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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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two fridays :)
Friday, 21 September 2012 || 10:56 pm

14/9/12

TGIF! Yay survived the first week of term 4! And who would have known today would be so fun! :) hehe. No USSW today! Hallelujah! Then sec1 and 2 have a very short contact time with Mr Yap. Well... Mr Ong is retiring at the end of the year. And Royii randomly said hi to me? /suspicious/ but anyways, yang laoshi didn't come so the whole period was "free period." Only left 5 minutes then wulaoshi came. Hahaha. PE we played soccer again. LOL kick until under vehicles. SO FUN EH! Geography Ms Siti didn't come. So it was free period again weeeeeeooooo~ before geography me and Xueqi went to toilet then Jian Pin was super funny can! It was their math class. Then when their math ended we were passing by 2G and Ms Woo turned back to look at us, we were laughing at Jian Pin! X) math we had impromptu class "quiz" le sigh. And I swear Ms Ang is the cutest math teacher ever she gave us a pen each and a sticker which wrote "A1 Pen   Ms Fyn Ang" LOLOL x) walked to mrt station with peh xin yi. Rushed home and pack clothes and all. And left for school. Again. SC duty @ nyp for like some award giving ceremony. Our duty was only after the whole thing cos it's dinner reception. We managed to chiong to the bus before Melvin could, so we took the last row! Woohoo! When Melvin said "I always sit at the last row one" Lyana said "-something- you get struck by lightning first lah!" HAHAHAHA! Arrangement was : Joey, Jiahui, Eugina, Cindy and me. Cindy eat her bread like super unglam and funny only. There was a crumb on Eugina's phone screen and all over her shirt and skirt. She also said she have never sit so WOMANLY before ahahah x] But anyways many epic things happened in the bus. :) when we all reached there we got instructions and basically, the whole time Ms Serena was trying to quieten us down while Brandon, Melvin, Wilson and Zhi Sheng kept fooling around. Went to the school foodcourt and Ms Serena treat us bubble tea oh yay 8) plus we looked at the SC family photo :) and then we headed to our duty area. And we just kept talking about guangzhou peeps hahaha xD before everyone came out we helped out with pouring the water. Then Cindy spilled the water ahahaha! And she and Kate took a whole stack of napkins to clean the mess up. And I wonder how Zhi Sheng passed hair and attire check, his fingernails are so long! So yeah reception was like that lorh. A lot a lot of schools...... and me Joey and Cindy were in charge of the same table. And my job is to serve the muffins. At around 5.45 we were finally able to eatttttt! Leftovers. :P just like during school anniversary! We got the last of the last few satays and chicken wings and fried wanton and fishball and chocolate muffins and creampuffs! :) sad for Zhi Sheng, there's no siew mai. Hahaha! Well, typical Singaporeans we are, we even packed food! Until finally everyone left and we could change back to our comfy school shoes and skirt! Luckily my feet did not hurt as much as during school anniversary! And the skirt was SO TIGHT! Whew. And we all walked to YCK mrt station with Ms Serena leading us. ;) SENIORS WERE SO EPIC MAN! At the count of three, we all called Ms Serena "MUMMY!" And "MUMMY, 我要牛奶!" Plus Lyana said "I want natural milk not formula milk" LOL sia! Plus the way Zhi Sheng held his blazer LMAO. Good time laughing all the way! ^^ afterwards we went to church. Caught an empty 965 and we took the same bus as Reynard. Basically, we were early, carrying two bags each. Had dinner at third floor as mum was there for the AVA stuffs. And after eating we went up to M floor. Fellowshipped with Janelle and Theo and we spazzed about Allison. She'e so cute when she hiccups! And Theo, by nature, kept pedoing sec1 guys, saying hi to everyone. Plus she kept poking Jason ahahahaha. Then it's like Jeremy wanted to sit in front of me then he went somewhere else and I'm like "eh no Jeremy sit here!" And Nicholas said something like pedo hahahaha yes I am one  Elysia didn't come today though. :( but still had a fun time in church today   love my church friends more than any other people in the world. Celine, get well soon from your chickenpox yeah? :) we miss you so so much. And wow how fast time flies, it's 5 days since Janelle was baptised! And my mentor want me to do a task before proceeding to the Word study. Enjoyable day. And yay mission to survive this week, accomplished! 


21/9/12

TGIF! Thank God it's friday man! 2nd week of term 4 survived! So we left house slightly later than usual today but managed to make it to school on time. Phew. Saw a couple of primary school mates in public transports.... Well well and this time pe..... soccer again...... DENNIS AGAIN! Last time he kicked the ball and it hit my lap. Then he kicked and it hit my hand. Today, HE KICKED AND IT HIT MY FACE. Omg I think I lost my mind man. Well quite a few injuries today. I think I had a concussion hahhahahahha, Charlotte sprained her ankle and Aloysius fell down and scraped his knee. And amazingly, I can throw a soccer ball into a basketball hoop WHOOP! :D math was the usually teacher-student-different-answer kind of things again hahaha. And it took a loooooooooooooooong time to settle it. Got the CCHMS 2011 EOY paper today omg must be super chim. But nevermind, I know of people who know how to do it. I think. LOL. Walked to mrt with Peh Xin Yi. :) and the whole time at home I was either 1) eating 2) reading "we'll always have summer" or 3) tweeting :P that's my friday life. Finished reading the book already yay. Left house at 5.15 to go for dinner with Theo, Tricia, Elysia, Robbie and Kyla. I thought we were gonna be late. But who knew, we were early! Kyla was earliest. Then we "coincidentally" met Janelle. So we fellowshipped while waiting for the rest to arrive. Janele actually had spend time with Sarah but Sarah couldn't make it on time. And we saw Shaun (spellingggggg?), who by the way is Sarah's brother, Ryan and Sherwin at 198. And yeah Sarah's bro came over and talked to us a little. He's nice. :) sadly the few will be moving on to campus next year when we enter teens. Theo Robbie and Tricia were LATE. Very late. LOL. Had a great time dinner-ing with them. And at spc too when buying joey's food. And at the church itself! Hahaha. We were in the lift with Caleb and his sister. When his sister got off at third floor, Theo was like "pedo mode on. Hi Caleb" Hahahahahaha! Pedophilia in action again. And we just said hi to any guy we knew lolol. Games was epicness LOL ping pong ball. And yay! Young teens retreat is on 11-13 november! But Janelle cant make it as she has leadership camp. :( why Janelle why... :(

FUN FUN FRIDAY. Except for the headache I had urgh.


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Janelle's baptism.♥
Sunday, 9 September 2012 || 5:26 pm

HAPPY BAPTISM JANELLE! LOL Juan told me that sge was in the sanlift as Duncan and that she overheard an 11yo girl point to Duncan and ask her mother "is that Justin Bieber?" HAHAHAHAHA!!! Went to church at 9 for spend time. Had our own lessons while Janelle went to main service and Elysia accompanied her. Epic games time hahaha xD charades. Then we went to outside the main hall to watch baptism. And mum told us that dad said we couldn't take pointe. Well yeah there goes my passion for dance. Everybody else can learn pointe EXCEPT US. US. Texted Alysia and she said its a waste and she sounded angry and sad at the same time. :'( WHY. Ugh. If we were to learn next time and this time the feeling would be COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. Now we'll be learning with same grades. And next time would be embarrassing as the people are lower grade ugh wth. Teared. Anyways Vanessa, Violet and Janelle's baptism today. #inspired once again. June was Robbie and now is Janelle. Sigh sigh. So yeah no pointe class so we go spend time lorh. Actually to celebrate Janelle's baptism. Waited like outside church for everybody to assemble. But last minute aunty Ling Lingot joining us cos it will be awkward. And she added "one day, it will be your turn." Pointed to all of us. We went with Janelle (duh), Elysia, Dayna, Tricia, Robbie, Kyla, Theo and Nicole. 10 in total haha huge crowd! We also saw Jeremy, Nicholas, Jared and a few sec one girls. Then when I was lining up to buy my food I waved at the guys haha xD they saw me but they ignored me #okaycan LOL i must admit I think I'm a pedo haha. Elysia thinks so too! But yeah anyways great time fellowshipping with the girls. :) it's been a really long time since we last had lunch together. And it's the first time we have lunch as a whole big group! So afterwards, we went to swensens for dessert! Everyone paid except Janelle haha! Cos well she's the "birthday" girl. Had giant earthquake yay! Super great time man! Soon after Nicole and Dayna had to go. Then we continued chatting for awhile and headed out. Then Robbie and Kyla went off first and Janelle called Davis. And Theo taught us a tagalog word which means gay horse when translated haha! Headed to the library for awhile and chatted a little bit more before we went home. Sigh sigh. Didn't even think about school the whole time I was with the girls xx. Love them to the max! ♡ looking forward to Friday already!


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dance day camp<3
Saturday, 8 September 2012 || 1:31 pm

Short post-

DANCE DAY CAMP! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUILI! Hehe, early morning check twitter and found out it's Rui Li's 15th today. So me and er made a card. It's naise hehe. And well we left home later than expected and the bus also took 10 years to come and the train was super crowded and we thought we would be late. But phew! Saw Joey and Soon Xuan at khatib, they took the same train as us! Plus they were waiting for Felicia so yeah. We walked to school together and I felt very tired cos we slept at 2 last night. Well I never thought Dont Stop Believing would be so nice! But we arrived just on time! Phew man phew. So yeah we did warmups and jibengong and seniors came. :) afterwards laoshi paiwu, this year's syf theme song. Yay! Afterwards we had lunch and took our new dance tee! Yay!! So now we have white, black, grey and blue weeeeoooooo! Then we had shuijiao shijian! :) so shuang man. Then we massaged each other and played the rolling game. And continued learning the dance until almost the end lerhh. Then we did fan! Wheee still can do qianfan! :) afterwards had pt omgggg. And practiced jihe-ing lolol. YES WE WILL BRING OUR STANDARD HIGHER! JIAYOU ID JIAYOU! <3 fun and tiring day. :)


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screams and thrills :D
|| 1:29 pm

Three months since Guangzhou camp. How fast time flies. :'( it felt like yesterday we were making new friends and singing the songs together. Why does time have to pass so quickly? I miss those times we had together, really. Those memories just automatically flow back to me at random times. And I just feel so sad that the times are long gone. I feel both happy and sad reminiscing the days at Guangzhou.

Woke up at like 6.30am and prepared to go USS! Managed to stuff in my contacts at the first try woohoo! Went to prime to buy food in case we were hungry. Then we took the train to harbourfront cos well duh thats the only way we can get to USS. Saw De Xuan in the train and met Jiahui and Ee Cheng at yishun. We were early to reach vivo. And we searched a big round to find the toilet. Hoi Ching came first then we went to food republic cos Ee Cheng want to eat breakfast. Then Leon came and he's like so black. So we took the sentosa express to uss. And it was awkward with Leon and Hoi Ching omgah. Bought our tix. And they freaking scammed us the 55 bucks offer was only for poly students like wth -.- stupiak sia scammer. But anyways while queuing to go inside, we saw kungfu panda hahaha. We were lost! Except for those who have come before. So first we went through Hollywood lane? LOL nothing much. And we turned left to Madagascar. There, we took the junior roller coaster, Enchanted Airways. Hoi Ching forever alone hahaha. Then Jiahui was like holding her specs, well, more like covering her eyes! XD it was fun! Then we went through Far Far Away and to The Lost World. We took the Canopy Flyer, where we sit with a partner and our legs dangle in the air while we go around the place. It was fun and shiok man! So cooling and the scenery is dang nice! Afterwards we went to Ancient Egypt and to Revenge of the Mummy. Its so scary I swear! We were sitted in fours and Jiahui was screaming like siao and I was screaming AND LAUGHING. XD then we went to Jurrasic Parks rapids Adventure. The water one! But then have technical problem. So we went somewhere else -i forgot where- then we came back woohoo! It's like so fun only lorh! Then we went to the mummy one again so that we can get cooled off! Then we went sci-fi city and sat the Battlestar Galactica: Human, which is the red roller coaster, twice, without Jiahui cos she was scared or something. It's so fun omg! We were like screaming all the way! By then it was afternoon already. Then we took the accelerator which just goes round and round and round. So we just rested. Afterwards we went to Transformers the ride: the ultimate 3d battle. It was epic and scary cos it was 4d! Plus us girls were seated at the first row and we kept screaming. And I will laugh whenever Jiahui screams! Afterwards we went to New York there and took jump shots! And we went into Lights Camera Action. The effects were so real omg. Then we went back to vivo to have lunch and fetch Ji Liang. But who would have thought, the sandals spoilt! So we walked around. Found a pair of slippers for $30, another pair for $20 and finally another pair for $8 so we just bought it whew! Ate lunch at burger king cos we had coupons. And the guys ate so dang slowly. Afterwards we headed back to USS for more fun! We took almost the same route as this morning. But first, we took the King Julien's Beach Party-Go-Round, which is like a merry go round? Hahaha xD we are so child like! The guys HAD TO go with us so we just went xD then we took the junior roller coaster again, but don't know where Ee Cheng fly until :o we only found him after the ride. After that we did the canopy thingy again! ^^ this time we sat at the back instead. Shuang-ness man! Then we did the Dino-saurin xD relive our childhood days. XD once again, the guys didn't want it, but we forced them to! Then we did the junior roller coaster again. This time, as a whole group. :) afterwards we did the water one! Got a big splash man! And we were trying to use physics to divide where we should sit x) hehe afterwards we did the rollercoasters again! And transformers! This time it was less scary as the guys were in front. :) then we did the water thingy again cos it was so fun! Did it for like a few consecutive times! Then the red and blue roller coasters all the way! Weeee~ managed to pluck up the courage to go the blue roller coaster twice! And Jiahui joined us too! So dang fun and scary and fun and scary! Laughing at how Jiahui screamed and Leon kept on shouting "HOLY MAMA"! xD did the roller coaster all the way until 6.40+ but who cares! Then at the last part Hoi Ching and JiLiang dont know go where  so we did the red roller coaster twice! Sigh. Turns out that they thought that we had gone without them! LOL. But sadly, they missed out TWO rides! ANd they waited for us at the New York there one of the tables haha. Then we headed back to vivo and the CCHY and CCHMS peeps split up. One whole day at USS was so fun! If only it was a proper guangzhou reunion. Afterwards the rest of us went to find SC clique. Apparently they were at 313 somerset and we didnt have a proper dinner whatever. Then the rest went to watch step up except us and Ee Cheng pfft. They are Zu Yuan, Jiahui, Kai Wen, Eugina and Cindy. Didn't know our clique so little people one? O.o er okay. So yeah, three long months, felt like three days. Really hope we can have a proper reunion soon, with the people we are closer to, like Adriel, Roy and Shaun maybe? Omg I just realised I didn't talk much with the girls except Jodie and Lilian well duh we're group mates, and Zi Yu and Jasmine cos we're room mates and dining mates? LOL.


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happy teachers day!
Monday, 3 September 2012 || 9:13 pm

late post -

Last day of august already. :( woke up super super early cos had to wear contacts and go school early to chiong homework! Managed to put in contacts after like 3 tries. Left house super early today. Everybody was wearing pe shirt while we wore SC tee! :) so in the morning we met up early to practice Down and the boxercise. So yeah we spent the whole time at the sports hall yey. For flag raising the SCs all stand in one row outside the GO there yay the red out of yellow and whites! And I stood on the table in front of our class for aces and boxercise! Zi Ning, Edith and Yiyin kept pulling my shoelace gah, even when I'm standing on the table. Pssh! We did the aces dance and boxercise twice each. and at the end, we said the school cheer: sec5s: 爱我中正 us: 由我开始! Then it was lower sec recess but we gave teachers our cards and all. Went outside LT to practice SC dance! Then rushed to beside hall there for ID derhh. Felt really nervous when we heard the iband! >< while waiting for our turn we asked Marcus if he was going back WRPS. Well he went with Christopher. ID dance went well, except I Screwed it.... sorry. Mum said I was thinking of other stuffs. And I think yeah, I was thinking of SC dance. Anyways, we did okay. :) whenever our hands was behind our back, I'll take the time to pull up my pants cos it was dropping lol. After our dance, we chionged to change to class tee (whatever our class was wearing) lol. Sat in front of our classes. So fast jiu cake cutting lerh, and everyone was super nervous. But I felt quite relaxed. I even took of my shoes and socks cos its super slippery. The flashmob thingy okay lah. Before our dance everybody was trying hard to hear the song. Anf finally the song came up! Sheryl was a bit too fast, Jiahui's shoelace was untied, Yong Kai kind of forgot his steps, we popped the party popper to early, but we rocked! ;) hehe GOOD JOB DANCERS AND SEC2 SCS! Then afterwards all of them go take picture without me, Sheryl and Hwee Leng pfft. It drizzled. Didn't go back primary school. :( sighsigh, rushed home and rushed to prepare for Dennis' birthday party. And there was this juncture where its like turn left to WRPS, turn right to bus stop. :( I felt like turning left so badly, there were soany people outside the front gate! But I had to turn right. So sorry I made Charlotte wait for me for so long. The train was cold. Met Dennis at the gantry thought. We thought he know how to go to Min Ray's, but in the end he doesn't. So we had to wait for Aloysius, who finally agreed to go! He took like a super long time to come! And we finally saw him LOL. It was awkward while waiting for Aloysius. And the bus took forever to come. We came out of the lift and the people who were there already - Min Ray, Sy Torng, Xue Qi, Briana, Jing Yi, Edith, Jackson, Hui Yee- tried to scare Dennis but failed LOL. So first we started singing borthday song and taking pictures. Then people started putting cream on people's faces and hair! So epic! Hahaha! XD then after eating and clearing up, we went to a nearby play ground there and played. But Charlotte had to go already. :( Played somemore and zilian with Xueqi, Briana, Jingyi and Edith. Then went around the whole place, and there's even a swing yayyy. We were so thirsty we drank others' drinks LOL. Then we went to the block beside Min Ray's house and played ice and water xD heh. So tiring but fun. Played two rounds! Got caught like so many times. And was sweating lik mad but I didn't have a rubber band with me. Then slacked at Min Ray's house.Then we got our dizigui homework. We're supposed to write a card to a random teacher and I got Ms ang heck yeahhhhh! Briana, Edith and Sy Torng went off soon after. The rest of us just slacked. We left at 630 . Sigh, time flies! Then afterwards headed to church. Was earlier than er and Jana. And I was soooo hungry! They came like 15 minutes later and I ate my dinner in 5 minutes. Service was in the main hall with the teens and campus. Basically, the whole youth ministry! Said hi to Jeremy and he said hi back  afterwards uncle John did a survey and the teens and young teens had a fun time together. :) heehee so fun! Kind of excited to enter teens, but I can't bear to leave young teens. :( Today was a fun day. :) <3

Lots of hugs and kisses,

Joween♥


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