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25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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randomness.
Sunday, 19 August 2012 || 9:13 pm

Hi guise, this is a random post. :)


15/8/12

Went to school early with Felicia and Jiahui today cos Felicia want to teach us the dance they choreographed yesterday. Managed to get a few steps. :) then when end that time me and Felicia walk here walk there around the sports hall to avoid that Adam Chua. Yanglaoshi didn't come and will not come until next week. Don't ask me why! So this week no chinese! :-) chinese was replaced with dizigui though, sian. Flunked dnt test ans just passed physics test nia :/ after school chionged to mac to have some bites, and chionged back to school cos we have unofficial dance lol. For teachers day. Changed song from one thing to yeah yeah yeah by chris brown. The song is very very fast. And we managed to get some steps. Thanks to Adrian who led us! Learnt like 8 8-counts of steps, but its only 30 seconds! Hope that we can practice more and improve!

AND OMG OMG JOAKIM GOMEZ REPLIED TO MY MENTION HE REPLIED TO MY MENTION I'M GOING CRAZY ALREADY! *.*


16/8/12

So. PRIMARY ONE TO FIVE NO SCHOOL COS ITS PSLE ORAL. This morning Emily was settling the students down LOL. PE Ms Tan didn't come! So Mr Tey relief our class! Played badminton again. And I keep making weird noises lololol. Eng lit Mr Cosgrove didn't come, so I used the time to complete my homeworks nyehehehe >:) double period chinese also used it to do homework yay. OMG I AM MUGGER FOR LIFE. Except math have three more questions but my textbook was at home... lunch time have concert by the guzheng peeps. Cloves have some psls come to our class to tell us about the edusave character thingy. Then made cards for teachers day. Oh how I miss zhang laoshi. :'( her green bean soup, her stories... ah dang it. :( and assembly. They played this video of what we did for art and music festival. There was this short clip of us playing the guitar to the tune of sway with me... that day, last day of school, when we all cried because it was zhang laoshi's last day... other than that... it was okay. Then some 2F people keep sabo Jack to answer the quiz lol. I told Roxanne that Joakim replied to my tweet last night, and she was screaming! Hahahaha in the mph! Jealous lah hahaha. Afterwards, we had SC FAMILY PHOTO TAKING! :D all secondary one to four SCs! :) but some SCs didn't come... like the sec4s who have oral and idk about the rest. It was really squeezy! And like suddenly have so many SCs like that! Prolly because of the 40 sec ones! LOL was sweating so much. LOL AND DID IAN BECOME SHORTER?! I MISS THE SEC 4 SCS :( THEY ARE SO HILARIOUS AND ALWAYS MAKE US LAUGH EVERY SC TIME. SINCE THEY GRADUATED, WE HAVE NOT BEEN LAUGHING AS MUCH ANYMORE. OH HOW MUCH I MISS THEM. But some jokers are going to Sumatra so I'm considering too x) hehe, I also want our clique to go leyh! After the photo taking, we chionged to dance! We were doing normal warmups... no more NDP practice lerh. :( it's been a week since NDP. All those memories, I miss them so so much. <3 afterwards we had fan, at the netball court. Yay I successfully did qianfans! :) except for some times when i lost my balance hahaha. I waved to Benson and he waved back! Wooo! Then Jack was walking past then I called him hahahah and waved to him and he waved back too lolol. And I swear, Jiajun sucks. He asked where are the indian dancers when he saw us wts. He sucks max. Outside school desheng keep trying to differentiate us lol. I MISS NDP. :(


17/8/12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN! :D lol didn't know that I have been 'same age as him' all these while xD lol. TGIF! Hehe, kept refusing to tell Jiahui Shaun's number, and told her to poster heartfelt letter on facebook so that the public can see it instead. >:) went to 2D in the morning to plan about the proposal. We're planning to talk to Lyana about this next tuesday. I just hope that we can organise this. It's such a big thing and it surely would be a new learning experience for us all. PE class we did the aces dance. Awkward only sia, standing in the middle of nowhere dancing that random dance. And it rained super heavily. And maths. Ms Ang say she teach 2G even more serious, and she say she want go back, then we were like "go lorh! Go lorh!" LOL! Hahaha xD then during math Dennis and YiYin were like "fighting" like brothers and sisters so cute! Afterwards has lunch with some of my clique, and talked and laughed. :D tried guessing Dennis' crush lol. Went to ava at 2.30 some seniors and juniors were already there! Third cosecutive day of dancing! Went through the steps of the dance, and also learnt an entire whole verse. And well, till now I still can't remember ALL the steps. Did our positionings too....... and it's erm whatever. LOL epic mimicking Desiree's voice! SHE IS SHO CUTE. Headed to church afterwards. Janelle was there already, having Bible study. Donovan's and Davis' prayer were so deep omg. Must really learn from them!Then I saw Jason and I immediately thought of NDP WHY WHY WHY. Ugh. It was awkward with him AT FIRST. Learnt a new song which is related to the SA conference. Sigh, wish I went. Then we had a Young Teens BBQ! I thought it was fake at first sia! LOL and turned out it really was a bbq! And that was when I asked Jason "do you miss NDP?" And he nodded! OMG HE MISSES NDP TOO! Nicole also! Haha and we ended up talking about NDP. I ask him if he talks to Julia. :P and Jason said what "our item very fail then we all waiting for you all to punch but in the end never punch" LOL!! Planning to deesiao him in church muahahaha >:) hehe, and danced TD dance for both ID and SC. SC dance is okay. But ID one! Forever forgetting the steps! And I think Jeremy got annoyed that we keep asking Jason about NDP that he said we like counsellor liddat lol haha. And he had to return his costume? Yeah the conversation started when he asked "you all have return costume?" Then he say he kept the shoes and spray them LOL. And my ndp shoes the rubber thingy one came off the other I peel off hahaha itchy hand you know. Sumatra or not? :/ anyways, PICTURES OF #NDP2012 ARE UP ALREADY. <3 sigh sigh sigh. I should stop reminiscing about the past already, I'll smile, and later feel luke crying. Missing so many things at once, sucks.

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY :-) THANK GOD.


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#NDP2012
Saturday, 11 August 2012 || 1:37 pm

OH AND I FORGOT TO POST THE MOST IMPORTANT THING EVER. THE PICTURE I TOOK WITH JOAKIM GOMEZ. WELL, HERE IT IS.


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#NDP2012 ♥♡
|| 1:34 pm

So yeah, it's the day we have all been waiting for.

For me, I have been waiting, and dreading for this day to come.

I was so sad, because it's the last day of our performance, and it's been two months, since guangzhou camp. :-(

Sigh, probably the last time I'm gonna wear the costume, and the last time performing on the floating platform this year.

And the awesome army guys who ensured our safety and took care of us, Teck Min and Yi Zhong, we're gonna miss them loads!

Finally saw Zhi Qian!!

Had bag checks and body checks..... lol, then suddenly remembered the time at Baiyun airport when Adriel got raped. XD

Hahaha #guangzhoumemories

Then we saw this three cute kids and started pedo-ing them ahahah xD

They are just so cute okay!

And we took photos too! :)

Also took with uncle Aik Ghee.

Then I called Jason a retard as he was with his friends, talking to Yan Rong they all. Haha :P

Well.... today's performance, not really good.

NE show three was the best I should say.

We all did our best, but...

Finale, almost all the CCHY peeps did the school ndp dance woohoo! ^^

Then everyone was like trying to squeeze to shake Dr Tony Tans hand, including me, but my arm was too short. :(

We did the bilibanja thingy, and went around like a train and zi-highed most of the time! ^^

We were like shouting and screaming like siao!

Grrr Sheryl took a pic with Joakim Gomez!!!

Then at one point Roxanne dragged me around and we found Joakim Gomez!!!!!

So epic trying to squeeze to get close to him!

We each took a picture with him ohmygosh someone save me now!!!!!

He's so friendly ohmygosh I can't contain my excitement ♥.♥

But apparently my photo taking skills are way better than Roxanne's pssh.

I was like jumping around like hallelujah he's some kind of a celebrity and FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, I took a picture with him!

Headed back to F1 pit building, very sad. :(

Talked to Jason, a proper conversation for the first time!

Other days we'll just wave or say "hi" LOL bit this time is actually talking!

Oh and he still can't differentiate us 

Then before we left F1 pit, Teck Min and Yi Zhong (I think) danced the oppa gangnam style! HAHAHAHAHA!!

Then at Admiralty one random senior from WRPS who recognised us, but I don't recognise, said "HI" and I was like "ohhhhhkayyyyy......"

All those fun times we had, saturday practices and all... i'll miss them so so much. :-(

#NDP2012 was so much fun.

It's like the feeling I had when Voyage is over.

I couldn't believe I actually regretted joining NDP, but who would have known it would be so much fun!

Especially taking a picture with Joakim Gomez!

Sigh, I miss #NDP2012 already. :-(

All those practices we had for this very day, sigh.

The epic bus rides...

I'm missing them already. :-(

Hopefully I can take part again next year. *crosses fingers*


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reminscing the awesome days
Sunday, 5 August 2012 || 8:17 pm

If there were three words I just had to say today, just three words, it would be: I miss Guangzhou.

I just wonder why time passes so fast, when we're having so much fun.

It just felt like only three days of camp when it actually was seven.

I just miss so many things we did there, and also the people we met at the camp.

I miss the games we played, and learnt lessons from them.

The awesome and amazing friendship we forged in a short week.

The lessons and reflections we shared.

Those epic meal times.

And of course, those unforgettable memories shared with one another.

Every song-singing session, when we would hook our arms with one another, and just literally shout out the lyrics to that paricular song.

Especially 朋友.

This song is very very meangingful, and it brings back lots of memories of Guangzhou.

I mean, won't you feel sad, after two whole months of that awesome camp?

I really really loved the times we had.

The friends I made. Really hope that I can keep in touch with them as we grow.

Reminscing the times........ brings a smile, and draws a tear at the same time.

Those people we met, were simply awesome.

Getting to knew new friends, because we talked about Celine.

And also drawing on their hands.

It's as if we had known each other long before the camp, but it was nothing like this on the first day.


#NDP2012 PREVIEW.

First we met SCs who were dancing for teachers day in the morning, to teach them steps.

Ee Cheng can dance, Sheryl's a fast learner and Zu Yuan dance so cute only!

Hahaha.

Also completed the guangzhou board thingy.

Afterwards NDP!

Practiced for school's ndp first. I'm still scared to do a one hand cartwheel, howwww :(

It feels like I'm gonna fall anytime. :(((((

Put contacts in school and my eyes were like super pain and super red.

Sheryl took like half an hour cos she was screaming for 25 minutes -____-

It drizzled, at least not as bad as yesterday's heavy rain.

And thought of steps for ID TD dance! :)

Now, we just have to find time to practice, or else we can't perform for TD.

The costume should be different coloured leotards with matching coloured soft skirt or/and scarf!

Likea pretty only!

Left earlier than usual.

Texted Elysia too!

Elysia, Atiqah and Sean watched the preview today aye.

But this week's dance wasn't as good as last week's :(

And during the finale, we danced school ndp dance, because dancing the actual ndp steps is too mainstream. Haha. :P

And next week must bring phone and tweet tweet! Haha lol.

Sigh sigh, really when can we practice for TD dance, for both SC and ID.


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wish come true, please?
Saturday, 4 August 2012 || 7:54 am

TGIF MAN woohoo!

School was....... okay?

After school dad came to take my actually-not-so heavy school bag and passed me my ndp bag.

Had a really quick lunch before heading to conference room as have SSS dialogue session with the P and VPs.

It was awkward LOL, I didn't know where to put my hands and all hahaha.

It was an hour long?

Afterwards had one more hour, I went to find XueQi and Zi Ning and we went to AVA.

Extra ndp practice aye.

Crashed the chinese dancers muahahaha.

Practiced school ndp dance, then headed to parade square for rehearsal.

But we stood there for ten whole minutes because of the ug things.

And the music was so so so soft.

Wanted to do a one hand cartwheel but forget it.

Didnt practice ndp, straight away went to floating platform.

The weather was all good, and they played remix songs.

Saw Julia and Jason.

And it suddenly rained. Very very heavily. There's even lightning.

So we stayed under shelter for the whole day, until at night when they announced that practice is cancelled.

LOL,  and some International dancers want to dance 舞出彩虹 theme song for teachers day!

I doubt there's enough time but we will jiayou! Aish, it would be better if everyone learnt ballet and had different coloured leotards, so it would be like one of the dance from crossroads!

Thought of lots of steps already, but it would be difficult for the rest...

SC dance also.......

Hope that id and sc can complete the dance before td!!

If id cant, we can perform for combined practice yah!

Today was a day wasted, I didn't bring homework.

How noobish can I get.


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2H DSCS!
Wednesday, 1 August 2012 || 9:40 pm

These are a few pics we took with our china buddies! :D the polaroids are for zhanglaoshi WHOME WE MISS A LOT A LOT and Mr Loke whose last day with us was last Friday. enjoy! :)





there are actually more but i was lazy to take it so yeah. had lots of fun with our buddies! :-)

NE SHOW 3
|| 9:32 pm

These are just the pictures of NE show 3 hehe. not really formal type, but enjoy these few pictures yar :-) 

                                                         this. is. so. awesome.

                                                     this is so cool only right!
                                                            awesome!
                                                     bridge! :D
                                             me and this pretty girl Felicia
                                                peace yo!

                                                                   JESSICA HAHAHAHAHA

                                                                 unglam :P

DANCERS ROCK. <3