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大家好 one reason why I'm blogging up this post is because I'm bored. Stay home saturday with nothing to do. There's a fund raising event in church tonight for HYC but idk. And we were supposed to go find job but I also dk. Sigh whatever no mood anymore.
Thursday 7/11/13
Well we had dance. Got gongcha at admiralty (its open!!!!) And shaker fries at yishun because we were too early and decided to kill time. Indeed, we were early. But we found company like Yini and Faith cos they were early too. :) and in da clique, me and Joey were the only sec3s pfffffft. Yup the Beijing people went to Beijing today ma. Me and Keting had to lead warmup today LOL. Dance was not so intense today, we learnt the whole of Zumba dance with lots of absentees hahaha. And also learnt a little bit of hiphop from yini faith and keting lulul and laughed a lot too because typical dance practice with the dance clique. :) and there's a part of zumba that has a part of our syf dance! :) yup trained home with faith and hengjie and jolene and junqian :-)

Friday 8/11/13
had physics spa in the morning meaning im screwed. okay. in the late morning we went to malaysia with elysia. met her at woodlands bus interchange first and then we made our way there. we directly went to ksl city! and by the time we got there it was 1+ and i was freaking hungry and where did we have our lunch? one asea again! I ordered the same thing as i ordered on saturday because the homemade creamy chicken pasta was too damn good. and then we just walked around and around and around and wished that we had more money because the clothes there were so so so pretty and nice. but they just don't fit our weird body proportion oh well. afterwards we had penang laksa. the so yummy and spicy penang laksa. we easily found a table and ordered two bowls for ourselves. yum. i wanted more. they were so yummy sigh. only in ksl city ok. and we walked around somemore until 4.30 or something and then we headed back to jb central. didn't get my fave jco donuts. :( but we got roti boy :-) so nice as always. and we headed back to singapore with the smell of rotiboy in the bus making my mouth water. me joey jana and elysia alighted at marsiling where we had rotiboy for our pre-dinner and then we took the train to yishun to go to church. at yishun bus interchange we saw jinyang -awkward- we know that he's from church but we dont talk to him that kind of thing yah. and then the bus came. and yeah. wesley also took the same bus as us just that he took from khatib. and i slept so soundly in the bus probably because i was tired. yup and we awoke near sengkang there where we saw these two cute small boys talking to a lil baby. :) so cute i was smiling to myself while looking at them well that must be creepy. ok yah. and tonight church we had combined worship and lesson with the campus. wow i feel extremely young and small today LOL. yah we were split into 3 groups and we had lessons by 3 different people. my group had so little teens and i didnt really know the campus sop i was just an awkward turtle down there. time to make new friends. oh and did i mention that we were extremely ok not extremely quite early for church and yup we were making a fool out of ourselves in the presence of older people whoops and i waved to nathan and nick but only the younger one waved back pfft. okay anyways the lesson was about <prayer><what's done cannot be undone>and<making you smile> well it was interesting, the activities. like taking selfies hahaha and also cutting a banana and taping it back. yup and this weekend, we have two teens getting baptised. tonight is Marissa's baptism. and this sunday is joseph teo's baptism!!!! yay another cloud9ner getting baptised! :D yey!!! and my night ended like that watching the x factor and not being able to watch disclosed ep 15 bc mio tv sigh.

today sucked. full stop. idk what to do now because i seem to be always screwing things up, no matter what i do, how i do it or whatever. it's not easy to be me.