"Smile when things get difficult" loo

I'm trying to.

I feel so paranoid nowadays. I don't know why but something has been bothering me for quite some time now.

23/9/12

Woke up early for church as I had spend time. Managed to get a cab minutes after we came down phew. We were early. :) and church was freezing cold. So anyways we had spend time lah. And main service today. Celine was like "Roy have iPhone 5 leh" then I'm like "it's his mother's!" And she's like "cheh! Cheat my feelings" LOL. Discussed about sleepover.  And me Theo and Joey were pedoing sec1 guys ahahahahahaha. WE ARE PEDOS 4 LYFE! :D LOL I told Nathan, pointing to Theo "she thinks you're cool" then she point to me and say "she also thinks you're cool" LOL. So yah our goal during YT retreat is to pedo sec one guys muahahahahah >:) and Allison is so cute like omgggggg her fringe is cute until cannot cute anymore okayy!

28/9/12

TGIF!!! Okay so its FINALLY Friday. And yeah chinese compo today. The email thingy was related to NDP awwwwwww. :') anyways I think it was so badly written. kblah. Ohhhh and Ms Siti and Ms Neo are like going to Big Bang's concert tonight?! Woah. So I finally realised about that disappointment of our students because of the FD-Big Bang thingy. Waited for 10 years for Ms Ang to come for supplementary. So our class was running here and there and everywhere. Until finally Ms Ang came. Went throigh our class test and PFFT CARELESS MISTAKES I FEEL LIKE BOXING MYSELF. Nincompoop.  homed and slacked and slacked and slacked weeehuuuuuuuuuuuu. I mean its chill out friday ain't it? And so prepared to go out for dinner. :) we packed macdonalds from admiralty and then trained to woodlands. New 161 and lucky us got seat. :) we were the earliest. Then Tricia. Then Dayna and Robbie. Robbie so cute! Hahaha she bought us Koi and the straws dropped on the way, she didn't know it until they reached. Hahaha! She backtracked but still couldn't find it. HAHA SO CUTE ROBBIE. Anyways thank you Robbie for treating us Koi. <3 love you so much. Then Janelle came and last was Theo. As always. Theo was so epic okay. She was in the bus and she saw Nicholas. But well, fail Theo is fail. She thought Nicholas was Ray! HAHAHA. Lucky she only said "hi" instead of "Hi Ray" omg hahahaha  had a very filling dinner and fun fellowship. :) walked to church together and the short 15 minute walk was filled with laughter. I love these girls so much, they make my day.♥ their happenings in a week and spend times with them are so awesome.♡  Hee. Beautiful moon~ we were early! :D and we told Nicholas the joke hahaha! Inner joke. :P when Ray come we also told him that hahaha! And for the rest of the time in church, we kept calling Nicholas Ray! :) okay but seriously I don't see how Nicholas and Ray look alike. I only thought Nicholas and Nathan look alike. Well, because they really do! Sec2 girls stood in a row :D had a short lesson and we learnt that Joseph travels all the way to JB and by the time he reaches he its 1am omg. Be grateful Joween, be grateful. Afterwards went to the rooftop for the mooncake festival celebration thingy. We had to guess riddles LOL. I'm sucha fail my chinese sucks and I can't guess the english riddles either. :P So we were running around guessing riddles eating mooncakes and scalding our tongues with the hot hot tea >< then we played catching too cos we were bored, running in circles hahahaha. Homed late

And being left out sucks so much you know.

30/9/12

Was at church early cos er have spend time. So yah fellowshipped with those who were early and spazzed about Arielle. Hehe. And then er waved to Nicholas bit he gave that weird face and Ray waved instead HAHA so cute. Had fun time today. Supposed to be at ECP but because we have exams, we had it near church. And plus Timothy and Spencer and 6 others were getting baptised and 1 restoration. So yeah. Played captain ball. Sec2 vs Sec1 + workers. Tiring man tiring. And as we ALL know, rough Theo is rough hahahaha! But in the end sec2s still won and aunty Serena praised us! ^^ Rested a while more before we headed back to church to witness baptism. Bullied Cedric HAHAHAHA. 8 baptisms and 1 restoration. Wow. Afterwards went to compass sakae for lunch YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA NICE FOOD COME TO MUMMEH. So full ok. Saw Nathan and Dayna too! ^^ headed home afterwards wow so sleepy in the 161. And it rained o.o friday hurry come pls?

5/10/12

Math today. Befor math exam Ms Ang came and gave us Kit Kat. <3 As expected, it was a killer. I didn't have time to complete the paper nor did I have the time to check it. I felt tears forming when teacher said we left 5 minutes as I had only started with the graph question and I had a couple of undone questions. There goes an A. I'm so sorry Ms Ang, I did try. And the A1 stationery......The paper was just too difficult. Phone died on me and I went to AMK to meet mum and Jana. At first planned to meet at Yishun so I waited at the escalator. Then I saw Andy. Again. Pfft he's such a nerd lah HAHAHA. Then I texted him LOL. And then he went to yishun mrt there and I called him LOL he was with two of his friends. Purposely missed a couple of trains as I had the time and I was enjoying the fan above haha. Saw Jack and a lot a lot of other people everywhere. Ate Ajisen at AMK hub. Not after I waited for mum and Jana for 1000 years and we went walk walk around bla bla bla. Then we went to yishun northpoint as er's supp ended 1000 years later than expected. And when I was on the phone with er juan acted autistic uh sure. Saw Carol and Marcus. And we ate at Breeks Cafe. 8) we saw Sheryl and Theresia and we chatted with them about math exam and dnt exam. Had a good laugh with them hahaha xD at breeks we saw Adam and Christian LOL. Then Felicia zzzz as expected. Had a filling double lunch man! I've got an uber huge tummy now. The  we walked around. Saw Alysia at the underpass and she DOES look like a sunflower in her uniform. LOL. And homed. Rested for awhile and prepared for church. Left house later than planned and saw Karnan o.o we took the first of two consecutive 2 161 zz so we did not have seats. Saw Sean in the bus. WAH saw a lot of people today.  i'm just this awesome. Did retarded stuffs in the bus otw haha. So. Theo, Titus, Janelle and Elysia were already at 198 and we were the latest. Oops sorry. And we sat at the same two tables for the third consecutive Friday weeweet. Didn't eat much as we had double lunch. So anyways. Just chatted yah. And Janelle and Elysia are going to teens camp IN MALAYSIA ok how cool is this. Went crazy while otw to church. :) and when outside church, Janelle learnt that it was 7.22, she ran all the way. Well I guess she has follow-up study. We were early. :) saw Jason (Joseph's brother) and Joseph -not Joseph Ten- lol confusing right. I didn't know that Jason is P6 already! So I went to talk to them and Theo shouted "PEDO ALERT" xD and IDK what Davis and Elysia did but Theo said in a British accent "I saw what you fid there, Elysia. Tian Yi is so gonna be jealous." OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA. Laughed SO MUCH. And said hi to random people and asked them what my name was. ;) LOL. And learnt of two boys' name Jacky and Cody. Omg Theo and my awesomeness combined together we made new friends yey. And right before lesson started Nicholas was like "you're Joween" amd the reason was because I was the first one he added between me and er LOL. Smarr, smart. HIS EYES SO SMALL SO CUTE. And when er asked Nathan if he preferred being youngest or middle and he replied "anything". ._. Okay.................... then uncle Richard asked Joseph how he was feeling and Theo said "I'm feeling skinny" WELL HE REALLY IS. LOL OK. My turn to pray and I think I prayed too fast oops. Games was human tictactoe! Remembered the times when Duncan hugged the floor HAHAHA. Ok so I was number 8 and so was Ray and the game was so dang funny especially Nathan LOL. And the last game when Ray stole my seat grrr. I'M SO GONNA TAKE REVENGE, RAY. And hey  don't you think Dayna looks like Ray? *Winkwink* and Theo and Joseph are like so cute *winkwinkwink* after service Robbie made announcement about Sec2 BBQ YAY! :) another event to look forward to! <3 hated this morning but loved tonight. ♥

Conclusion: i don't know. Church friends are the bestest friends you can ever have ♡

Apologies for all those freaking typos cos my fingers are fat and I'm too lazy to back track and delete yah. Plus using this blogger droid is frigging annoying so yah.