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//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

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how great could this day get.
Friday, 27 July 2012 || 5:43 am

26/7/12

Who would have known today would be so much fun? :)

Chionged to catch the train Jiahui was in in the morning. :x

Likea singaporean only lorh.

Hehe oops.

Yiyin forgot to bring her tie, so we went up to staffroom to borrow from Ms Ang and she was like "aiyo, sc leh." LOL!

Then Yiyin went to apologise to Adam and something happened ._.

Saw the people from Jimei Middle School in the morningg!

PE naomi tan didn't come -cheers- but we had a quiz on touch rugby whaaaaaaat.

And e lit mr cosgrove didn't come and mdm vasanthi come instead lololol

After recess, the china people came!!!

Three of them!

杏子,违婧,晓娟IF I'M NOT WRONG.

The names are something like that lah. :)

They're cool people 8)

Heehee.

Went to see them outside ava too!

And I told xingzi that she's cute!

Well, she really is!

Assembly was boringgg.

After assembly, Ms Serena asked me and Yiyin to meet her.

I thought it was about yesterday, Yiyin thought so too.

But turns out, GOOD NEWS!

Ms Serena asked me to gather a few people, to make an exhibition (?) About GUANGZHOU!♥

Once I heard Guangzhou I was all eggcited!

Supposed to have like what we learnt, what we did etc.

And for Yiyin  it was about making a speech tomorrow!

She teared! A total of three times today!

Chionged to dance afterwards.

Felt really really uncomfortable. :/

Went through ndp steps for a while.

And laoshi choreographed steps for school ndp dance!

The dance was so fun only hehehe.

And I have to do qianfan?!?!?!?!?

All in all, dance was tiring but fun. :)

ID FTW!


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starships★
Wednesday, 25 July 2012 || 9:55 pm

Woke up feeling tired but not as tired as other days thanks to yesterday's nap.

Mentor messages me and asked me if this Sunday can have first bible study yayyyyyyy.

Luckily I didn't forget today -ahem-

Cindy was late todayyyyy...

Sigh, Cindy ah Cindy....

Then I asked Thaddeus if he was avoiding Xue Qu but he never reply. LOL.

Math class was, as always, epic.

Ms Ang tried speaking to us in chinese, cos some china pupils are coming to our school to our school tomorrow, but she gave up after a minute haha xD

And she said "now, we are going to the last part of sets" LOL!

Not the first time. :P

Our class literally burst out laughing hahahaha!

She also talked to us about the china students coming to our school.

And Yiyin wanted to be the buddy so our clique had the privilege too!

Except that they have buffet for meals and we'll be at canteen 

And the school booked a hostel for them

"Budget", Ms Ang said. Chinese test tomorrow!!!!

After school talked with Sheryl for awhile because she was gonna have supp and I had to waitttt.

And Thaddeus haven't reply the question >…>

He said he doesn't know?

Until I saw from the spiral staircase that Jiahui was walking to backgate then we quickly chionged down.

Saw Joey, Yanrong and SoonXuan.

Walked with Felicia Koh. :)

Then when crossing the road I super fail CAN!

I didn't know there was somebody in front of me (i was facing sideways), then er pointed to me, I looked front and quickly run to the other side LOL.

We kept talking about CCHMS peeps otw to khatib, in the train, probably because they are too awesome already.

Okay I really miss them. ;(

Had ice cream at cwp with Jiahui before heading home.

And all of a sudden, I don't know why, I suddenly miss 11th Leaders For Tomorrow Camp @ Guangzhou so so much. ♥

Hopefully we'll be able to meet the CCHMS peeps soon!

Maybe during the september holidays?


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live to dance, dance to live♥
Sunday, 22 July 2012 || 7:56 pm

Wanted to go school earlier in the morning to do dance stuffs but bus was late ._.

Pe did touch rugby again like duh.

Played against Aloysius' group.

It was like epic only, didn't sweat as much as when playing with other groups.

Geography project Miss Siti allowed us to choose our own groups yay. :)

Math test afterwards.

It was quite...... manageable.

But I got first question wrong....

As always, I don't know why. :(

This is cohort test somemore leyh.

And that Damien I seriously hate him.

Huh don't go ID farewell party go volleyball instead.

Say after ndp but ndp isn't even over yet.

Worse still didn't tell Ruili.

Huh k whatever.

Afterwards we continued to make the boards for seniors as we had lots of time.

Rish rush rush!

We also had to decorate the ava room and tie braids too.

But we managed to get everything done on time.

So Felicia Koh played songs on her phone like 舞出彩虹's theme song, supee bass, Hands up and many more.

First we welcomed seniors into the ava room.

It was awkward LOL.

Then invited them to eat.

INVITED.

Okayken.

Pizza! :D woots.

Then we ran around the room taopok people such as Liting, Felicia, RuiLi etc.

Heheh so epic! ^^

We also played the Eagle and chicks game LOL small kids lah. :D

After 8653467875619 years, we all settled down and presented seniors their boards.

LOL awkward hugging every senior and shaking Nicholas' hand.

Hahaha and took a group picture too.

Then the sec3 gave seniors their stuff.

Afterwards we made a speech.

Joeyer, Felicia Koh and me.

Actually it was supposed to be Felicia only but she thinks it was too paiseh.

Sec3s also made their speech.

THEN we had cake cutting ceremony!

The cake was made by Jessica?

And we were all afraid that we would have food poisoning hahahaha xD

Took pictures again!

And as a whole dance group. :D

AND THE CAKE!

Sandrina fed me a bite then Joey go push her hand make until my nose wts.

Ruili also omggggg.

Then went around taking pictures with seniors. :(

Sad.

We had seniors and teachers to talk too. :)

Ended at like 6.30

And thanks Sandrina and Yanrong for the gifts! :')

Afterwards we bussed to church.

Was early with Theo and Robbie.

And this cute lil 6-year-old Australian came.

She is so brave she dared to talk to us!

She's so cuteeee! <3

The songs we sang were those they sang ay SA.

Robbie and Kyla also shared what they learnt at SA Conference.

Robbie even wore the shirt!

Awesome day today! <3


Morning woke up and had like two hours to prepare for ndp. :)

Dad drove us to school (thank goodness)

Didn't feel like wearing contacts but did wear in the end.

We were early so we did some homework outside the staff room.

School was really quiet..........

Sang birthday song to Eugina when she arrived HAHA.

Then finally Ms Chen (?) came and open the ava room door for us.

We wanted to see how Soon Xuan wear contacts but apparently he put it in when we weren't looking ~…~

Amd Sheryl came with one contacts on ONLY cos the other dropped while she was in the bus.

She had lots of trouble putting it in herself cos she was scared.

Spent a lot of time telling her to calm down.

And she finally managed to put it in with the help of er alone outside the ava room.

Did makeup too.

Totally reminds me of Voyage cos we had blue eye shadows too haha.

Then we practiced at the sports hall.

But ALWAYS have people don't count one wts.

And the bus we sat in was so cool!

The left side was a two seater and the right side was a three seater woo so cool right I know!

Then in the bus we listened to songs. :)

Adrian and Soon Xuan kept gaying and this led us to being siao and laughing so much which led to Mr Ang having to stand up at the front hahahaha

But we still do it anyways.

We also kept passing by the other bus LOL.

And saw busses with primary school kids.

We waved to them.

Some waved back but some just stared at us.

Some even pointed their middle finger to us wts very de qianda siah.

Saw Julia first and she waved. :)

Saw Jason twice and he waced back twice yes that's the way Jason.

Dinner was kfc.

We sat in like one huge circle and sang birthday song to Eugina again. :)

Then some choir people nearby started singing in chinese LOL!

Then we started talkimg about........relationships?

LOL Sheryl.

Sheryl and Roxanne couldn't believe..........

Before going out to perform at the f1 pit, we sang a birthday song for Eugina AGAIN, three times in total!

And also did a school cheer!

:D

I think today was better than last week in a way lah. :)

Was sweating so much even though our item isn't really long.

Managed to talk to Nicole for awhile below-stage (LOL?)

And stepped on people's shoes too.

Russel also showed us who Jasmine is haha.

Then in the bus also damn epic LOL.

Idky but laughed a lot.

XD

Poor Adrian had to keep telling us sooooo many times to keep quiet but we keep making so much noise at the back.

Oops sorry.

Trained with Sheryl, Soon Xuan and Russel LOL.

Laughed so much too, again xD

Sheryl wanted to answer a phone call but she accidentally dropped it AT EAR LEVEL LOL.

Kept laughing I needed to pee ao urgently haha.

Bought mac, phone died on me, and homed.

Fun day laughing!


THREE CONSECUTIVE DAYS OF DANCE!


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CCHS 73RD SCHOOL ANNIVERSARY
Tuesday, 10 July 2012 || 9:12 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROY!

I'm such a nice person I gave you a letter and texted you! :)

So be nice to me. :)

Anyways, you're old and it's a fact you can't change, so stop denying that you're NOT old. >:)

Slept at 12+ to specially send Roy a birthday text.

Because I'm a nice person duh. :)

Then woke up at like 9 and nua in bed all the way till 10.

Prepared for School Anniversary.

Wore court shoes, a-line skirt and class tee which looks so retarded.

Had mac for lunch omnomnom.

Actually had to meet ms serena earlier cos she wanted to go through the sss speech (zzz), but in the end didn't meet cos the speech wasnt done yet.

So we slacked outside the SC room and ate our lunch there.

Saw the CCHMS people in this order: Jiliang, Jet, Adriel, HoiChing, Jasmine, Elizabeth. :)

When they were preparing for rehearsals and all.

Then because I'm a good person, I told Adriel not to faint. :P

And the SCs so early wear blazer and tie that we were sweating even before the whole event started.

Slacked and slacked and ran around the school in court shoes -don't ever try this-

And we were not given clear instructions so we just go anywhere that needed help.

So first duty was to usher in the CCHMS sec1s.

All of them looked so mature! And the SCs too!

Man I like their blazer, it's red.

Later learnt that one of the SCs who was at duty was supposed to go guangzhiu but didn't. Boy, he sure missed out a lot of fun.

After finish ushering, I went to sports hall to see how the CCHY sec1s were doing.

It was a chaos.

Saw dancers too!

They were tying scorpion for one another.

Then finally our school sec1s came up to the mph.

Since we had nothing to do, we sat at the secret sitting place.:)

And the CCHMS principal came up to talk.

His english is super accurate okay.

Wayyyy better than -ahem-

Then we were told to go down for some briefing.

But no teacher was there so we walked around until we reached the sports hall.

Then ongning and jiahui flew away leaving me and joey at the sports hall.

Plus wrong timing, the parade was about to start, so we just stood there.

And Adriel was trying not to laugh when walking past us LOL xD

He wanted to laugh, but controlled his laughter.

Then we like run around the whole school and ended up standing at the linkway near the library to see the parade ahahaha.

And Adriel actually saw us standing there o.o

Went up to mph cos we had nothing to do.

And we were just in time for CCHMS DANCE!

Their dance was so dayum nice omg.

The dancers are so flexible, I think they had to audition in.

Plus the technique they used to control the scarf was also 

They held their legs up and stood still, and did a so called backflip omg.

I was recording their dance it was almost 7minutes long.

Ahh their dance is so nice only! Seriously! ><

After their dance we had to go down for dinner reception duty.

I from canteen change to library.

LOL EPICNESS IN THE LIBRARY.

I told Cindy that one of the main school SC was the one who was supposed to go to Guangzhou, but didn't go in the end.

And she was like'aiya if not i can meet another guy.' LOL.

Then we served the VIPs as though we were real waitresses LOL plus my feet was hurting so so so much.

And there was once we even ran down from the library to foyer to send the guests off.

Epic much, cos have uneven number then ms serena chase Jiahui away HAHA. :P

Then finally we could have our dinner.

It was the leftover food ==

But at least there's food right. :D

Epic dinner time yay. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNG CHENG HIGH SCHOOL, ONE BIG FAMILY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROY, MY FRIEND

:D


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time flies , memories stay
Saturday, 7 July 2012 || 8:18 am

4JULY2012


This blogpost is dedicated to all who went to Guangzhou . :)

It's been a month already , since we flew to Guangzhou .

I still remember how we were all awkward with one another on the first day , and we only talked to people we knew .

But within seven days , we managed to forge a strong friendship , which till now , is still strong , and I'm glad it is .

Those seven days spent in Guangzhou were really memorable .

The people we met , for instance .

Majority were from CCHMS , and a few from other schools .

We managed to make friends wuthin our group and also outside our group . I still remember asking for people's contacts on the sixth day . And today , a month after , we still keep in contact .

And also during mealtimes .

I miss the soyabean milk , how we had to crack our brains to think of a cheer , those lame jokes we had in our table , how we would know when to stand up during our meal :P

The games we played , or rather , activities we had .

Like the water rafting activity , it sure was tiring but we managed to encourage one another . Some other games that required teamwork , endurance and perseverance , encouraging one another , getting to know one another , and also bonding with one another .

On the sixth night , I remember just sitting in a circle , hooking our arms together and shouting out the lyrics of 朋友 together , singing this particular meaningful song again and again .

Leaders for Tomorrow Camp @ Guaungzhou , i should say , is the best camp I've been to .

Those seven days were filled with ups and downs , laughters and chatters , all those memories made this camp happen .

I really enjoyed every part of this camp .

Because this camp is awesome ♥

Words can't express how much I miss Guangzhou . :'(

Love , Joween


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REUNION ♥
Tuesday, 3 July 2012 || 8:58 pm

FIRSTJULYTWENTYTWELVE .


First day of July ALREADY .

Seventh of twelve months , oh how time flies .

But today was awesome (:

Woke up naturally at 8.30 .

Omg so early .

Then prepared for church .

Main service today , at third floor . Because uncle Richard was preaching today .

And as you know , Robbie is at San Antonio , so Sunday service wasn't the same without her and her hyperness . ):

I miss Robbie already :'(


AND THE AWESOME PART OF THE DAY STARTS HERE .

After service chionged to NEX to meet Jiahui and Adriel and Jiliang .

We almost got lost in that place .

Then Jiahui called Joey and Adriel called me .

LOL , he sounded weird over the phone hahaha .

And then we finally found food republic and met with Jiahui and Adriel .

Jiliang was late , so we went in and grab a seat first .

Me , Jiahui and Joey ate but Adriel did not .

"I wait for Jiliang first" he said .

Then I say "eh you later better eat horh or else later you faint again ." xD i'm so mean haha :P

And I managed to take a picture of Adriel and Jiahui sitting together . (;

But as you know , I'm a nice person so I shall not post the picture . (:

Meh . That Adriel lorh he say "you're not nice anymore if you do it"

Kept laughing too , I don't know why .

Maybe because Adriel looks funny ? :P

Then finally Jiliang came , but he could not find us .

So Adriel went to find him and they went to find another table .

Then afterwards Jiahui Adriel and Jiliang went first .

And we went to meet mum .

LOL , when we were at Tai Seng , they couldn't find the bus .

Then when we were in our halway journey in our bus , they gave up and decided to phone Eugina xD

LOL HAHAHAHA JIAHUI ADRIEL JILIANG SO FAIL ONE .

Oh and I gotta feeling Adriel want to have quality time with Jiahui so he gave an excuse say he don't know how go xiyao place hahaha just kidding Adriel just kidding :P

So yeah we were late.....

But the whole thing was delayed cos a lot of people were late .

And right behind us were Roy and Shaun LOL .

Ohyah last night Roy went to stay over at Shaun's house , since they had youth service .

Then I texted Shaun , tell both of them don't accidentally do something in the middle of the night :P LOL .

So we watched a short video of what we did at Guangzhou .

It was filled with Eugina's unglams ! XD

The upside down v-board and the balancing log xD

Then halfway the video the three lost people came along with the heroine , Eugina .

Apparently she came too late to see her unglam video xD

Then also the wushu one where we were HA-ing there .

And also the daoshanlu and morning exercise also have .

Me , Cindy and Joey , who by the way were in our cid tee cos dance is this awesome , were laughing like some crazy people there .

Then some people kept looking over at us OOPS .

Afterwards , the parents went OUTSIDE while the campers stayed for some activities(:

First game , roll the ball or something with a foam tube .

We had to face a partner and roll the ball down to the next pair .

I was with Sheryl . (:

LOL , me and Sheryl were running around from one end to the other , and my hair was flying .

Then at one point i was beside Shaun , and he asked "who was the one i text yesterday?"

WHAT HE COULDN'T RECOGNISE ME AND JOEY WHATISTHIS YOU SHAUN PFFT 

I was like "me luh you can't recognise us?"

We played this game for like three times .

Then after the games we played with the tubes hitting each other xD

Then that MEAN Adriel go hit my head with the thingy .

Eeeee okay I know I short lah kay .

Second game was the untangle game .

Badluckme , right hand Adriel , left hand Leon .

Then both of them kept squeezing my hand , especially that Adriel .

Then I squeezed back his .

I was sweating , my hair was messed up , and my hands kept slipping then I gripped tighter .

Then it's like I keep turning here and there I couldn't see what was happening , well partly because I was short .

And I think the person who did the most thinking was Elizabeth .

And finally we managed to form a circle yay !

And I whacked Adriel's hand :P sorryyyy !

Hehehehe .

Afterwards we were separated into three groups and we had a sharing , about our improvements and all .

Then we had a short period of time , we slacked . (:

And talk to the CCHMS guys .

They're really nice to talk to , really . (:

Then I asked Shaun "tell me more about Jamie"

He gave me the confused face at first then he suddenly said "ohhhhh Jamie . She's a girl whom Roy likes . She's very tall , even taller than him (looks at Roy) and she's also weirs (gives disgusted face)." LOL xD

Then I think Roy told Shaun something then Shaun said "but to tell you the truth, Roy doesn't like Jamie" and then Roy had that satisfied look LOL .

Afterwards we sang 朋友 again :'''')

Amazing how we could still remember the lyrics even after not singing it for almost a month .

Then when passing the mic something happened to it .

Then Roy was shocked LOL I think something unscrewed or what .

Then Shaun say "let the AVA fix it"

And then he tightened the thingy haha xD

So epic , cos he was in AVA club and he does these kind of things , and Roy doesn't know anything about it hahaha (:

My row was like this arrangement :

Cindy's brother , Cindy , Joey , Jiahui , Joween (ME YAY) , Roy , Shaun , Zuyuan , Zuyuan's brother .

Then Lilian was behind zihigh with huangxi  LOL !

And Adriel Leon and a few other guys shouted the lyrics out .

Ended at around 4.30 .

So early ): .

That was when I passed Adriel the letter (TO PROVE TO HIM THAT I'M NICE) , and also gave Roy his advance birthday letter too . (:

And that Shaun uh , keep whispering to Roy one tsk tsk .

They best boy friends so whatever .

Then when Shaun and Roy was passing by , Shaun asked Roy if he wanted to go sentosa .

I was drinking my water and I almost choked LOL ! Cos it's like they forever go sentosa one hahaha .

And I think Roy saw my reaction he laughed ._.

All in all ,  I think this reunion was great . (:

Really .

Almost a month of not seeing these guys , and we're meeting them .

I really missed those times at Guangzhou .

The games we played , the sharings we had , and most importantly , the new friends we made .

I wish I could rewind time , back to those that of Guangzhou .

I don't mind reliving the days .

But I'm really glad I managed to keep in touch with some of the people . (:

I hope we can have more reunions together , or I'll really miss the CCHMS people .

And that Adriel keep saying what Danny Kevin Danny Kevin ZUYUAN YOU ARE SO DEAD .

And text Shaun very scary one cos he so serious . ): I asked Roy and he said yes Shaun is a very serious person when it comes to serious stuff . and this Shaun's sixth sense uh seriously ............

Whatever .

Wish that we could have more reunions !(:

Oh and we're taking part in school anniversary so we can see Adriel , Jasmine , Elizabeth , Jet , Hoiching and Jiliang yayyy (:

But Shaun and Roy will be doing volunteer work for their church stuff , so won't be able to see them . ): i want to see Roy in his SJAB uniform >:)

TODAY WAS AWESOME XXX


♥♡♥♡,

Joween


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