everyone was judging us. We met Faith in the train and Ms Wu also hahaha. It was awkward in AJ cos..... idk everybody from JC one HAHAHA. And yah we just walked around and got iced soda cos it was SO HOT. And Faith went to say hi to Keoni. HAHAHA and we passed by Yanzhi and Qijian and Penghui and Kelvin and Arif and Liting and talked to some of them hahaha. So yeah we spent like 3 hours there or something? And then we met Cindy and we took pictires with 2/5 of the sumatra seniors yay! Haha afterwards at 2, Faith went to her church and Cindy and us headed to Udders icecream! Girls being girls, we camwhored at the bus stop and I swear, everybody was judging us. HAHAHA. Yeap and in the bus we also took a lot of pictures and we laughed a lot too. And ar Udders, we laughed the most! We did like propaganda like that keep writing CCHY on the board HAHAHA. And we waited so long for the order to be done so we talked a lot. School, people, guys. AHHAHAA WHAT. And Cindy was SO SO SO funny when we talked about guys that we laughed so hard. And she also ate some eggs.......... HAHAHA yeah very funny la. And while waiting for our order, we took more pictures and it was pathetic cos we only had one small bowl of icecream which could be seen in the picture HAHAHA. So basically it was a crazy crazy afternoon in UDDERS. THANKS CINDY FOR THE TREAT! In the evening, we played with small kids HAHAHA. Yup sums up my Saturday. Nothing productive done.

7MAY. PRELIMS PRACTICAL FOR SCIENCES. Shift 4 so we only had to be in school at 12.30 so I woke up late but not so late cos I couldn't go back to sleep sigh. And yeah slacked all the way, trying to memorise some last-minute theory which does not work. And so I left house early AND HELPED JACKSON AND XUEQI BUY GONGCHA omg welcome guys I'm so nice. And met Minray at Khatib MRT and we headed to school together. And so I was being a nervous freak the whole time and Minray was tellimg me to cool down HAHHAHA. When we reached, some people have reached already so we sat in a small 9-people 4F group HAHAHA and we talked lots of crap instead of studying. And laughing so hard everytime Minray's "bestfriend" talk because her reaction's too funny ok ok HAHAHA. And very soon it was 2 and time for practical! While we were walking at the third floor, we saw Chinyee who gave us a thumbs down HAHAHA. and yeah it was very bad I screwed it I don't wanna talk about it anymore omg hahaha. Yah and after practical had a two-hours productive study session with the ku at starbucks yay!

9MAY. TGIF. The long-awaited Friday has arrived omg. We were supposed to have 2.4 and run 8 rounds around the school field, but after 1 and 1/4 rounds, we were called to stop because the rain!!!!!! And omg I was very very tired already HAHAHA. CCE was more like laughing period HAHAHA we saw ms Lim in the douhao newspaper and we whatsapp her and she immediately replied! And Alice sent weird stuffs in that group too and we laughed so hard because of Alice who from the back, flew to the front HAHAHA and Ms Norfida says she feels tired watching us like that HAHAHA. And Mdm Yeo didn't come today so we slacked the whole last period playing heart attack #childhoodmemories you mei you. :P and then everyone was super sleepy during AMATH supp Ms Ang was trying so hard to keep us awake. And physics was just filled with laughter HAHAHA. Mr Sree was talking crap like that period of time I was just speechless ok speechless. And yup afterwards headed to church straightaway, with Nathan keeping me updated about how lonely Tricia was HAHAHA. Reached at around 5.45 and Tricia, Nathan, Nick, Justin, Crish and Chelsia were already there. And I kept disturbing Nathan hahahahaa sorry friend but #NATHANFANCLUB. We studied for abit with them sec3s doing my emath tys, and we also went pasar malam also and Nathan was like "and i'm late" haahaha and normal service yay. :)

10MAY. 3-Hour study session with Dennis and Ku and a bit of Weimin!!!!! It was awkwardly funny cos that Ku HAHAHAH I just smile at ku only then she'll poke me HAHAH but once Dennis went away somewhere Ku will talk a lot of crap HAHAHA yah it was kinda productive?????????????? Laughed a lot I didn't know Ku had an inner-comedian side. HAHAHA.

11MAY. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! Happy mothers' day, mum! I know I've not been a perfect (far from it), good kid this past 16 years. *Sigh* I'm a stubborn, rebellious, rude teenager but thank you for still loving me and showering me with so much care. Thank you for raising three crazy girls in this household though most of the time we drive you crazy with our endless arguments and fights and sometimes because of pure craziness. Hahaha. Love you mum!
And on this day, Jeremy got baptised!!!!!!!! Woohoo yay happy baptism Jeremy!!!!! Hahahah. Had a good lunch at breeks.

Gahhhhh this week is supposed to be school-no school-school-no school-school because there'd vesak day holiday and marking day holiday but out dearest Mr Sree is calling us back for physics supp. Yup. Ok. Great plan. Yay.

Ok bye see you all soon!!!!!! ((Sorry no pictures too lazy to add)) ((sigh))