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Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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ifonly
Monday, 28 May 2012 || 10:04 pm

Church  

Retreat today .

And Joseph kissed me on the cheeks

Haha so cute only lah he !

When others walked to the venue , me , Theo , Justin , Joseph and Ryan took car 

Me , er , Tricia and Elysia wore our class tee !

Then games .

First was dodgeball , then the 'minecraft' game its like crossing a field .

Then lunch was kfc (y)

Fatty fatty .

Afterwards it was a cheering competition .

Then a 'war game' where we had a tail lah .

Super fun !

But we left during prize presentation

Tricia said our group got first place yippee .

Team one number one !

Only oNe Excels (:

Thats our group name (:

Teehee .

Chionged to meet Jiahui Adam and Eecheng .

They were at Gelare .

Rich seyh .

Saw LinLin and Theresia too .

Laughed a lot .

Shared blueberry cheesecake w Jiahui .

She was like 'must eat slowly!'

LOL .

Then facepalm sia Adam .

Adam learnt ballet before hahahhahhha !!

Sadly , Yongkai went to tuition so we missed his epic moments .

Then Junyu wanted to join when we were leaving .

And I was like hmmm why they no ask Zuyuan .

LOL .

Had a super epic time at Gelare , slowly eating the cake .

And the way Adam and Eecheng ate the banana split .

Seriously ROFL .

Then Jiahui went to buy lip moisturizer .

Then homed .

Mama came back with lots and lots of food yays .

Then mama's indonesia friend come our house stayy .

oh and that's a random picyure up there .

All in all , I had a really great time at the church retreat and bonding session heheheheh .


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-idkwhattosay-
Saturday, 26 May 2012 || 10:11 pm

Slept at 12+ last night then Jana wake me up early in the morning cos she want go downtown east zzz .

No choice but to wake up loh -____-

Zzz .

Wore class tee :>

And pink shorts and carried a pink bag .

Well cos im in love with pink ♡

You jello ?

It drizzled for awhile then suddenly became super hot .

Saw Alicia hehehehehehe .

Had kfc for breakfast (y)

Then stayed for about 2 hours .

And straight away went ballet .

Was super early .

2 hours of ballet straight (y)

Alysia didn't dance cos she injured her leg .

Poor girl .

Then had murtubak for dinner .

Then homed .

Then my hair like suddenly become very long liddat ._.


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sad and tiring . tiring and sad .
Friday, 25 May 2012 || 11:48 pm

Announcements totally ruined my mood for the whole day :<

We knew that zhang laoshi was leaving , and they announced it .

I almost cried at the linkway but managed not to .

She recieved a thunderous applause for her hard work for the past years .

You deserve it zhanglaoshi :')

Then went up to fourth floor cos of guitar .

We were outside music room , then zhang laoshi came .

Almost cried again .

Aish .

Guitar we practiced Sway .

After recess we went to LT for guitar performance .

Left before it started for zhang laoshi's farewell party .

We sang zhang sheng xiang qi .

And some barney songs .

Then zhang laoshi cried .

Some of us cried too .

Well , I did .

Couldn't believe it .

Cried like some shit .


I'll miss her lessons , her jokes her stories , her greenbean soup , her contribution to our class and the school and ..... her presence .

She never fails to lift up the spirit in our class . But when we did something wrong she would definately discipline us .

She left a deep impression in our past one and a half year in cchy . She was just like a mother to all of us .


Then we went to LT with teary eyes .

We wanted to dedicate the song to zhang laoshi but she wasnt there .

She came right after our performance .

So after the whole thing , we performed it for her again .

Then had clean and shine .

Saw Thaddeus then wipe newspaper on him hah .

Changed in class .

Had a little lunch and chionged to bbt shop .

Went to kranji camp again .

Lucky today's weather is okay .

Saw Julia and Jason

Awkward max .

Then there was once Jason walked past .

And I was like 'hi , hi , hi , hi' -no reaction-

then i 'oi , hi' then he gave a 'what lah' gesture LOL .

Yeah .

Super tired . 

Bus ride to school was epic with Sheryl Felicia and Soonxuan talking about what stupiak hair colour .

Afterwards took bus to cpcc have ballet rehearsal .

Same bus as Sheryl Dennis and Wilson LOL .

Chionged packed mac and went to hall .

basically our dance was screwed :/

Tmr sure kena from teacher ...

Okay I'm starting to miss zhanglaoshi .

Damn I think I'm gonna cry now .

Kaybye .


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dedication
|| 10:28 pm

This blogpost is dedicated to Mdm Teo , better know zhang laoshi , who has been 1H'11 , 2H'12 co form teacher until May this year . She's an inspiring teacher , whose teachings are interesting and full of stories , who praises us when we did a good job , and always catches whoever who breaks the school rules . She is strict , but does have a sense of humour . She's like the mother of our school , and has helped CCHY in everyway she can . She's a loving and caring teacher , and helped our class achieve lots of awards . She would sponsor us anything . We should have known that she was leaving , that she was lying that she wasnt leaving . Most of us are guilty for taking her for granted , for not appreciating her when she is around . But , now that she has left our school , we have no choice left . For me , I wouldn't be looking forward to chinese lessons anymore .

张老师,谢谢您为我们而做了那么多,您牺牲您的时间帮我们。我们会很想您。您不可把我们忘了!您也要回来喔,不然我们就会去找你!张老师,我们永远爱您!


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first combined ndp prac
Thursday, 24 May 2012 || 8:52 pm

Today was duper duper tiring .

First , school .

Took same train as Jiahui and Chinyee .

86 sec 1s want to join sc o.o

Then Yiyin was like 'WHAT?!'

LOL.

Well , and Yongkai forever takes a long time to tie the flag .

then when I help him , erm , move the plants , Adrian , Jessica and Ruili were like ..... zzzz. Dw say .

Then at linkway saw Jiahui Adam Eecheng and er .

Then we stood shortest to tallest LOL .

Jiahui me er Yongkai Adam Eecheng

It was like do re me fa so la

lol i know we damn lame .

First was pe , played captains ball .

Then art....... slacked the whole time .

Recess that time put contacts with er and Joey .

Look damn weird only .

Fnn and science we discussed on what to give zhanglaoshi , since she's leaving tomorrow .

But we havent decided yet zzz .

Always like that , make a decision , then someone oppose .

Lunch that time Yongkai come see my contacts LOL .

Then he was like 'disgusting'

And im like 'you everything also disgusting one lah you'

Cloves took report card......

Then chionged down to sports hall cos of ndp .

Went to kranji camp.

Saw other schools like Woodgrove , Mayflower and Nanhua .

But we didn't see SCGS .

And , Jason and Julia also take part in NDP !

I didnt expect to see them LOL

Can ask them in church this Sunday

Super tiring running around .

I could feel the heat even those I had shoes on .

Time passed and we learnt new steps .

Lucky dad drive us home or i'll be dead otw home :b


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the power of pink (;
Wednesday, 23 May 2012 || 11:01 pm

School .

Rained in the morning .

Managed to get to school before it started drizzling .

Zzz the school took a long time to go to mph

So me and Yongkai stand under the linkway for half an hour !

Then before flag raising saw Zuyuan at the sec1 area linkway there .

I waved to him then he waved back heh .

It was drizzling at the end but we dc 

Then proceeded to mph .

There was FD performance , 2C performance and band performance .

Like a nice only lorh the band .

Then we played a game to determine which cohort get to be dismissed first .

I was there like #okayken

Bazaar was..... okay .

Pretty busy .

And we managed to sell all the instocks .

Walked around .

Got a 'DANCE' henna on my fingers .

Then a cute small black moustache from 2G's .

LOL .

I even decorated Sheryl's hair with a balloon :b

Also went to 2E's booth and 3G's .

Saw Jingyi too ! Dance senior !

Then walked around and around and around .

Had a great time ! ^^

Tiring too .

Then Dennis and Minray announced to the class group that we have the Best Sales with $700 + !!

i was totally speechless .


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endlessly
Wednesday, 16 May 2012 || 5:55 pm

I seriously think I wasted half of my year slacking .

Really , my results show it .

How am I able to get into a good class next year ?

I don't think I'm even able to get into F .

So many people smarter than me . I'm stupid and I'm lazy .

Which is why I deserve such results .

I always tell myself not to procrastinate .

But...

Sigh , really .

Only my art is like 85 and im like #okayken

Then the rest of the important subjects.....

I'm seriously speechless .

EMS especially .

Somemore now that I'm joining NDP , and my Saturdays and Thursdays are gone , I must work harder .

And dayummmmm , my eues hurt a lil when I wear contacts :<

Sigh , needa get used to wearing contacts .

The picture above is yesterday's sunset . (:

Nice right heh .

My phone can't have the clear colour but it was actually prange and pink and purple and blue .

yay and I like the url .

Its like from the song Falling Stars by David Archuleta ♥♡


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perfectly imperfect
Tuesday, 15 May 2012 || 9:49 pm

^ just a random picture I took while I was bored long ago .

Okayken .

Life sucks yeah .

I totally agree .

Especially when your hopes of getting into a good class , are shattered  .

got back 5 results today , and im super disappointed .):

I only pull down 2H's average and bring shame to my parents .

I really... idk how to say .

I know I did very badly .

I really have to work hard from now on .

Just that I always procrastinate and get diatracted easily , sigh .

Then the Xueqi so chao , keep saying Thaddeus one ==


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tragedies everydayy. FATS FTW!<3
Saturday, 12 May 2012 || 11:20 am

Happy april fools.(:

LOL nothing much

Cabbed to church.

Was somehow early lah.

Then erm Tricia 'threw' the badge to Alwin.

he laughed and said thanks LOL.

And also in the whatsapp group.

Hahah~

Service I was like 'beside' Duncan.

AND HE'S ONE HEAD TALLER THAN ME!

Ahh omg duncan ==

Then he umchio one loh.

Chehh.

Main service today lah.

After service we had a shoet announcement.

This friday no lesson.

But there's gonna be an 'outing' at kiara's.

Swimming!

Heheheheh.

Went to punggol plaza and bought bbt(:

Then went back church.

Played a spoon game.

And effect of slow reaction: getting powder on your face.

==

LOL me, Celine and Kiara kena. Bleh.

Then we have high tea!

Woohoo~

Awesome!

LOL.

Then we played truth or truth.

LOL.

Then went back.

Mama talk for super long .

Then yeah .

Duncan say is not he tall, is i short.

Okaycan.

#Igetthatalot

Homed .

And did homework .

Damn .

Cant join Xueqi Zining Minray Huiyee Sytorng Jackson and Jovan to watch The Hunger Games this wed .

Sua la .

I want to watch with them .

And i cried .


6/4/12

Good Friday = no school

So yeah woke up at 9.30

Then emailed teacher the collation of suggestion slips and laminated the names foe sec 4 ID.

They going step down so soon.):

Sigh.

Left house at 1.30 and went to admiralty mac for lunch.

Then saw FATS group.

Found out that Dayna, Robbie, Alwin and Gabriel would be meeting up at woodlands.

Then we asked Dayna.

And Dayna changed phone to iPhone!!!!!!! -jellymax-

So we met Dayna and Robbie in the train at admiralty.

Then at woodlands was so epic.

We didnt know if we should alight the train or not.

LOLOL.

Then it was awkward in the train.........

Until like something happened then Robbie became chatty.

So yeah.

It was sometimes awkward lah.

Bought gongcha at bukit batok.

Then took bus to kiara's condo.

Blast music the whole time.

And it was like idk how to explain!

Epic, maybe?

Hahah ~

We began 'swimming' once we reached.

LOL.

Its epic only.

They played captain's ball in da water.

Then me Dayna and er were like cheerleaders LOLOL.

Sometimes also went out to get food.

Then me Robbie Dayna and er also canon ball the guys to splash them!

Then they sat on shoulders and 'fought' HAHAH!

Likeaepiconly lah!

Lydia also went!

She's so damn cute only lahh!

So it was like that the whole time.

And the sec2s kinda bonded together.(y)

I mean, its a good thing right.(:

So the people whom we mixed with were : Me er theo robbie dayna marissa kyla alwin duncan gabriel davis tianyi and yeah.

Heheh.

Began packing up at 6.50?

Then when I checked my phone Zixuan sms me say have my poster outside kk hospital =.=

LOL K.

So it was like one whole bunch of sec 2s walking towards the bus stop.

And at the bus stop we talk about cheyenne.

Went to west mall and had dinner with Celine Robbie Theo Alicia Kyla Dayna er Alwin Gabriel Duncan and Davis at the kopitiam.

Played truth or dare also!

Then changed to dare or dare. LOLOLOL!

My dare was like to use the big big ice lemon tea bottle and hit the guys head!

Hahahahh!

Was practically laughing the whole time ^_^

Then headed homeeee~

Mrt with the rest excdpt for theo.

Then celine alighted after a stop and took the other train LOLOL. She said she feels retarded HAHAHAHH!

Welcome, Dayna and Davis to FATS!(:

LOL OKAYCAN.

Took 962 with Alwin and Alicia.

-awkward-

HAHAHAH!

Awesome day todayy! <333


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