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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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VIA2014
Saturday, 22 February 2014 || 9:10 pm

Today was our VIA project for the whole school! It's actually not only today but yup today was the most important (i guess) and last day of our VIA project. The whole school was involved in this VIA project because um it was our 75th anniversary and our 10th year in yishun hahaha yup. So on an early saturday morning 7.15am you already see CCHY-ians going to school. Yup the whole school went. We had assembly and got briefed by Mr Ng and then afterwards the song "save my world" was playing the WHOLE TIME LOL while we were waiting for the GOH to arrive. After we sat there for so long we went to sit behind the classes we were assigned to. 2G! Hahaha. Yup we sat there and at 9, the GOH of honour arrived and he gave a speech. And then the whole school had to stand for a group picture even though I'm obviously out of the picture. /Cries/ so close to getting on a newspaper/news. xD yup and then we left! Wished Momo happy birthday before we left hahah. And we walked to the block we were assigned to. Afterwards we were split into our groups and we had briefings by the teachers. So my group consists of me, Yiling, Renee, Yikai and Weisong. :-) well the two guys made me laugh the minute I saw them "eh you have a twin sister right" HAHAHA. Yup so we had a short time to talk and basically I laughed. And then we headed to block 611 cos that's the block we were allocated to. And we had to do for 4 floors! I was like nervous cos I've never done this kind of things before. Thank God for the juniors in my group because they are the brave ones. HAHAHA and I feel so proud of them. :'''''') omg. Athe funniest thing was Yikai's reaction when he heard dogs barking. xD I was laughing almost rolling on the floor HAHA he was so funny! And yup we started with the project. :D we were done in an hour's time HAHAH. Anyways I'm so proud of my group members who plucked out the courage to talk to the residents. Even though some residents rejected us but I know you guys did your best. seeing Weisong and Yikai serious made me S U R P R I S E D !!! Hahah. Yup when we were done we headed back to 610 to gather. But the two guys, they decided to walk down the stairs from the 9th floor. Cool idea guys. We were the second group who have finished haha so we slacked at the void deck area with the other groups as they started to stream down too. Got to talk to Agabus he's so funny and the other 2G guys too! 2G GUYS ARE SUPER FUNNY I SWEAR. And Yiling wanted to take a picture with me one of them (sorry I don't know your name) attempted to photobomb BUT FAILED HAHAHA. And afterwards we took a group picture too! :D wanted to make Yikai and Renee /pedosmileeee/ stand together but HAHAHA they are so cute la. Yup and we continued laughing. Afterwards when everyone have gathered, we sat in our groups and had discussions about what we learnt etc. And lastly was the debrief with teachers and then we were dismissed. And then Jiewen approached me and she was like "can I take a photo with you" my heart melted I SWEAR hahaha and yup we took a picture yay! :D and I also took a picture with Bernice and Amanda cos I an a nice senior HAHAHA. Afterwards I headed to the frontgate and I saw my 2F across the street!! I crossed over to the busstop side and suddenly one junior was like "eh how come you walk so fast one, I thought you were behind us at the zebra crossing?" And then I saw Joey and pointed to her and she immediately zao. Hhahah so cute xD yup and I went to find my 2F but half of them was already gone. :( anyways got a picture with a group of them FINALLY!!!!! And before the picture Silvester was like "which one are you ah?" I WAS VIRTUALLY. Yup. Hahaha then we went home via 812. On the bus we saw Javier and Hongwei! Hongwei was like "are you two the twins?" And I'm like "hey are you javier" but then I was wrong I actually switched their names. :P sorry they actually look alike. :P OKAY THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I GRADUATE: take a picture with every single junior I know. :-) HAHAHA. VIA was fun and I'm gonna miss the epic times with my group. So tired now and today is the first and last time I'm waking up at 6.30am on a Saturday.
Until I blog again!~


T h i s w e e k
Saturday, 15 February 2014 || 5:13 pm

What a school week! First two days were boring because its lessons, lessons and lessons. The week started to get more exciting on Wednesday though hahaha. So mamy things happened this week, I thought I should blog about it so here I am. :-)
Tuesday 11/2/14, we finally gave out the EXCO forms to our council juniors! I still remember being the one who took the form last year. :') And this time, it's our juniors' turn. Time flies too quickly, we're gonna step down real soon. I really hope that the next batch of EXCO and councillors will bring council to greater heights! So honoured to be Vice President of CCHY Student Council for year 2013.
Wednesday 12/2/14. I left class early with Aloysius as we were attending Hwa Chong Institution's High School Council Investiture. We weren't sure of how to get there, so we left class at 12. Who knows that it was so easy to get there because Singapore now has the circle line HAHAHA so we reached super early at like 1.30. We were too early that the HCI councillors were making their way to usher while we were walking to the clock tower. [ALOY'S FAULT HAHAHA] sooooo we were led to the library after that and we talked to other councillors. 2 from HCI and 2 from Nanhua. NANHUA!!!!!!!!!! Sadly they weren't Nanhuarians that I knew and I wanted to tell them "hey i know your seniors!!!!" But it was too informal and I was an awkward person so. Yup we talked about council stuff. And in my mind I was like "i'm talking to smart people" LOL because this Hwa Chong guy (whom I later learnt was the treasurer of HCI HSC 2014) said he learnt math olympiad and yup omg I remember primary school while I was doing math olympiad, my mind would only be filled with one thing: question marks. Oh well. After the short chat session, we headed to the auditorium where the investiture was held. The GOH was actually an alumnus of the school! Ok so cool. The invest was super well organised and ran smoothly and c o o l. They must have planned in detail for this. I was like "woah" okay my mouth was open the whole time, I think. There was even a performance! The councillors danced to Dynamite and I was sitting there trying not to dance HAHAHA {those dance genes need to maintain} and ok I hardly see guys dancing like this ok. And they did school cheers they literally shouted!!!!! It was so different from our school's invest and so on our way back Aloysius was telling me his plans for invest hahaha. DA SIS JOEY IS JEALOUS I GET TO GO TO HCI INVEST HAHA.
Thursday 13/2/14 D A N C E!!!! Sec1s joined us today! And there's this girl who DSA-ed to NHDS, got accepted, and withdrew from it because she moved out! She super flexible I cannot x.x and Ze Yang's brother Ze Rong joined too! /Pedo alert/ ok and the 1F monitor too. Hehe. So we played the normal games we play everytime the Sec1s join heheh. And then we also learnt a short simple hiphop dance (according to my sis it's from AHA) I LIKE IT ITS SO FUN OK hahaha. Yup we also talked to the sec1s a bit. (I tried not to be overly-pedo ok) hahaha. :P yeah it was a fun dance prac. 3 laoshis came somemore! After dance went to get bubbletea with a few from the clique and we took the mrt home together. We saw laoshi and jiangda laoshi at the mrt station and we called out to them #redpeopleftw (because red dance tee) hahaha. So went home and chionged vday cards because the next day is total defence day eve!!!!!!!
Friday 14/2/14 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALSO KNOWN AS TOTAL DEFENCE DAY EVE!!!!!!! HAHAHA the joke was made from Sheryl last year. :P met the dance clique in the morning and gave them their cards and red velvet cupcakes and soon it was assembly time! So I was like super messy with the so many cards hahaha. Yeah okay and lessons and valentine's day and cards and we had a history test too. That totally spoilt the vday mood /snaps fingers/ (or in the australian way, clicks fingers). Had recess with the dance clique in sec3 today because /major eye spasm/ hahaha. CCE lesson was doing an NE quiz thingy and the program took super long to load. When my program loaded halfway, KELVIN TOMATO CHEW GO AND EXIT then I had to reload it again. That took another 10 years. And then the Paikai so bored he put the stools on top of us. I finally managed to start on the quiz when a lot of people have done theirs. So it was...... easier. ;) HAHAH. After higher chinese supp, went to 3E classroom before English supp to talk with the dancers. :)))))) hehehe. And homed and went to church! [I apologised to the HCI HS councillors for being a creep and adding them on facebook LOL] Yup internet stalker here i cannot even. Gave everyone their cards and received cards too. LOVE IS IN THE AIR GUYS!!!! HAHAHA Thanks all for the cards and gifts and the love! ♥♥♥ happy valentine's! :)

Yup so basically that was my week. :-) 2 more weeks to common test! O's is coming too! Graduating from CCHY this year. Turning 16 soon. Stepping down as vice president of both council and dance soon. T I M E F L I E S!! Will update blog about HYC, Teens retreat, S1OC and chingay2014 soon if I have the time ok omg sorry! ><


Dance clique♥
Sunday, 9 February 2014 || 2:23 pm

5/2/14
SO after school I waited for Hengjie and Faith, and the rest of the dance clique went to our house first, because we had DANCE CLIQUE STEAMBOAT at our house! :D it was like our first FULL clique outing kind of thing! YAY. When we reached, they have started eating already. So we joined them and took pictures too! (Girls ma) haha yeah we took pictures witht the steamboat and with our chopsticks and we ate till we were full. Reasons why dancers (or just me) get fat: steamboat. Yup and we had a great time talking about e v e r y t h i n g HAHAH. ;) afterwards, we were bored so we gambled. Played blackjack and a few other games that Yini ans Xueqi and Hengjie (because Malaysians) taught us and yup. The bankers switched, and they either 1) earn a lot or 2) lose a lot. And it was super funny for some reason. xD played until like 6.30 or something then we took a clique polaroid. :)))))) yay our second clique polaroid cos the first one was last year when we celebrated Xueqi's birthday. Yay so basically thw whole time at our house was eat, talk, laugh, camwhore and the cycle repeats. YAYERZ FOR FIRST FULL DANCE CLIQUE TIME! ♥♥ love them girls.


Day 3
Sunday, 2 February 2014 || 6:40 pm

Chinese new year day 3!
Spent time with Nichola and Vanessa before Nichola leaves back to Melbourne tomorrow. It's like a mini re-d-group 3/7 of us. Gonna miss Nichola so much! Yup and service.
After service went to meet with Joeyer and Faith to go bainian at laoshi's house! So many dancers there and so awkward!!!! But ok survived the awkwardness. Laoshi was also very nice he talked to us for awhile. :))) They played card games and we watched AHA 2013 now I want to take part in AHA!!!!! Omg so nice man. But I have no idea when I'm going back to PA because it's our O's year. :( SO MUCH VOYAGE FEELS TOO ok. Took a picture with laoshi before we left and then went to starbucks with the er cos my pole left earlier hahaha and we talked about.... dance. Hahahaa yup.
Yup time flies we're sec4 now gonna step down in both council and dance. I'm gonna miss everything so much. But I don't care I wanna go PA after my O's!!!! And I must get my qianfan right man. And all my ballet techniques, it's been 10 months since we quit ballet. Andddd can't believe chingay is gonna be over so soon, this coming saturday.. and i'm gonna miss laoshi too. The best laoshi I can ever ask for. The laoshi who sees the best in us and helps us grow. PA PA PA AHA AHA AHA.
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P.s. Mayde from Jakarta got baptised this afternoon! I'm so happy for her! She's the first overseas sister I talked to and I did my QT with her once (or twice). So glad for you, welcome to the kingdom!!!♥