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25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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Updates
Thursday, 29 August 2013 || 9:35 pm

Okay hello everyone. :-) good news is that CT2 of 2013 ended yesterday, bad news is that today is ONLY Wednesday. And EOY is in 3 weeks time. Like what. Ct ends and we have less than a month to prepare for eoy. Ah. So much for wanting to really study for eoy but I guess with the estimated 10cm thick of homework everyday and teachers giving us daily supplementary, the best I can do is to focus in class and stop. Procrastinating. I'm the procrastinating queen, no joke. Wanted to write notes for ct, in the end only read notes that teacher gives. Sigh. And after eoy, there'll be motger tongue O's which is another thing I'm scared of because, it's chinese?!?!?!?! Gah. Goodluck to me.
And anyways how's life. For me it's only gonna be a few days of slack and back to try-to-be-a-hardcore-mugger life. Sigh. Have fun studying guys!!!!
(Sorry I wanted to blog this yesterday but I'm such a procrastinator)
Anyways we had dance today and we did fan!!!!!! Fan as in the chinese fan not the blowing fan LOL. And I balanced on a scorpion for what 3 seconds and and and I did 3 qianfans with the aid of laoshi on the parade square pebble ground! OMG I AM SO. Amazed at myself? Hahahaha. Anyways us being shameless, we took some pictures at the void deck near the main road after dance. :-) love the dance clique for making my thursday evenings perfect especially when going home. Hehehe. ♡ anyways some pictures we took! Hahahah oops my face looks distorted in the escelator pic. And I drew the overlays in the clique pic hehehe. Yay! ♥


Common test 2 week
Saturday, 24 August 2013 || 4:18 pm

Okay time flies so quickly its august already like the 8th month of 2013 ok not the point. and its time for common test 2. Yesterday's the first two papers which are my language papers. LANGUAGE ohmytian. Okay. So basically words cannot express how gah the papers were. English was a total facepalm and so was chinese. Didn't have time to like check chinese paper. Oh well what can I say. And today as well as the following days will be crazy crazy and crazy because its like emath ss history amath sciencechem sciencebio physics. But ok I am so so so glad today is friday. At least I can rest for a bit and continue hardcore mugging again. Soon.
Oh and I mentioned that the sec1s joined us for SC time last week right? And this weel they did duty hahaha it's been four days. And ok they are so cute because they are so early for duty already wearing tie waiting for their buddies hahahaha. Yesterday morming (or something) Peiqi told me that she read my blog and saw the photo I posted that I took with her and Hessa aww so cute my junior. Ok I love my council juniors (though I don't really really know them very very well yet) and yes the Joey from sec1 is the Joey from wrps 6v also a prefect. OOHLALA. So primary school pri4-6 '10 have prefects that are currently in cchy council that I know! Oh yay. As well as Dory's batch hahahah loy much?
And ok on Wednesday I was reading Shayne's blog. She's a very pretty and nicelooking kindlooking girl from WRSS (and she's also a dancer so yay dancers!) Ok and now I feel like I want to meet her in real life. Just like how I met Racquel in church last Sunday she's a xinmin dancer. Shayne if you are reading this, please come to our church soon I'd like to meet you. :) no I not likw those weirdos la just want to meet her as a friend-dancer kind of way and get to know her more. La. So. Yeah. Hahaha.
And yesterday we added some photos on our wall (when we were supposed to be mugging) (but whatever) yup. Tgif yo! Had a great dinner with the peeps just now (same peeps as last week) hahaha and i got hit by the ball at least 5 times while studying bio (yes i study ok) but (no not really) (ok wat)(and now cant upload pics urghhhhhhh) ok and me and theo and joey wrote impromptu notes (?) to the cousins lol ok cool people we are.

// ok this was supposed to be posted on friday but because bloggerdroid had some problems so I haveeeeee to postpone the post omg sorreh//


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Saturday, 17 August 2013 || 10:13 pm

TGIF. Lessons were such a drag. Didn't understand a single thing about acids and bases which will be tested for common test. And then there's amath. And bio test I hope I do fairly okay. Good news that there was no ss supp oh yeahhhhhhh! So went to subway for lunch with joeyer xueqi jj and joey and also eugina and kate joined our table too la. We were retardely holding a lot of things. A lot. And we headed back got changed while I wrote the last minute mini cards. And also passed Zandra her advanced birthday card after so long! Ok no it was a last minute card cos we only know that her birthday is tomorrow. And Kexin is actually 15 yo omg. Hahahahaa. Okay and went back to ava la. So at 3 we gathered at the stairs at the back of the ava and waited for all seniors to come and enter the ava room. To kill the half an hour waiting time, we camwhored hahaha. Yay tpok many many pictures of which most is unglam. And then Yini told me a particular thing which totally ruined my mood but I didn't want to let it ruin the day so. So earliest 3.45, seniors went into the ava room (finally) and we did what we're supposed to do and watched a video. A short one la. And there's this picture I forgot when it was taken but definitely in sec1 because why? I was wearing pe shirt LOL. Yah and the thingy that we filmed yesterday also came out but there was this awkward silence when we were all doing the heart shape but lol whatever haahaha. The sec1s they held hands and thanked seniors and then random eugene appeared doing the pingzhuan. Sec2s were like standing in a row wishing seniors goodluck for exam and one by one raise their thumbs up and said "ding" which is uber cute especially Hengjie who happened to be the first person hahahaha. Yeah and interviewed teachers. Afterwards was the cake for sec4s and take pictures then it was time to eat pizza aka free and easy aka more camwhores hahaha yay took a picture with my favourite girls yey.♥ and also playing with yini's fisheye when the rest got even more camwhore than ever omg what. yup that took around half an hour? Afterwarda we gathered and they gave out certs to seniors, teacher gabe them a badge and batch by batch we presented gifts to seniors la. First the sec2s made a really really long speech, thn we gave the letters and board to seniors, and lastly the sec1s gave a big card to seniors and lastly a speech by Ruili. After a lil more free and easy time, we gathered for debrief and seniors gave us gifts too. And then more camwhore seriously girls. Made fun of zheng teck and I took a photo with him yay and also with him and charlene and joyce. :-) we then took a group picture yay cchyid2013 :) there's one picture when the guys throw the balloons LOL and one covered Xueqi's face ahahahah hahahaha. then its the end. We slacked around for 15 minutes before heading to 198 to have dinner with the cousins plus my spiritual twin heh. We were the first to arrive followed by Nathan and it was really really awkward and scary hahaha. Then theo and nick came together like BFFs wait they already are LOL. There was a seat in the middle for Nick but he kept walking around like what..... and Nathan got pekcek and he said "nick can you not" before sitting in the middle hahahaha what. So in the end I was sitting opposite Joey, BFFs facing each other and the boss in the middle. Hahahah. Managed to catch up with them yay been a long long time and it was really really funny cos the "related" people had colour code (cousins wore red we wore dance tee) and we ate from the same stall (except theo) hahahah but we all ate noodles LOL. and then we were talking and laughed a lot heh. One convo went theo: why he alway never come nathan: he have basketball camp for one year theo: really ah hahahah she's like so gullible. Yup but yay a really great dinner with my bestfriends. Then afterwards the guys went to play soccer and typical theo went to play with them so we just sat one side laughing at them and until 7.30, we headed to church. Sermon was lesson2 part2 whole church was there feels like a sunday. keke fellowshipped awhile and headed to the second floor where we saw som sec2s LOL they were playing ball (what) hahaha and only the friendly ones like Clement and Ray said hi/bye to us. Sua like that la guise hahhah and Theo came down and we talked to her somemore.:-) and LOL got to see Duncan..... WITHOUT BRACES. Which reminds me of just now when I was walking towards him theo and gabriel and the guys were trying to guess who am I in the end, only Gabby got it right. Duncan how could you I have seen you grown up from harry potter specs to contacts, from no braces to braces and no braces again and you still cant differentiate us?! HAHAHAH ok whatever. But anyways a really really great awesome friday♥ and I'd like to wish Kelsey, Yini, Peh xinyi and Zanny happy birthday, their birthdays are on 14,15,16 and 17 Auguest respectively. Cool right hahaha. :)
Just a few pics to sum up yesterday's farewell.

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typical tuesday
Tuesday, 13 August 2013 || 10:18 pm

I never wanted to wake up this morning as it was raining so so heavily and it was so comfortable but. I slept for extra 15 minutes heh. Okay made it a point to go early for SC time but most of the sec2s and 3s were only on time so I was emoing one corner as we reached 15 minutes earlier. Plus I used Mr Tey's phrase "if you're early, you're on time. If you're on time, you're late" on them hahahaha. :P but anyways what's so different about today's SC time? THE SEC1S ARE HERE. FINALLY. FINALLY. FINALLY!!!! A few of them didn't come though. :/ and they were really really quiet (wow, just like us 2 years ago). Hahahah so we welcomed them and stuff introducing the EXCO and since we are nice people, we didn't make them one by one go up and tell us why they want to be an SC, but instead we play games. So guys treasure today cos we were never treated this nicely. So the sec1s were split into groups of 5, while the rest were split into their committees and another extra group. So what did me and Eugina do? We walked around joining the different committees playing different games  ahhah nah not really just observe them and talk to the older people (lol) and yeah. Nothing significant happened in class. Just that for bio supp, Ms Serena made the slides interesting by adding unglams of people hahaha.  Here's a picture of a sidescale taken on saturday evening! :) have a lovely week ahead while I try JUST surviving tomorrow.

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the long weekend
Sunday, 11 August 2013 || 9:04 pm

9/8/13
Woke up super early to send mum off to indonesia she'll only be there for a night but yah had mac for breakfast all those fats yay or nay and trained home like LOL what a weird timing taking train home like 9.30+? Nothing much actually. Watched harry potter and Jana went to search the harry potter in 90 seconds thingy and now she keeps reciting it omg. And there was  time where we skyped Mara, Chealin, Yean, Boramy (and Hour and Porm) cos they were together hahahaha. And then watched the national day parade on tv! There's this mini sebastian guy who is so so so cute I cannot. And there was a performance by Singapore athletes too which is one of my favourite segments there were synchronised swimmers, gymnasts, paddlers and the horses yay hehehehe. And while it wad the bmx segment I tried looking for Jordan but no. Saw uncle aik kee, read Jeremy's story oh so cute ok you guys should read it too ;) , and tried spotting Huiting. (Later learnt that HONGYI also participated in ndp the npcc segment but no i didnt see him). And sadly because of the cloudy weather, no red lions this year... And like the finale part I was telling Adriel where his lookalike was and all but he's like som blur king there what what what? LOL PUHLEASE. And this uear when the president went down nobody went squeezing around Dr Tony Tan hahahaha. Ok this is the main part. Reminiscing NDP2012 I totally miss what happened 365 days ago. It wasn't easy dancing with a giant cloth, although our performance didn't turn out to be as good as we expected, but I'm sure we all had fun under the sun for practices, taking pictures, having fun, running around and all. Well I sure did. Taking a picture with Joakim Gomez (omg I'm still spazzing) hahahaha. And when the president came down and everyone was crowding around him and did I mention I wanted to take picture with Mr Lee Kuan Yew too? But all those months of practice, never thinking that our costume would turn out to be like that and all I'm sure everyone misses the experience. The experience to be on the floating platform performing for the whole of Singapore, expressing our love to her. Sigh what a good time on stage on 9August 2012 nonetheless one year has passed too quickly I should say. It was all over on 9August. But the memories we created are inforgettable.
Watched matamata kinda a scary show afterwards. And skyped Mara (and a little with Chhairat) for more than 2 hours until 1am. I am so glad they still kept the polaroid that we gave them hahahaha it's almost two months.|

10/8/13
Spent my day. Like that la. Woke up at 1 oops what a pig. At home doing work listening to THE CAB and rewatching ndp because of mini sebastian I'm probably going crazy over cute guys but Joween control Joween control. Yup. :) and afterwards skyped Mara and Yean and LC for awhile cos they were together in church. Hehehehe yay♡ Then headed to the coffeeshop opposite harbourfront (omg Cambodians!!!!!!l) for dinner. And since we had time, me and Jiajuan took pictures doing sidescale and all at the empty carpark. OH YAY but a lot of fail ones cos couldn't balance and camera was slow oops. At harbourfont took another side scale one too hehehehe. But the sidescale pics that we took weren't really good cos didn't stretch before that...yah. had spring chicken for supper omg more fats I can't. And oh what a long day.

11/8/13
Woke up only to be slightly late for church oopssss but luckily have seats chopped for us. And ah today is the Astill brothers last service with us (and if you ask me, nope I still don't recall a single thing when we were really really young) oh well hahahaha. Testing my memory. Service was the Echoes of Jesus lesson 2. Afterwards went to M floor to settle some things and mean Clement is mean how are you my cousin man he purposely stod in front of me and pretend he couldn't see me and then Jeremy passed by and I was like "eh Jeremy I read your story!" And he asked how I read it and all and I said about the date and his reaction was so cute hahahaha oh Jeremy! Omg hahahaha ok. And yah went back down to fellowship for awhile hughing Venessa vvvvv tightly as always before heading to kfc at the end of the road with Joey Bantzu Dayna and Tricia. Saw Cheryl at the busstop and then came Clement and Ray and Justin and a few other youngteens whom I dont know (too young for me) and their mentors. Ad they continued teasing my height fine guys fine whateverrrrrrr. Yeah the lfc was literally filled with the youth hahahaha preteens youngteens and teens! Whoopwhopp! Afterwards we decided to be coolgirlswannabe so we went to one stony rocky place and took step pictures hahahah fake la. But yeah headed home at 3 with me having to sit beside Jiajuan in the bus why hahahaha but yeah. Fringed with Yean and Mara. :-) but I don't see Hour or Porm aahahahah. :P The long weekend ends today but why I was having fun with them looking forward to Friday all over again. After school I mean.

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pictures
Thursday, 8 August 2013 || 5:57 pm


dance.





hello
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ok hello guys it's the FIRST DAY really really long weekend and.... I'm bored. tried doing my homework and I only got emath done (because i dont know how to do the questions) and im transferring some stuff from my phone to the com but its lagging so here I am blogging away.  plus random pictures la horh.
remember the cute lil ones in sumatra? those cute lil kids aww :') always bullying us 
ok time flies flies really flies its 8th August 2013 now WenWei's birthday..........
and around 365 days ago was NDP2013 when I took a picture with JOAKIM GOMEZ ohgosh what. 
urgh ok this sucks i cant upload anymore photos I wanted to upload a picture taken last ndp and I feel like eating an icecream rn (what). 
OH WAIT I CAN YAY! hehehehehe. 
yah so many many many things happened last year and this year. well so many things have happened in the past 8 months. from youngteens to teens, sec2 to sec3, old friends to new friends, positions, camps and many more. wow it was definitely filled with ups and downs. Baptism, camps. retreats, teens, definitely the high parts. and so many things have changed too. friendships. I've got no idea why but I really don't like the current situation now. cant things go back to the past when we were all fine. 

dance moments. 
things getting more complicated than ever. haven't been doing really really well in school. common test and end of years will come in a blink of an eye, and of course chinese o levels. and well, hopefully can go overseas this december holidays with councillors or something? :) meanwhile I gotta work hard for the rest of the exams for this year. HWAITING!
p.s. i've been trying to stretch recently, practicing oversplits and sidescale and scorpion. don't really have a flexible back but I really needa brush up on my techniques and flexibility despite having quit ballet. AND GET RID OF THOSE FATS YO.




red and white day
Wednesday, 7 August 2013 || 8:12 pm

Woke up super super early today because contacts. Was afraid I'd have to try 12837382 times but amazingly they got in the first try woohoo! Left house slightly earlier cos cool like that la horh no jk but yeah met Chinyee in the train and her eyes wmare exceptionally big today which makes my eyes smaller than hers. Only today Chin yee only today. But anyways headed to the sports hall to get our new dance tee which was red and suitable for national day! :-) weee! The cutting was a bit big but managed to survive. :) afterwards I ran into class, put my bag on my table and ran out hoping no one saw how small my eyes are. Welps. jihe in the sports hall and we listened to music and practiced three times and took pictures hehehe. :) and then we went to the corridor and sat. School was literallly red and white. Red shirt or for those who dont have, white uniform. LOL. Me and Xueqi were there pedoing on the rainbow centre kids. Keep waving to this guy beside us but he doesnt respond to us I sad la. :( the China pupils came and joined us too. and the parade started at promptly 8.30. Well while Kelvin was giving the command, I wanted to shout "TOMATO" or something but because I'm a nice person, oh whatever. And I have no idea why but I didn't feel nervous. At all. Soon it was our time to dance weeeeyayyyyyyy. The music was a bit soft, there was a part I couldn't hear a single thing, but we managed to dance it through. OH the month of practice has totally paid off. Though there are parts that weren't neat or whatever, I'm sure we did our best and tried to hype up the atmosphere with our shouting because the music was soft and the parade square was.... dead. LOL not literally. Afterwards we got to join back our classes. But I went to do crowd control duty instead and YAY AIRCON WOOHOO. There was a human jam at the back of the MPH but we managed to get everyone settled down before the concert segment started. I should say CD did not bad, especially since they had to take out a lot of people. And the rest like acting and dikir barat. And during the choir singalong I was the only high one there singing along to one singapore BECAUSE MARCUS AND OTHER PEOPLE ARE JUST SO BORED. But yeah. :) the little girl was Hessa! She's so cute la ♡♡♡ hahaha and then we all had to stand up for a medley and guess what we tried pulling Xueqi to ahem but to no avail she's too heavy la. So yah we zihigh down there la. And at the end, Mr Ng, as expected, we did the chung cheng cheer LOL and WE SAID IT SO LOUDLY (as well as the pledge this morning led by a rainbow centre kid). Yah and we were dismissed so went to take more pictures with other dancers and Hessa and a girl (I don't know the name sorry I still love you) and yah yay! And hellooooo we're on the chinese newspaper becase of the article about the african students! Woah there. Afterwards me and Yongkai and Sheryl and Zuyuan and Eugina and Cindy met at linkway for meeting and that's when I took photo with Jann! :-) heh. Headed to northpoint Pastamania for lunch plus meeting and the whole time at the busstop plus in the bus I talked to Zandra and Kexin yay my lovely council juniors la♥ heh. Roxanne joined us too and we discussed. Halfway, Eecheng joined us and made us all go kisiao must be his craziness hahaha. And Eecheng treat me and Eugina Icecream which is super good man /licks lips/ (because boss) that's Eugina's excuse. :P hahaha and met Robbie and we talked for awhile before I joined back the meeting. Went home at 2.30. Had followup study at mentor's place and the Astill brothers were there ho. Nope still no memory.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY IN ADVANCE! ♥

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