Happy holidays! Basically, slacked for the whole morning. :) because the most exciting part started at 2 plus. First we went to get some sprite for our grass jelly drink. Joey trained to yishun for spend time while dad drove me to Robbie's place. I was carrying like 5kg of stuff?! 4 packets Chin chow, two huge icecubes, sugar water, 10+ limes and a 1.5litre bottle of sprite. Theo and Kyla were already there, drenched, making the water balloons. So I helped too. And well, obviously got myself drenched even before the whole bbq started! :) had fun just by preparing the water balloons! Taking pictures, trying to carry the big water balloons, which, by the way, is VERY HEAVY. Also bursting balloons on one another's head, throwing the balloons but it just NEVER BURSTS! Then we sunned ourselves at the front of her house and took a few more pictures. We saw black clouds, but luckily for us, it didn't rain. At around 4.30 or something, Robbie and Kyla went to khatib mrt station to fetch the rest while me and Theo stayed and started on our grass jelly. ;) hehehe. Okay so basically, we did all the stuff that we needed to do. And afterwards when Theo got so fed up cutting the chin chow, she started using her hands to squeeze it. LOL. And also we stole some and ate it. ;) we are such failures at squeezing lime and in the end, we ourselves smell of lime. After I added the whole bottle of sprite in, Theo tried it and she said "it tastes of sprite" LOLOL. So tada it was done! Perry, Dayna, Cheryl, Celine all came on their own and wow the food sure smelled nice. Soon after, the rest came. Gabby was forever alone HAHAHA sad! We started with a shorr devo.
Where does my conviction to study the bible some from?
What is the giant in me?
Building each other up.
Then it was GAMES TIME! Each of us carried the water balloon to an empty space. We had to make several trips though. Chasing the guys and bombing Cedric, ahahaha! xD we thought we had more than enough balloons. We thought. But in the end, we could only have one game. Girls won! So the guys had to serve us dinner. But in the end they DID NOT >:( Wanted to change out of our wet clothes first but in th end we ate first. NICE FOOD OMG. There was our grass jelly, Theo's brownies, gado gado, beehoon, pasta and SO MUCH MORE. Then we watched running man and also played games. Kyla was supposed to have forfeit but in the end because her birthday was just over, she was excused. We sang a birthday song for her and Tianyi, whose birthday is after Kyla's and also altogether. There was cake too, with A LOT of cream. And guess what it turned out to be? Cake fight! We were all smearing cake onto each other's face! And other body parts too! Didn't get to revenge on Cedric  but I'll make sure I have my revenge on him. Then they also used ICE CREAM and VEGETABLE TOO! Omg hahaha! We also sprayed water, mostly on Gabby, because the other two pillars, Alwin and Duncan are not here. Sad life Gabby. And Theo kept aiming Gabby omg xD they also slid on the super wet floor omg. So much fun today! ^^ tonight was definitely a bonding session for the sec2s. <3 bussed to khatib with Dayna Janelle Elysia Davis Russell Tianyi and Caleb. And when the bus started to move, we were all like "WOAH!" So loudly x) haha! Same train as Dayna Davis and Russell. MY CLOTHES STINK SO MUCH BUT WHO CARES I HAD FUN.
WE SHOULD HAVE MORE BBQ LIKE SERIOUSLY.
Love these awesome peeps! Xx

25/10/12
Last day of school today... still, quite a number of people didn't wear tie for the last time this year. /Shakes head/ during the first period, the sec2s and sec3 express put our bags into our classrooms and headed to the parade square again after morning assembly. Omg, 2H was the ONLY CLASS which wore full pe attire oops :x. Because, we were gonna form human letters! :D the sec3s and teachers did 中正人 while the sec2s did CCHY! :D we took quite some time to form the words, but in the end, we still did it. :) pictures and videos were taken and I thought that this idea is totally cool? Haha! Afterwards for the last picture, all of us gathered around and a final picture was taken. Okay it's so cool and uniquely CCHY! :) <3 I mean like 中正人 and CCHY. :') but why? You may ask. Because Mr Ong is retiring. Sad, I know. Afterwards was free period for us and we got this term's school newsletter! Jessica wrote an article about #ndp2012 but why ain't there an article about guangzhou camp? :( there wasn't much to do for recess duty today because the sports hall was surprisingly empty today. Headed to the lt afterwards supposedly for police talk. But me Jiahui and Joey left before the talk even started for rehearsal for Mr Ong's farewell during assembly. Sigh. Had two rehearsals. Sat on the chairs and chui AC, ran around to find certain people, sweat backstage and outside the mph xD talked about streaming too sigh sigh. I said to Kai Kiat "go away I don't want to see your face next year" cos he's so pro and then he said "i also don't want right" LOLOLOL. It was a looooooooong two and a half hours before the whole event started. And seriously har the sec1 monitors, see us jiu clap clap clap. My part was a short one heh. Anyways, I felt that today was the first time we prepared something so grandly for a school occasion, and have teacher emcees. I mean yeah our PRINCIPAL is retiring... first was the entrance of Mr Ong, on red carpet! The whole school rose to welcome him. There was lion dance and other stuffs too. Then, the sec1s recited a poem and gave a token to Mr Ong and the sec2s just gave the token to Mr Ong. The sec3s had a short performance. First was a couple dance "can I have this dance" aww hsm! It's been so long since I heard this song! Zhi Sheng dance until so awkward one and he didn't smile, poker face only!xD and he said he volunteered to dance seyh! That's called a model SC, being initiative! next was hip hop, very catchy, and they did a cheer before I handed the token to Brandon for him to pass to Mr Ong. Joined at the back of our class afterwards. Then the sec4s gave the token. Afterwards, a video, made by the teachers was played, and the psg presented their token in CHEEM CHINESE. SCs also made a speech by Emily and Brandon for Mr Ong. Then was the speech by Mr Yap. He cried halfway through, and there was one part when he paused for so long, that we all clapped for him to encourage him. Afterwards was a speech by Mr Ong himself. 相信行就行,不行也行。相信不行就不行,行也不行.中正人. well lan, chung cheng. some of the few things he said. :') and when he said "well lan" we all clapped, I'm sure we'll miss this part of him. The upper sec had a standing ovation after his speech. Then, we sang the school song. It was the first time this year, that the school song was sang so loudly, with each and every one of us singing it with a sense of pride of being a chungcheng-nian. :') the saddest part for me, was when Mr Yap and Mrs Chong escorted Mr Ong out of the mph. Everyone clapped ever so loudly and I'm sure we all felt sadness. We had a short streaming briefing afterwards. :O sigh, so indecisive! Had a farewell class party for Ms Siti afterwards. Almost everyone was wearing class tee, and I started the trend of having collar tee (uniform and tee outside) ;) the pizza only came at 3. So to kill time, we took pictures! :) I only took with a few people though. And okay seriously, the height difference between me and Aloysius is super a lot! But between me and Dennis is better lah. And for once, in the picture I am taller than Jackson! :D then we watched a short video "inspired by the truman show" called the tru-siti show xD ! Hahaha it was soooooo funny! Especially our part and the guys part and Min Ray's epic pictures! Goodness was laughing so dang much! The pizza finally came and we ate them in like less than 20 minutes and munched on the snacks too! ^^ and I felt the class bond that we had together. Again. Time flies and soon it was 4. The dancers then went for cca. Outside staff room there we saw Ms Ang and we took a picture with her. :) dance. Did a qianfan only once. Liting and fengting came. Had hardcore pt! Saw Maybel in the bus. Tonight, almost all the chungcheng-nians tried to trend #中正人 . The chungcheng spirit was definitely instilled in all of us. It was so heartwarming to see all of us being united. And was touched when some CCHMS people also helped to trend! :') although we couldn't trend it, but it was all chungcheng-nians coming together, portraying our chung cheng spirit. :')
School will be so much different with Mr Ong's retirement. Although I've only be in CCHY for 2years, but from hearing the SCs and Mr Yap's speech, he has really contributed and sacrificed a lot for CCHY. I'll definitely miss his mispronounced "well done", his speeches to encourage us. Being the father of our school wasn't an easy role. But he did it for six years. Mr Ong was surely a true 中正人, and he will be missed by all of us.
2H'12 all those crazy times we had together will definitely be missed. There's so much to say, but it can't be expressed in words. Thanks so much for the wonderful memories. 2H DON'T STOP, CAN'T STOP, UNTIL WE REACH THE TOP! ♥

pray for the best for next year.

Last day of school for the week. Got back our class photos and of course took some pics yay. But.
Why am I the only one who is feeling this way? Why are others so oblivious to my feelings? Even those whom I regarded as my best friends. Stupid. This feeling sucks you know. No one knows. Make plans go out and leave me here. How nice of you. Not good enough,not crazy enough, not being able to fit in. This. I dread going to school everyday, knowing that everybody will be talking amongst themselves. And me? No one. Damn I hate this feeling. I try to fit in but I just can't. What is wrong with you. Only come to me when she's with another person. Like duh I am your second one and you're the first person in mind. I'm sorry I just can't. I wish there was church everyday. I wouldn't feel lonely then. I wouldn't feel left out. I could talk to my friends without feeling uncomfortable. But here no one cares. I go there only to be ignored. Everyone hates me this much huh. I know it. Not to name names but seriously. Why do you have to be so cold towards me? And when you're with others you don't even bother about me anymore. I'm invisible, huh.

Monday blues! Woke up feeling like going back to sleep again. But today is different, there's post exam activities for us! It drizzled a little before school so we assembled in class. We only had a while for english but teacher still went through english paper anyways. :/ that made us the latest class to gather at the sports hall. And that was when Mr Neo was shouting some stuff some instruction I guess. And there was this short period of free time and me and Charlotte were there talking about the camp LOL! 2 weeks after school ends and it will be camp! Xueqi kept on saying that we talk about camp for very long already but we didn't care about her. :P until finally, FINALLY, we were on our way to the mph for dodgeball with 2F! For the first two hours or so, we were trained on how to dodge the ball, be in the position, tactics, how to throw the ball etc etc. Our coach were in blue while 2F's is in red LOL sorry I didn't get their names. So we were practicing and practicing and practicing and have short water breaks in between. At around 11, we had a mini competition between the two classes. Whichever group which was not playing would be sitting by the sidelines, helping to catch the stray balls and and cheering for one another. :') finally, I was able to see our class spirit, the 2H spirit! Our group was a little let down when we lost the first set, but after much perseverance and cheers from our dear classmates, we won the second and last set! Yay! We did 3 cheers and so did 2F. The last match was the most intense one, because it was the strongest group from our class vs the strongest group from 2F. In the end, 2F won. But this did not stop us from cheering all the way. We know that we have done our best. Our class was so bonded, I finally saw the bond. Although we may have cliques and all, but there's still this 2H spirit that is instilled in us. After the debrief, we did 3 cheers for our coaches, and 2F did 3 cheers for us. :') the post exam activity which allowed us to show our class spirit. This is better than rock climbing and ice skating. Dodgeball allowed us to learn new things and encourage one another. It was a new experience for many of us. We saw each other's true colours. This activity did bring us closer together, after all, 2H DON'T STOP, CAN'T STOP, UNTIL WE REACH THE TOP! ♥

Woke up super early for church but in the end dad drove us to church so we slacked for an hour or so. Went to church early for first Bible study on the Word. :) Dayna and Marissa had Bible study too. And cedar's principal is transferring school to be the principal of SOTA! :O well for us, Mr Ong is retiring. We had our own lessons today. And I had to awkwardly sit beside Clement today. ._. Then Donovan asked me "are you from chung cheng?" And I'm like "no, cheng chung" I mean, well duh. LOL. Games was the bouncing pencil thingy LOL. And there we were like cheering for the people we knew. Celine couldn't get the pencil into the cup and 10 seconds after the game started, she was like "this is so demoralising" LOL. Kept laughing too. :) and during the 2 minute toilet break I said "Nicholas, you very cute" then he look away  and I said "that is a compliment, say thank you" and he said "thank you" LOLOL xD then beside Nicholas was Nathan and I said to Nathan "Nathan, you very cool" then he was like "huh?" Then I was like "that's a compliment, say thank you" then he was like "huh?" Then Nichols repeated what I said to him and he turned around and said "thank you" HAHAHAHA NATHAN xD then lastly I said to Ray "Ray, you look like Dayna" and he gave that blur look. And then I'm like "that's a compliment say thank you" then i dont know what exactly happened but Nicholas and Nathan started laughing and Ray started blushing LOLOL. After service, I told Nicholas, "Nicholas, you look like Nathan leh" then Nathan is like "of course, we are cousins" and I'm like "that's a compliment say thank you" and Nathan is like "that's a fact" #owned HAHAHA. But seriously I have never seen two cousins looking SO ALIKE! Celebrated the october babies' birthday! Duncan, Theo and Kyla were wearing stripes hahaha! After service Nathan said to Nicholas "I am your sister" cos Nicholas said "what kind of cousin are you" LOL OMG SO CUTE SIA THEM xD /pedo mode on/ had lunch with Dayna afterwards :) saw Tricia too! Bussed home with Dayna. :) hot day is hot ugh. Spammed the whatsapp group and welcomed Nicole. She and Tricia spammed about WGM and I don't even know what that is about? LOL. And last week Duncan spammed with numbers, today he spammed with alphabets. Duncan ah Duncan...

"Smile when things get difficult" loo

I'm trying to.

I feel so paranoid nowadays. I don't know why but something has been bothering me for quite some time now.

23/9/12

Woke up early for church as I had spend time. Managed to get a cab minutes after we came down phew. We were early. :) and church was freezing cold. So anyways we had spend time lah. And main service today. Celine was like "Roy have iPhone 5 leh" then I'm like "it's his mother's!" And she's like "cheh! Cheat my feelings" LOL. Discussed about sleepover.  And me Theo and Joey were pedoing sec1 guys ahahahahahaha. WE ARE PEDOS 4 LYFE! :D LOL I told Nathan, pointing to Theo "she thinks you're cool" then she point to me and say "she also thinks you're cool" LOL. So yah our goal during YT retreat is to pedo sec one guys muahahahahah >:) and Allison is so cute like omgggggg her fringe is cute until cannot cute anymore okayy!

28/9/12

TGIF!!! Okay so its FINALLY Friday. And yeah chinese compo today. The email thingy was related to NDP awwwwwww. :') anyways I think it was so badly written. kblah. Ohhhh and Ms Siti and Ms Neo are like going to Big Bang's concert tonight?! Woah. So I finally realised about that disappointment of our students because of the FD-Big Bang thingy. Waited for 10 years for Ms Ang to come for supplementary. So our class was running here and there and everywhere. Until finally Ms Ang came. Went throigh our class test and PFFT CARELESS MISTAKES I FEEL LIKE BOXING MYSELF. Nincompoop.  homed and slacked and slacked and slacked weeehuuuuuuuuuuuu. I mean its chill out friday ain't it? And so prepared to go out for dinner. :) we packed macdonalds from admiralty and then trained to woodlands. New 161 and lucky us got seat. :) we were the earliest. Then Tricia. Then Dayna and Robbie. Robbie so cute! Hahaha she bought us Koi and the straws dropped on the way, she didn't know it until they reached. Hahaha! She backtracked but still couldn't find it. HAHA SO CUTE ROBBIE. Anyways thank you Robbie for treating us Koi. <3 love you so much. Then Janelle came and last was Theo. As always. Theo was so epic okay. She was in the bus and she saw Nicholas. But well, fail Theo is fail. She thought Nicholas was Ray! HAHAHA. Lucky she only said "hi" instead of "Hi Ray" omg hahahaha  had a very filling dinner and fun fellowship. :) walked to church together and the short 15 minute walk was filled with laughter. I love these girls so much, they make my day.♥ their happenings in a week and spend times with them are so awesome.♡  Hee. Beautiful moon~ we were early! :D and we told Nicholas the joke hahaha! Inner joke. :P when Ray come we also told him that hahaha! And for the rest of the time in church, we kept calling Nicholas Ray! :) okay but seriously I don't see how Nicholas and Ray look alike. I only thought Nicholas and Nathan look alike. Well, because they really do! Sec2 girls stood in a row :D had a short lesson and we learnt that Joseph travels all the way to JB and by the time he reaches he its 1am omg. Be grateful Joween, be grateful. Afterwards went to the rooftop for the mooncake festival celebration thingy. We had to guess riddles LOL. I'm sucha fail my chinese sucks and I can't guess the english riddles either. :P So we were running around guessing riddles eating mooncakes and scalding our tongues with the hot hot tea >< then we played catching too cos we were bored, running in circles hahahaha. Homed late

And being left out sucks so much you know.

30/9/12

Was at church early cos er have spend time. So yah fellowshipped with those who were early and spazzed about Arielle. Hehe. And then er waved to Nicholas bit he gave that weird face and Ray waved instead HAHA so cute. Had fun time today. Supposed to be at ECP but because we have exams, we had it near church. And plus Timothy and Spencer and 6 others were getting baptised and 1 restoration. So yeah. Played captain ball. Sec2 vs Sec1 + workers. Tiring man tiring. And as we ALL know, rough Theo is rough hahahaha! But in the end sec2s still won and aunty Serena praised us! ^^ Rested a while more before we headed back to church to witness baptism. Bullied Cedric HAHAHAHA. 8 baptisms and 1 restoration. Wow. Afterwards went to compass sakae for lunch YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA NICE FOOD COME TO MUMMEH. So full ok. Saw Nathan and Dayna too! ^^ headed home afterwards wow so sleepy in the 161. And it rained o.o friday hurry come pls?

5/10/12

Math today. Befor math exam Ms Ang came and gave us Kit Kat. <3 As expected, it was a killer. I didn't have time to complete the paper nor did I have the time to check it. I felt tears forming when teacher said we left 5 minutes as I had only started with the graph question and I had a couple of undone questions. There goes an A. I'm so sorry Ms Ang, I did try. And the A1 stationery......The paper was just too difficult. Phone died on me and I went to AMK to meet mum and Jana. At first planned to meet at Yishun so I waited at the escalator. Then I saw Andy. Again. Pfft he's such a nerd lah HAHAHA. Then I texted him LOL. And then he went to yishun mrt there and I called him LOL he was with two of his friends. Purposely missed a couple of trains as I had the time and I was enjoying the fan above haha. Saw Jack and a lot a lot of other people everywhere. Ate Ajisen at AMK hub. Not after I waited for mum and Jana for 1000 years and we went walk walk around bla bla bla. Then we went to yishun northpoint as er's supp ended 1000 years later than expected. And when I was on the phone with er juan acted autistic uh sure. Saw Carol and Marcus. And we ate at Breeks Cafe. 8) we saw Sheryl and Theresia and we chatted with them about math exam and dnt exam. Had a good laugh with them hahaha xD at breeks we saw Adam and Christian LOL. Then Felicia zzzz as expected. Had a filling double lunch man! I've got an uber huge tummy now. The  we walked around. Saw Alysia at the underpass and she DOES look like a sunflower in her uniform. LOL. And homed. Rested for awhile and prepared for church. Left house later than planned and saw Karnan o.o we took the first of two consecutive 2 161 zz so we did not have seats. Saw Sean in the bus. WAH saw a lot of people today.  i'm just this awesome. Did retarded stuffs in the bus otw haha. So. Theo, Titus, Janelle and Elysia were already at 198 and we were the latest. Oops sorry. And we sat at the same two tables for the third consecutive Friday weeweet. Didn't eat much as we had double lunch. So anyways. Just chatted yah. And Janelle and Elysia are going to teens camp IN MALAYSIA ok how cool is this. Went crazy while otw to church. :) and when outside church, Janelle learnt that it was 7.22, she ran all the way. Well I guess she has follow-up study. We were early. :) saw Jason (Joseph's brother) and Joseph -not Joseph Ten- lol confusing right. I didn't know that Jason is P6 already! So I went to talk to them and Theo shouted "PEDO ALERT" xD and IDK what Davis and Elysia did but Theo said in a British accent "I saw what you fid there, Elysia. Tian Yi is so gonna be jealous." OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA. Laughed SO MUCH. And said hi to random people and asked them what my name was. ;) LOL. And learnt of two boys' name Jacky and Cody. Omg Theo and my awesomeness combined together we made new friends yey. And right before lesson started Nicholas was like "you're Joween" amd the reason was because I was the first one he added between me and er LOL. Smarr, smart. HIS EYES SO SMALL SO CUTE. And when er asked Nathan if he preferred being youngest or middle and he replied "anything". ._. Okay.................... then uncle Richard asked Joseph how he was feeling and Theo said "I'm feeling skinny" WELL HE REALLY IS. LOL OK. My turn to pray and I think I prayed too fast oops. Games was human tictactoe! Remembered the times when Duncan hugged the floor HAHAHA. Ok so I was number 8 and so was Ray and the game was so dang funny especially Nathan LOL. And the last game when Ray stole my seat grrr. I'M SO GONNA TAKE REVENGE, RAY. And hey  don't you think Dayna looks like Ray? *Winkwink* and Theo and Joseph are like so cute *winkwinkwink* after service Robbie made announcement about Sec2 BBQ YAY! :) another event to look forward to! <3 hated this morning but loved tonight. ♥

Conclusion: i don't know. Church friends are the bestest friends you can ever have ♡

Apologies for all those freaking typos cos my fingers are fat and I'm too lazy to back track and delete yah. Plus using this blogger droid is frigging annoying so yah.