let the good times roll

Joween
25 & dreaming.

//carpe diem//

better known as joweeeeen. your typical singapore girl. searching for happiness. quite a sentimental person who appreciates cards and letters a lot. crazy at times and pretty emotional. has a contagious laughter and a twin too. older every 21 march. insecure, annoying and always overthinking. shy and quiet, or outgoing and loud. afraid to trust, but dare to dream. loves long hugs, heart to heart talks, sincere text messages and reading handwritten cards. imagining things that will never happen. always setting high hopes and getting disappointed in the end. figuring life out every single day.

9 June 2013, the best day of my life. Live like Jesus, live with Jesus and live for Jesus.
"For nothing is impossible with God."-Luke1:37♥

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remembering those times .
Monday, 31 October 2011 || 11:38 pm

Girlfriendss, bestfriends, always together. Until then.


I want it back.

All those times we had together.

Fun timess.

No worries.

Do you remember?

Where we used to be.

Why had time passed so quickly.

People change.

Memories don't.

And I won't forget the memories we had together.

Never.

I miss youu.


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how i wish you were here, here, here
|| 7:36 pm

Woke up at 11.30 and it was raining

How awesomee la

Ate breakfast and was doing quiet time when mom said we were gonna fetch Juan and have lunch.

So yeahh.

Came home and right after that, it rained

Super heavilyy

Until can see the lightning

And the thunder sounded like it came from beside you

Scary.

Listened to 98.7fm

And heard The Boys by Girls Generation

:O

Okayy, so I'm slow.

But yeahh.

Listened to songs.

Awesome songs.

Did I say that listening to music is one of my hobbies? (:

And finally got Eryn to answer my question!

And freakk.

Message memory full==

Can't view my inbox.

Which is sukkish.

Then so far have 4 messages but cannot view.

Like what siaa.

Then didnt reply vehh =€£$§¥¥*₩#¿¡¤¢\ one lorhh.

Haishh.

What to do?

Delete delete and delete la.

But still no use-.-

Currently waiting for Tricia's whatsapp for songs la

But apparently, something happened to her phone.

O.o and I thonk my sister looks like a ghost right now.

With her hair let down

Ohh, great

And its Halloween

Happy Halloween :)

Okayy.

But nothing has happened so far.

Joey, XueQi theyy all go trick or treating

So no one to whatsapp

#sadlife

Like no life one-.-

Hope that I can retrieve my inbox soon

Or will be damn paisehh.


Byess,

Joween <3


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no one knows
Sunday, 30 October 2011 || 7:40 pm

Heyy ya'll

Funtime today at east coast parkk.

Fetched Geraldine and Dayna at Admiralty before heading off~

So let's just sayy it was scorching hot

Yeapp.

First we had some songs and a short lesson

Then our family group competed against uncle Tony's family group in a game of volleyball.

And I tell you, my feet was burning from the heat of the sand

Then it was soccer

And I went by the seaside

Whoosh!

The water was so cool!

For once, it's shiok uhh!

And I actually wet my pants a little. (:

Hehehh.

And when we had to gather, we saw two hugee doggies!

And I actually pat them!

So cuteee!

We then watched the yt workers play volleyball.

Then we were dismissed

So us, Tricia, Elysia, Janelle, Dayna and Geraldine decided to go Northpoint and makan (:

Hehehehh

We went to the foodmall to eat >.<

And we managed to squeeze around a small round table.

After eating, we went to have shareteaa!

Hehehh~

Eat until so full still have sharetea!

We. Are. Crazy.

And we sat outside Pet Lovers Centre to wait for Elysia, Janelle and Geraldine.

While trying to finish our sharetea xD

After drinking 2/3 of it, I gave up.

And we went to the library.

That was when me and Janelle had a 1-1 talk.

Yess.

For quite awhile, yeahh.

Yeah I know she's trying to help me...

Then came Tricia joined us.

And Elysia.

Then er had a talk with Janelle.

And me and Tricia zipai-ed xD

Took lots of peeks!

Teehee~

At 4, we went back, awkward.

So yeahh, came back home sunburnt.

But there's no school tml so I don't have to be so worried.

Haishh.

I wanna go out with school friends! XP

Ughh.

Whateverr.

Did qt for today and wrote a reflection...

Okayy, I better go and eat my dinner noww.


Byess,

Joween <3


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send me away with th words of a love song .
Saturday, 29 October 2011 || 9:11 pm

Woke up feeling that my body's gonna diee.

Seriously aching all over.

I think cos of yesterday's stretchings.

Whoosh!

Went to Royal Sporting House warehouse

There was a veryvery good offer

Which means there were a lot of people.

Even before the gates opened.

Super crowded la.

And came out sweating a little.

Lols.

Then came home and prepared for ballet.

Met KaiLi at Maccc.

Redeemed a Mcspicyy~

After normal practice had practice for next year's performance

Then me, Ivy and Yun Ru couldn't stop laughing! XD

And in my group, Im the shortest. XP

As expected.

Because Im in a different group from Alysia and KaiLi or else I same height as them lerhhs

Haishh.

Gotta skip one dance practice cos of sc camp~

But whateverr.

Dance was planned later than this camp.

But what's planned cant be unplanned (okayy fine, I made this up) and since we've already paid for the camp~

Tomorrow's funtime @ ecp

Going to meet Dayna and Geraldine first tml~ :D

Gotta prepare for tml lerhhs.

And stalkers, continue stalking :D

Hehehehh~


Byess,

Joween <3


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one in a million.
|| 7:20 pm

Friday, 28/10/11


Last day of school! D:

So fast!

Because our school ends earlier than primary schools.

Well, there are pros and cons.

First two periods, we had a talk first for the chinese portal and second from the police.

After recess, had a period of maths.

For last chapter.

Haishh.

Then afterwards was clean and shine.

Where everybody had to clean the classroom la.

Yeapp.

Then teacher gave back our report card! D:

Everyone were nervoussss.

But I am only ok-ok with my results :|

Whateverr.

At least I think I have done my best(;

Last period was maths!

Ahhhhh!!!

And there's holiday homework.

Maths, Chinese and English.

-.-''

Got the school newsletter

Then have one for China trip derhh #memories

And have unglam pic siaa!

But whateverrr.

Went to bbt shop there to have lunch.

Yeahhh.

Then was dance again!

Focused on jiben gong.

And now my whole body aches.

But all in all, it was fun :D

I like the fan(:

Can practice cartwheel(:

Speaking of which, I saw Soon Xuan trying to teach Eugene try to do cartwheel lols!

Okayy, I should say that Soon Xuan improved on his cartwheel that he can teach a person.

And it was super epic while he was teaching xD

Hehehh.

And I tried to teach Ler Ying!

Kekek~

Played games too~

To kill time lah

While some other people danced~

Felicia and Adrian super epuc siaa!

Lols!

Couldnt stop laughing at one point.

And LiTing looked at our report card  ._______.

Super paisehh sia.

And Felicia Wong and Jia Jun super li hai lorhh!

Ended at 5.

So yeahh, straight away went church.

So called.

First went to 198 to pack dinner.

Then went to church and eat.

And after 771589292901715415 minutes (take your time to count), Tricia finally came.

And after another 8492615153839393 minutes, Janelle finally came.

Did finishing touches for our masks. (:

Then finally it was the mask-ke-raid partyy~

First, we watched a movie. Homecoming.

Nicee showw! (:

Also munched on snacks and hotdogs while watching. (:

Hehehehh.

After the movie, we went to the rooftop to have bbq~

Bbq-ed marshmallows!

Omnomnom!!

Hehehh!

Eat so muchh! #fatdieme

Lols!

And then we had to leave early :(

As we do not live near church unlike this awesome girl called Tricia.

Except that I'm awesome-er than her la :D

Then slept at 12.30 plus.

Awesome rightsss!!!! :D


Byess,

Joween <3


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forever and always.
Friday, 28 October 2011 || 11:08 pm

Helloooo
Updating blog using mom's phone so post might be shortyeah

Thursday, 27/10/11
School laa
First period was paper cutting and making stuff using tape
Me and Yiyin and charlotte fail la
Lols
Then ZiNing tried to control her hiccup and ended looking like she was gonna puke!
Rofl!!
Afterwards watched Rango at LT
Didnt know what the title was until last night lols
#fail
Last few periods was guitar
Rehearsal + performance
5 classes, 3 songs
Im yours, Just th way you arr and Jetlaggg
(Y)
After school had dk how many hours so went to eat lunch yeahh
Super epic with Felicia Koh coming with is xD
Embarrassing too!
Hehehehh.
Then danceee~~
Practiced handsup dance and another one.
Longggggdayyyyyy.


Okayy. I think gonna talk about today tml.
Gotta get some rest.

Byess,
Joween <3
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Im trying. cant you see?
Wednesday, 26 October 2011 || 6:06 pm

Heyyyyyyy~
Awesome afternoon yeahh(:
From 10-3.30 with myy bestehhs(;
Thats like 5.5 hours!
Woke up at 9.30 this morning
Then went to bus stop to fetch Dayna and Tricia to do mask
Then halfway doing at about 10.30, Janelle said she was coming(:
So went down to fetch her.
Took peeks while waiting for her.
Hahahhs~
So yeahh.
Janelle helped us with our mask-makings(:
Without her help, we wouldn't have finished it so quickly.
Wait.
We took 3 hours to make the mask
Lols
Whateverr.
Then we went to causeway point for walkwalkk.
Hehehh.
First went to mac to makan.
Then Janelle said she had to go.
So the rest of us walkwalk around.
Later, Janelle called and said she could join us!! (:
Yeahh!
So we continued walking.
Then took more peeks!!
Hehh.
Afterwards we walked around basement
And ended up having eachacup in our hands!
Then we went to a corner and drink and HAVE FUN!
Hehehh.
Tricia's pearl drop and she screamed.
Or should I say squealed.
Lols.
From 10feet away still can hear uhh!
Embarrassing!
Muahahahh.
Then we walked some more and ended up standing at one side trying to finish up our eachacup.
Janelle's parents actually allowed her to stay longer.
But Dayna had to go.
So we went offfff.
Togetherr.
Dayna took mrt
Janelle and Tricia took 161
And we went homeeee.
Came back and did qt~
Teeheeee.
Then cannot play com -.-
Sian larhh.
But I think Tricia is updating her blog now too! (;
Kekekk.
Awesome day lahhhh.
Im just grateful to have such great friends in my life(: (Y)
Wonder if there's dance tml
Okayy.
I should go and pack my bag and my uniform now.
Ohh, and two veryclose friends are out right now(;
Hehehh.
Dont want talk some more lerhh
Or else I die tml.
;)))))
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Tuesday, 25 October 2011 || 9:25 pm

Layered and slanted fringe :)
Kekekekk
Yesh its weird but it wont be when tied and pinned
So yeahh.
:))
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I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying.
|| 7:43 pm

Hello, blogg :D
Its Tuesday, which means there was SC time this morning.
discussed about the trip to Malaysia from 7-9 November.
so won't be blogging laaa.
but have to pay lotsa cashh :(
but we'll be staying in a resort!
haizz.
took a picture with our teacher ics today.
and i was like.. the fourth shortest? :X
blehh.
then for the informal, one guy, JunYu, Aloysius and YongKai were sitting on the bench.
cos they didn't know one another then they sit like formal pic like that lolss.
that's because there's super little guys la(: GIRLPOWER!
the periods before recess, 1f, 1g and our class went to ava for math card games.
then on the way up at the stairs, some 2b boys were scolding one another siaa! so scary!
okayy.
so the games proved that my math ain't good. AT ALL.
then Marcus' voice super weird kayy.
and WeiXuan purposely walk past my group and said 'Hi Joween'
then Thaddeus... don't want to say.
during recess, YiYin and Charlotte went off for the marine offshore challenge.
then had guitarrr!
we're going to perform I'm Yours by Jason Mraz <3
at first is Collide but no one knows that song.
lols. so changeee~
and we practiced the song.
finger hurts D:
but it was fun :DD
kekekee.
afterwards have interview .___.
sc one some more.
and its 5 to 1.
|Desmond|one sec3 guy|Jessica|Fithri|Elysia
|me|
like thissss.
then super scary lorhh.
i don't even know what i talk about -.-
but glad its over now :D
wheww.
afterwards went to cut fringe and cut hair to layer:D
JiaHui companied us :D
will try to post the pic asap
abit weird~
but tml no need go school so yeah :D
Gonna meet with Tricia, Dayna and maybe Janelle to make mask for Friday's mask-er-raid :D
then go walk walk at cwp ;)
hehehh.
haishh.
Ms Darwina msged me three times. ask if can go camp.
but i dont know can subsidies some more or not?


Monday, 24 October 2011 || 6:20 pm

its too little, to late.
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|| 6:14 pm

Faking a smile is easy yet hard.
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Monday Bluess~
|| 3:58 pm

It's the last week of school already! :((
And quite a busy week too
with guitar courses and ceramic thingyy.
whateverrr.
today, first two periods supposed to be some post exam activities with some math games
but teacher didn't comee
then whole class out of control~
for 1hour 30 minutes!
peeps take out their phones and even PSP to play!?
But me and Hui Jia do crossword puzzle<:
hehehh.
then me and YiYin and XueQi 'discussed' about some peeps <:
recess time passed a short note to SoonXuan for his belated birthday.
idk what he wants lahh.
so just write a short note lols(:
but hello, its th thought that counts ritee?
after recess, all sec 1s went to lt
a 'musician' or whatever came.
WOW. he writes a book and going to have an album!
okayy.
for 2 hours, he was talking and strumming his guitar and reading some parts from his book.
and then had q&a session when people asked him what he thinks of JB and LMFAO etc. LOLS.
break that time when doing survey, Thaddeus, Marcus and WeiXuan irritate me -.-
I think its Thaddeus idea lorhh.
then the 3 of them sitting together and I think its WeiXuan who called my name?
and not once okayy!
then i finally turned around and they stopped.
PHEWW.
walked to mrt station with HuiJia cos 1D have supplementary.
So yeahh.
Hope the rest of the week goes by well(:

you dont know. and you wont know.

Byess,
Joween <3

Living on
Sunday, 23 October 2011 || 6:48 pm

Yes, I need to learn to live it.
even when things don't go my way.
life may be filled with nice things or bad things.
but i have to live with it.
i have no other choice.
whether its big or small, deal with it.
when life gives you 100 reasons to give up, you can think of 1000 reasons to persevere.
so, people, this is my new blog.
with double r.
not one r.
the one r blog will not be updated anymore.


byess,
Joween <3

pfft.
|| 6:30 pm

super pissed.
dont know why cant log in to my other blogger acc.
ugh.
then have to create new blog.
haishh. cause lots of trouble.
super ~!@#$%^&*()_+ siaa.

anyways, church this morning(:
awesome la.
then went to northpoint subway for lunch.
yummm
last day of promotion.
but yeahhh.
eat until bloated.
oopss.
should make an effort to exercise like others.

there was a wedding downstairs house just now
luckily, its over
just now the music so loud from 10 floor also can hear.

packed everything and (almost) prepared for school.
but have to see if school shoes dried alr or not.
if not, tml die liaos lah.
have to go to school with wet shoes.
till now, haven't gone to facebook or twitter.
tried to figure out how to log in to my other vlogger account until fedup so make new one.
pfft.
cant believe my luck la.
whateverr.

byess,
Joween <3